Siput Babi??

What a hectic weekend! This is definately NOT my usual weekend. Officialy, Ive started my MBA class in UIA. Now i know for a fact that my learning part of my brain is totaly berkarat. The first class i was like "ermm, wha??, come again??, didnt hear you??" Heheh. Pray to god that this "thing" is temporary and ill b 100% student mode in the coming weeks heheh. Anyways, for this sem i'll take 2 subjects ; HR management and Accounts hehehe. Management is been taught by this India dude and Accounts by a petite, fearsome local Prof heheh. So thats bout it. Malas nak tulis lagi heheh... Bosan giler pagi2 isnin nih. I'll definately update when i have the mood heheh.

Opss, here is my latest weight count! 83.5kg! suke suke.. best best... till the next weight phase (70kgish heheh), kuman out!!

my latest weight heheh

Durian Day

Okla, im BORED heheh. Been chatting with a fren and finaly got a topic worthy to write hehehe. What is the most stupidest ,dumbest, out of this world thing u ever did in ur life? Yealaa, I'm 100% sure that we as ordinary human beings will make some mistakes in life but the only difference is the magnitude of the stupidity involved in every mistake heheheh. I have a confession to make laa heheheh. My story involves durian. This "real and true" events took place some 9 years ago while i was in form *** kan... Back then my dad's was a d.o (district officer) in one of the district in NS hehehehe. So living in a district surely have its pros and cons, and one of the things i totaly like and lurrrvvvv living far far away in a secluded (hehehe) district is the fruit seasons. Just imagine, eating mangosteen, mango's, rambutan's, durian's ehem ehem and every malaysian fruit u can think of kan........and endless supplies of it heheh.

To think of it laa kan, its surely one of the reason i was so big,huge, fat etc at that time... Makan tak henti siul. Here's a logical equation of ME at that time..

[Exercise = 0 + Input as in food = infinity == ME "at that time"]

Ok, back to my true story. Ok, u know the Malaysian hospitality, every time a fruit season hits, there would b endless supply of that particular fruit. It happens to b that its the Durian season, so ader this good hearted polan si polan nih decided to dump like one lorry of durian infront of my house (takpayah laa lori 1 tan dier bawak!!). So being the gelojoh dude that i was back then hehehe, aku menghadap laa durian n started eating untill i lost count on how many durians i've devoured. Aku makan durian sampai anak tekak siut... literaly!!! I felt those durians stucked at my throat.... Suddenly i felt a burning sensation in my chest and felt this weird sensation--- just when u r about to sleep one.... shit, i was suffocating demn!!! Just imagine.. if (this is an if situation k) the smell n the comments from the doc who performed the autopsy....shit, must b case of the year or even the century...

Cause of death : Self inflicted suffocation caused by uncontrolled digestion of DURIANS!!!

Imagine tommorow's head line laa : D'O'S SONS DEAD..... FOUL PLAY?? REVENGE?? Durian jer, hehehe. (Sumpah malu sial...)

Thank god and luckily for me my dad was there to the rescue. Dont need no superman or batman. Just ur simple good old dad jer heheh.. He quickly noticed sumething was definately wrong and started to pat my back as hard as he could!!!.. Then the unthinkable happened.. UWEEKKKKK!!! hahahahahah... all my hours of concentration n effort to stuff those durians was gone laaaa heheh.. turned into foul smelling u-dunt-want-to-know slime.... At that time i thought i was a gonner.. i could "see" the lighthehehehhe. It took me some time la to regain my conscious laa but after that humiliating incident, i was like more carefull with my food intake...Trauma sial hahahaha

So that's my story laaa heheh, anyways, tommorow is my company DURIAN DAY, meaning all u can eat supplies of durian all day hehehe. Our CEO is a durian lover and every year he treats us (7000+ of us) with the highest grade of durian available on the market hehehe and this time and every time when durian is mention kan, i'll remember what happened and b a lil more carefull hehehehe. So whats ur stupidest mistake u all did laaaa? Hehehehh share share can aaa?hehehe.. Till the next durian day, chiow dudes n have a wonderfull weekend...

Terrorist attack??

Okay, last night slumber was not ordinary ok. Usually my demn stupid mp3 song would woke me up like 6.20+ in the morning but todays morning was different. My family and i mean all of us was woken up by a damn loud crashing sound that came near from highway. Wooooo, it was like a mini explosion wei. It shook part of our Taman Bkt Chedang laaa.... The first thing that came into my mind was how bad laa... anyone dead? From the sound u'd expect sumeone dead laa... Seriously loud. So my family rushed ,opened our gates and ran to the scene... Demn, 2 trelers wei.. One of treller crashed into our neighbour brick wall and the other fused behind the other treler..

Kesian umah nih... banyak kali crash in camnih heheh


Honk.. hONK....


kesian giler wei.. he was in pain, i culd tell by his agonizing moan.....

Our neighbour just stood blurred n super lucky to find their Camry was almost destroyed in that freakin accident. Sesh, it was definately a close call laa... Heheh. The surrounding ppl went in and help the lorry driver n were laid right next to his crippled lorry. It was a close call laaa atleast for him. I think he must b thinkin bout his family or loved ones during the whole ordeal. And after busy bodieng (hehehe ader ker??) i finaly knew the cause of the accident. One ot the lorry parked beside my neighbour house cause he was feelin tired n cant continue his journey laa kan. And this (i dunt know he's fate laaa cause i cant see him clearly...) other lorry just ran into him .... BOOOOOOM, the only thing i felt a miss was the fact the looooong time taken for the ambulance to arrive at the scene, ishh comon laaa.. this dude was like arghh, arghh, sakit.... n slambe jer dierang dtg lambat2. hohoho a good start for a Monday morning right?? Luckily for me, i took some pic for u guys having trouble imagining the scene heheheeh.....

Mimpi Yang Sempurna

Its official la, im totaly hooked with PeterPan heheh, demn i dunt know it could b this superb, at first i heard Dewa's Satu n studied the lyric word by word and what i can say is, its deep man, super deep, maksud tersirat tahap max, these Indon band really know how to make songs laa heheh. At first i was kinda reluctant to hear more but looking at Stone (he's really crazy bout Peterpan laa hehe) i decided to give it a shot laa.. Asked popo (btw po's da'man when Indon band is concern laaa) n borrowed his Peterpan mp3 cd on the way back to Sremban. Waaa.. best giler wei, heheheh .. i was singing to the tunes laa (even i dunt know the lyric hehe) but that's all bout to change with Leo lryic generator hehehe (a must plugin for winamp.. Trust me laaa wei).

Here's my first pick from their album...

Khayalan Tingkat Tinggi
by Peterpan

Awal ku melihat
Kuyakin ini
Bukanlah yang biasa
Mengagumkan
Melemahkan aku
Melihat tatap matanya

Garis tawanya
Waktu berhenti
Apabila ku memandangnya
Mengagumkan
Melemahkan aku
Melihat tatap matanya

Khayalan ini
Setinggi tingginya
Seindah indahnya
Tempatku memikirkannya

Bila kudapat
Kusimpan wajahnya
Memegang indahnya
Berpura memilikinya

Yang ku nanti
Saat memegang tangannya
Sampai nanti
Tetap memegang
Tangannya

Khayalan ini
Setinggi tingginya
Seindah indahnya
Tempatku memikirkannya

Bila kudapat
Kusimpan wajahnya
Memegang indahnya
Berpura memilikinya

Huhuhuhu... definitely my new jogging playlist heheh. Anyways, i heard Peterpan will be coming to Malaysia this August n u can absolutely count me in la po, im comin heheheh. So put Pp aside, i took my latest weight n its 83.8kg!! Sory sebab takder pic... Heeheheh DEKAT GILER DAH TO 80 and i'm lurving it... ishhh ngantuk laaaa.... okler dude's will b posting more when i have the time.. till then PETERPAN ROCKSSS hehehehehe.... (i can imagine stone's face reading this entry laaa.. "kan .. aku dah cakap best giler....", heheheheh)

Heaven siut..

You wished for everything in this world.
Money.
Fast Cars.
Big Houses.
Etc.

But no one can top the after feeling of a zainul nasi kandar session. Heaven sial. All problems gone with my confirmed slumber.. lagi lagi on a weekday afternoon.. huh!!

da bomb man!!!

Freakin' SALE

Perghh, you guys should have seen it laa. Or mayb u guys alredy went to "it" laa kan. Literaly thousands of people flocking around trying to get the best deal. Long que's (and i mean loooong) of ppl waiting to pay and etc. Hehehe, yep, yesterday was the annual Jaya Jusco Members only grand sale and i was one of the "lucky" ppl to get myself in deep shit such as the freakin time wasted to just get a lousy parking space at 9+ pm, waited 40min just to get my stuff paid and etc. But for some ppl i think its definately worth it laaa. Just imagine sale up to 70%?? Hahaha, at first i was sceptical and all laa but after examining the goods and their priceskan, its definately a steal laa.. Super murah tahap cipan! So there i was, alone.. browsing through rows of rows of mens apparrel looking for sumething that could justify my existence there heheheh. My original intention were to get those new canterburry t-shirt but they were out of sizes laa ( s takder beb hahahaah)... Demn, sedi (actually lege pun ader).. heheh

Ramai oooo

So, with my objective reached but not completed my focus was shifted to the men sports section. After a quick stroll, picked up 2 sports t-shirt and stuck for about 40 min at POS (point of sale) ie cashier laaa... sesh, omigod, time tuh laa the cc machine went offline causing massive eheheh and demn long que and i am fortunate cause i was like the 2nd ppl from the front and luckily had sume cash in hand... i cant even imagine the atm que downstairs... scarry sial hahahah. So thats it laaa my day in JJ heheh and if all goes to plan laa, mayb i'll hit klcc 2day with sume close frens or mayb go alone heheh... till that, chalos

Tazkirah bersama Kak TP.. :D

19 Keistimewaan Wanita

1. Do'a wanita lebih makbul daripada lelaki karena sifat penyayang yang lebih kuat daripada lelaki. Ketika ditanya kepada Rasulullah SAW akan hal tersebut, jawab baginda : " Ibu lebih penyayang daripada Bapak dan doa orang yang penyayang tidak akan sia-sia.

2. Wanita yang solehah ( baik ) itu lebih baik daripada 1000 lelaki yang soleh.

3. Barang siapa yang menggembirakan anak perempuannya, derajatnya seperti orang yang senantiasa menangis Karena takut Allah SWT dan orang yang takut Allah SWT akan diharamkan api neraka keatas tubuhnya.

4. Barang siapa yang membawa hadiah ( barang, makanan dari pasar kerumah ) lalu diberikan kepada keluarganya, maka pahalanya seperti bersedakah. Hendaklah mendahulukan anak perempuan daripada anak lelaki. Maka barang siapa yang menyukai akan anak perempuan seolah-olah dia memerdekakan anak Nabi Ismail A.S

5. Wanita yang tinggal bersama anak-anaknya, akan tinggal bersama aku ( Rasulullah SAW ) di dalam surga.

6. Barang siapa yang mempunyai tiga anak perempuan atau tiga Saudara perempuan atau dua Saudara perempuan , lalu dia bersikap ihsan dalam pergaulan dengan mereka dengan penuh rasa takwa serta bertanggung jawab, maka baginya adalah surga.

7. Dari Aisyah r.a. "Barang siapa yang diuji dengan sesuatu dari anak-anak perempuannya lalu dia berbuat baik kepada mereka , maka mereka akan menjadi penghalang baginya api neraka."

8. Surga itu di bawah telapak kaki ibu.

9. Apabila memanggilmu dua orang ibu bapamu maka jawablah panggilan ibumu dahulu.

10. Wanita yang taat berkhidmat kepada suaminya akan tertutup pintu-pintu neraka dan terbuka pintu-pintu surga . Masuklah dari manapun pintu yang dia kehendaki dengan tidak dihisab.

11. Wanita yang taat pada suaminya, semua ikan-ikan di laut, burung di udara, malaikat di langit, matahari dan bulan, semuanya beristigfar baginya selama dia taat kepada suaminya dan rekannya ( serta menjaga sembahyang dan puasanya ).

12. Aisyah r.a. berkata " aku bertanya pada rasulullah SAW, siapakah yang lebih besar haknya terhadap wanita? Jawab baginda "suaminya". Siapa pula berhak terhadap lelaki?" jawab Rasulullah SAW "Ibunya"

13. Perempuan apabila sembahyang lima waktu, puasa di bulan Ramadhan, memelihara kehormatannya serta taat pada suaminya, masuklah dia dari pintu surga mana saja yang dia kehendaki

14. Tiap perempuan yang menolong suaminya dalam urusan agama, maka Allah SWT memasukkan dia kedalam surga lebih dahulu daripada suaminya ( 10.000 tahun )

15. Apabila seorang perempuan mengandung janin dalam rahimnya, maka beristigfarlah para malaikat untuknya. Allah SWT mencatatkan baginya setiap hari dengan 1000 kebaikan dan menghapuskan darinya 1000 kejahatan.

16. Apabila seorang perempuan mulai sakit hendak bersalin, maka Allah SWT mencatatkan baginya pahala orang yang berjihad pada jalan Allah SWT

17. Apabila seorang perempuan melahirkan anak, keluarlah ia dari dosa-dosa seperti keadaan ibunya melahirkan

18. Apabila telah lahir ( anak ) lalu disusui, maka bagi ibu itu setiap satu tegukan dari susunya diberi satu kebajikan

19. Apabila semalaman ( ibu ) tidak tidur dan memelihara anaknya yang sakit, maka Allah SWT memberinya pahala seperti memerdekakan 70 orang hamba dengan ikhlas untuk membela agama Allah SWT

Wanita Paing ramai masuk neraka

MENGENANGKAN banyak antara kaum perempuan menyeleweng daripada ajaran Islam disebabkan beberapa sifat buruk yang sepatutnya dijauhi, Rasulullah SAW menasihati dan menggalakkan mereka supaya selalu bersedekah. Hal ini kerana sedekah akan menolong mereka di dunia dan akhirat.

Dalam hadis daripada Jabir bin Abdullah, katanya: “Aku hadir bersama-sama Rasulullah mengerjakan sembahyang pada hari raya (selepas sembahyang dan berkhutbah). Baginda kemudian pergi (ke barisan belakang) hingga sampai ke tempat kaum perempuan. Lalu Baginda menasihati dan mengingatkan mereka, serta Baginda (menggalakkan mereka bersedekah), sabdanya: “(Bersedekahlah kamu kerana sesungguhnya kebanyakan kamu menjadi kayu bakaran api neraka.”

Pada saat itu, seorang perempuan yang berkedut kedua-dua pipinya, bangun dari tengah kaum perempuan lalu bertanya: “Mengapa (kami dimurkai Allah seberat itu), Ya Rasulullah? “Baginda menjawab: “Kerana kamu selalu saja mengadu (tidak cukup nafkah), dan kamu pula tidak mengenang budi suami (sedikit pun).”Jabir (rawi hadis ini) berkata: “Golongan perempuan itu pula tampil bersedekah barang perhiasan badan mereka, mereka meletakkan pada baju Bilal: subang dan anting-anting serta cincin mereka.”

(Hadis riwayat Muslim) Kaum perempuan diciptakan Allah dalam keadaan yang semulia-mulianya – sebagai ibu yang dihormati, isteri dikasihi dan anak disayangi. Selain itu, diberi panduan supaya mereka menjadi manusia beriman dan beramal salih. Untuk menyedarkan mereka akan hakikat itu, Rasulullah menasihati mereka supaya menjauhi apa-apa juga tabiat buruk seperti diterangkan dalam hadis di atas. Perkara itu ditegaskan lagi dalam hadis berikut.

Daripada Abdullah bin Umar bahawa Rasulullah bersabda: “Wahai kaum perempuan, bersedekah dan banyakkan beristighfar kerana sesungguhnya aku mengetahui (bahawa) kamu golongan yang banyak sekali antara ahli neraka.” Seorang perempuan yang bijak antara mereka berkata: “Ya Rasulullah mengapa kami menjadi golongan yang banyak sekali antara ahli neraka?” Baginda menjawab: "”(Kerana) kamu selalu mengutuk dan memaki-hamun dan kamu pula tidak mengenang budi suami dan (selain itu) aku tidak melihat golongan yang kurang akal dan kurang pula (amal) agamanya serta besar pula pengaruhnya kepada orang lelaki bijak bestari (sekalipun) – selain daripada kamu.”

Perempuan itu bertanya lagi katanya: “Ya Rasulullah apa maksudnya: (Kaum perempuan) kurang akal dan kurang (amal) agama itu?” Baginda menjawab: “Mengenai kurang akal, maka (ketika menjadi saksi): Saksi dua perempuan, (hanya) menyamai saksi seorang lelaki; maka inilah (tanda) kurang akal.

Dan seseorang perempuan pula akan tinggal beberapa hari dengan tidak mengerjakan sembahyang (kerana kedatangan haid) dan dia pula ada kalanya tidak berpuasa pada Ramadan (kerana kedatangan haid juga) maka ini dan (tanda yang menunjukkan kaum perempuan) kurang amal agamanya (berbanding dengan kaum lelaki).”(Hadis riwayat Bukhari dan Ibn Majah)

Perbuatan mudah mengutuk, memaki-hamun dan sumpah seranah dilarang Islam sama ada dilakukan oleh lelaki atau perempuan. Tetapi yang banyak melakukannya, seperti yang diterangkan dalam hadis itu ialah kaum perempuan. Sebab itu, Baginda menegur mereka supaya menjauhi perkara yang buruk.

– Petikan Mastika Hadis, Jabatan Kemajuan Islam Malaysia

pstt: sesekali kuar dari topik kebiasaan.. ok gak kan :)

Latest Weight Count

Finaly, got to post my latest acheivement.... Demn, so close yet feels so far from my reach.. huh, gonna step up my pace and intensity to reach the 70kg ish mark hehehehe....

5kg to go.......

p/s: heheh pic taken using my bro's latest se k750i ooohhhh im lurving it!!! hahahahaah n inside the toilet laaa kan.. heheheh

First Treasure Hunt

Hahaha, my first ever treasure hunt. It was fun throughout the day. Me with Hafiz (another engr at my comp) with 2 of my bosses (project managers) got the chance to represent our comp in the annual MILB 2005 Treasure Hunt and managed to secure num3 placing over 45 cars!! Talk bout gempak!! hahahah First time entering nombor 3, give us 2 or 3 time the chance.. senang dapat number 1 heeheh. it was fun laaa. The day started demn early for me. Dahler we (gasingers) saw batman begins on Friday midnight and managed to get just 3 hours of sleep! Hehehe (terhuyung-hayang bawak kete tuh..)

The treasure hunt began in MPOB, Bangi and finished at the Tiara Beach Resort, Port Dickson. Seriously guys, this resort is da'bomb!!! A must go laa dudes. Very suitable for water based activities!! Mayb sometimes in the future we will make it the next venue for our get together. Talking bout the treasure hunt, i thought the questions were all straight forward but mymymy, was i wrong.... Some of the q made us fuckin frustrating and purely wasted our precious time... heheh but thats i think the "kick" in any treasure hunt kan?? hohoho... it tested us mentally and physically laa... some of the answer we got was purely off the wrong interpretation and made us laugh our lungs out at the prize giving ceremony!!! hahahaah... bodo giler laa ahahaha...

Champions hehehehe

And one of the things i got to learn is on how to read those tulips (road signs). They say its the official rally signange and its demn easy hahah. One of my objectives in life would b to own a rally car and have a drive in it.. heheh at least i can read the signs right? Back to the hunt, what's the meaning if got no treasure right? so we we managed to get 2 of the 3 treasures correct hehehe.. the third treasure susah giler siut hahahah... none of the 45 entries got it right. The organizer told us its a 100k treasure hunt standard q and we was like waaaaa....patutlaa susah giler.. anyways, i personaly had tons of fun and its kinda "lega" laa to have some fun stupid jokes and normal conversation with my office mates rather than boring important work subjects. Lagi2 with my bosses heheh.. never thought they had some "gasing" spirit in them heheheh. I hope there would b many treasure hunt (with tons of prizes) that i can participate in the near future and hopefully win hehehe... till that, chalos...

p/s: here r more of the treasure hunt pics!!!

we tend to forget important things...

This morning, i received a "friday morning phone call" from my mak cik..n as usual.. tanya ar psl my condition rite now.. my study.. my work.. n the best part is my relationship.. huwa.. huwa.. after bla bla ( mak cik aku nie ustazah.. so byk lah nasihat2 bernas .. hehe).. n then she told me something important that i never noticed before ..which is doa utk jodoh..huh.. suppose doa nie kita dah patut amalkan dari awal2 lagi.. eventho ada@takde gf/bf ke.. sbb u'll never know sape jodoh korang.. so korang amal2kan la ek.. masukkan dlm database doa korang.. if i'm not mistaken.. nie doa utk solat isktikharah gak....

" YA ALLAH, ANDAINYA DIA ADALAH JODOH YANG DITETAPKAN OLEH-MU KEPADAKU, MAKA CAMPAKKANLAH DALAM HATIKU CINTA KEPADANYA ADALAH KERANA-MU, DAN CAMPAKKANLAH DALAM HATINYA, CINTA KEPADAKU ADALAH KERANA-MU. NAMUN, ANDAINYA DIA BUKANLAH JODOH YANG DITETAPKAN OLEH-MU KEPADAKU, BERIKANLAH KU KEKUATAN AGAR PASRAH DALAM MENGHARUNGI UJIAN, YANG KAU BERIKAN KEPADAKU.¨

YA ALLAH,JIKA AKU JATUH CINTA,CINTAKANLAH AKU PADA SESEORANG YANG MELABUHKAN CINTANYA PADA-MU,AGAR BERTAMBAH KEKUATANKU UNTUK MENCINTAI-MU.¨ YA MUHAIMIN,JIKA AKU JATUH CINTA,JAGALAH CINTAKU PADANYA AGAR TIDAK MELEBIHI CINTAKU PADA-MU.¨

YA RABBANA,JIKA AKU JATUH HATI,JAGALAH HATIKU PADANYA AGAR TIDAK BERPALING PADA-MU.¨

YA RABBUL IZZATI,JIKA AKU RINDU, RINDUKANLAH AKU PADA SESEORANG YANG MERINDUI SYAHID DI JALAN-MU.¨

YA ALLAH,JIKA AKU RINDU, JAGALAH RINDUKU PADANYA AGAR TIDAK LALAI AKU MERINDUI SYURGA-MU.¨

YA ALLAH, JIKA AKU MENIKMATI CINTA KEKASIH-MU,JANGANLAH KENIKMATAN ITU MELEBIHI KENIKMATAN INDAHNYA BERMUNAJAT DI SEPERTIGA MALAM TERAKHIR-MU¨

YA ALLAH,JIKA AKU JATUH HATI PADA KEKASIH-MU,JANGANLAH BIARKAN AKU TERTATIH DAN TERJATUH DALAM PERJALANAN PANJANG MENYERU MANUSIA KEPADA-MU.¨

YA ALLAH,JIKA KAU HALALKAN AKU MERINDUI KEKASIH-MU,JANGAN BIARKAN AKU MELAMPAUI BATAS SEHINGGA MELUPAKAN AKU PADA CINTA HAKIKI DAN RINDU ABADI HANYA KEPADA-MU."

AMIN..

pstt.. kuman sorry la ek.. terbuat cam blog sendiri.. hehe

That Right Person

Somebody once told me that "Finding the right person is very hard and very wrong.....it is best to be the right person for the one you love and start from there...you'll always end up disappointed when you set standards and define a "right person" for you...and don't rush things....coz somewhere somehow God is preparing somebody for you."You can never be perfect...the person you love can never be perfect...but both of you can be perfect through love and prayers, and your love can be perfect through the both of you. But, no relationship is complete without God.....that's why we have marriage it's a bond not only between you and your loved one....but also with God.

Our relationships fail not because (s)he's not the right person....it's because we expected too much and we decided on our own....let God do the work...you may call it waiting time....but while you are waiting...pray. Let God guide you always...He knows better. No, He knows best. Love is not what you think it is....Sometimes we mistakenly feel that our first relationship will be our last. Because we are overwhelmed with joy and romance, we forget to learn the meaning of true love. Some are saying that love is unselfish, blind, unconditional or simply denying oneself for the sake of someone very important in our life. Others are saying love is immortal and can never be defined. When we think we're in love the first thing we almost wanted the whole world to know is that our love for someone very special can never be taken away from us. We say this phrase "You are the most wonderful gift from GOD I have ever received..." After a terrible fight or sometimes even a petty quarrel we then say "You are the biggest mistake i've ever made for my entire life...!!!!". Now, how do you say and spell the word L-O-V-E? Are you really deeply into it?

Nobody can tell what love really is until experience speaks and whispers right into our ears. Most of the time, these love promises like "Forever, Till Death do us apart, etc." would end up "Never" and "We should part ways, I'm no longer happy with you! My love for you is DEAD!!!". Many times we thought after having committed to someone and your trust to one another freezes down to zero degree "S/He ain't the right one. I should probably wait for the right one to come." But the big question anyone could not answer is "Is she/he the right one?" and "When is the right time?" That made us stick to whom we are with. Will you always be waiting for the right person to come and the right time to commit? A big YES is the answer.

Don't be in a hurry to get into a relationship because you can never find love if you insist that you are already into it. Try to find time to really understand your real feelings, to know who you really are, and what you really want in a relationship.You're right, There is no such thing as a perfect relationship, but there's a compatible partnership that goes along with it. If you already knew that you're too big to fit into a small sized t-shirt, don't give it a try. You'll probably break it and pay for the damages you have made. If you knew and felt that the relationship will not last, don't go deeper into it. You'll just suffer the consequences and live like hell the rest of your life. It's really hard to say goodbye though, but you can't make it any better by just pretending you still have the same feelings. Try to let go and give yourself a chance to live life to the fullest. Give yourself a chance to grow and give your heart a much needed attention. Then you will find that you have made the right decision and you made it all by yourself. More frequently than not, we all act in a hypocritical manner for some reason.

We call it love when we can't leave someone and see them crying as we try to let go. We are wrong, its just pity. We call it love when we're too attached and think that losing the one we love will somehow make us weak and unable to face the storms of life. We misunderstood, its just that we're too much dependent to them. We call it love when we give our whole life to them, the wholeness of us and imagined that if they leave no one would accept us and our past. We are mistaken, its just insecurity. But no matter what the definition is, the truth still remains that love isn't something you can buy nor beg. It is real and existing. You can't touch it but you can feel it in your heart. You can't find it, but it will knock before you when you least expect it to come. It can make you the happiest soul in heaven, but don't forget that it also can make you the most miserable person in the whole galaxy.

Sweeeeeet

Last night i went to c a lot like love with a friend. All i can say that its demn awesome sweeeeet movie hehehe. I was smilling the whole duration of the movie. It definately left some tingling sensation in my heart. Who could ever imagine, it took them 6 long years b4 they realize they were meant for each other huhuhuhu.. I'm such a sucker for romantic love movies. The last film that also gave me this good feeling was wicker park and its a must see, i tell u.

So, here are some more info about the movie... Just give it a try laaa, Haaaaaaaaaaa... so sweeeeeet.

Marsha, I love u........

Demn!!!... it was love at first sight!!! Sorry guys, but I cant hold it laaa hehehe.. she's gorgeous!!! I was like "waaaaaaaaaa" and moved closer to the tv just to see her more clearer (the 43" tv tak cukup tuh.. serious, kene tgk super dekat). Marsha, oohh ur a goddes, dah laaa lagu sedap giler!!! plus her sexy body language and her juliana banos stare... perghhhhhhhhh (ehem ehem).

Ohh Marsha.....

fyi, its my first time i laid my eyes on her. Didnt even notice that she was 1 of the 2 participant (other than mawi) that af decided masukkan balik laaaa (susah giler nak buat ayat!! heheh). So i wuldnt know laa her characteristics... for now, what i know is that she is !@#$%^&* gorgeous, she can really sing and she's num1 on my af list (macam laa aku ader list lain heheh). So Marsha, u got urself one crazy supporter as for now.Now I'm officialy hooked to akademi fantasia when i sent like 20 votes for her last night.. sesh, and Marsha, if u happen to visit or aper2ker, all i want to say is that I LOVE U and i sincerely hope that we might stumble upon each other in the future...hehehe

Its been long since i wrote bout my diet and cardio program. It was supposed to b the main topic for this blog heheh but the latest happenings and shit in my current life got me somehow distracted heheh. Ok, where should i start.. emm my latest weight count (sorry, didnt have the time to take a pic!!) taken last monday was 86.7kg.. Heheh just 6.7kg shy of 80kg hahahah. My target to reach 80kg this or b4 August is likely to become reality. I cant wait heheh. My waist had shrunken from a size 52 to a size 36. Getting tired to hear my mother rants on how i should wait b4 spending anymore money on my clothes n pants.. hehehe. I'll definately wait this time.. seriously.

Speaking bout my cardio prog pulak, I started to jog when i hit 100kg up till now. Since then, ive been improving my pace and time taken to run around um (heheh my official benchmark) which is 2.5+km. For the time being, my personal record is 13 minutes and hoping to trim that to 10 heheh. I remembered the first time i ran, i couldnt last for 5 min b4 having to catch some fresh air heheheh. Now, i can run like 40minutes to an hour straight non- stop depending on my mood heheheh. Its all in the mood. Plus with my new mp3 player, its getting better and better by the day hehehe. Ohh, and finaly after months of waiting, my fav gym, um gym (tuh jer gym yg aku go sbenarnyer heheh) have finaly fixed one of their treadmill and definately helps me to improve my cardio training. Now i can run 11 laps or 4 km in 30 minutes everyday... Syukur beb. I sumehow feel that my heart is stronger and my overal health improved. Its all worth it, every single sweat, time and money i poured into this program.

Now i have a new objective heheh. I want to learn how to swim!! Its the best cardio exercise one could get. Ive been waiting long for any class that might be offered in um and also asked around ppl with no luck. Um swimming pool will be fully operational this July and i am hoping that there would be classes for me to join. So thats it. The current update to my diet n cardio program heheh. I'll keep my self posted from time to time until i finaly reach my ultimate goal, 70kg heheh, insyallah....

PD

Wow, what a fantastic Sunday. Finaly our long overdue picnic became reality. Although there were some glitches ehem lambat ehem konon ehem the day finaly went a ok heheh. I was personaly satisfied. Infact my day started as early as 5.30 am. Heheh talk about anticipation huhu.. i was really looking forward for todays pd trip, really. After Subuh i went nasi lemak hunting.. Called stone, kuril and making sure that we r gonna find a perfect spot for our picnic. We manage to secure a sweet spot in Blue Lagoon but soon we realized that it was low tide meaning the shorelines was pushed back hundreds of metres hoohoh... Penat siut just to have a plunge, sesh. So we waited and waited when finaly they(gasingers) arrived. It was surely purely havoc laaa.. its been long since we did something out of the ordinary together.

Surroundings

The food was great (thanks to affy, jack and etc for doing a demn delicious job on our food!!), the drinks plenty (thanks stone) and the crowd definately rocked!! Imagine with the likes of jack, elyas, popo, kuril, affy things would definately go wrong heheh... i was laughing my heart out most of the times. Bodo sial the things uttered.. most of them doesnt make sense (oopsss actually all of them) but we still love them heheh. And it is my first time ever in a kayak. We spent an hour in it had a great time mandi manda, banana boat riding (this was seriously fun) and stayed in the sea up to 4pm....That stunt jack did was hilarious siut....(cajun, i want ur pics!!! hahahah). Sesh, all i know, i had a demn wonderful time. It was worth it. All my "life" problem seem to dissapear. Demn releaving and relaxing but the only major drawback is i kinda suffered 3rd degree burns to my face heheh..

Emm tulah.. writting this entrykan, makes me remember what one of our friend asked us earlier during our picnic..... emm How long could we remain this way, like having this kinda get together... 2 years? mayb another yr? Sedih gak laa kan thinking that we will finaly go our own each way in the near future but i sincerely hope that we could like organize events like this even though we have our own life later... Anyways the picnic pics are now available at HERE, enjoy...

Boring

Huh!! what a full Friday.. it was supposed a relaxing Friday where we all should spend our weekends in Summerset Endau Rompin but due to some fucked up booking prob, our so called short holiday got postponed early next month n resulted me, taking this annual leave heeh.. (sebab kene terangkan hehehehe)

Started the day quite early i tell u. Ran around um at 7am, played tennis till 8.30am. Went to UIA around 10am with tp and popo to submitt my mba forms (lege siut that settled) n singgah plaza ampang n fixed my tennis racquet n finaly sampai gasing aroung 3.20pm....
Sesh penat heehhe....

sorry laa.. i know its quite boring but i cant help it laa hehehhe.. just for the sake of a new entry hehehe

You Can Do It!!!

While i was waiting for my car to b washed yesterday, i stumbled upon a newspaper article that that i would consider super interesting. I've read about it days before but never been able to follow up. Its about read this and it definately reminds me when i first started my diet and cardio regime. I was shocked when i heard bout his initial weight! 25o kg, but later after he went for his medical checkup revealed that his original weight was about 158kg. Ishh.. I was 143kg when i started. Its only a 15kg difference and i personaly think with all the backup from his family and uitm (wooooo imagine being helped by 8 sports and science lecturers??? heaven siottt hehehe) he wil eventualy reach his dream ( i dunno his target laa) weight. And all the fuss started when he is denied entry to the LPKN course. One of the use of LPKN courses heheh, to attract attention heheh.

He will be going through 6 months of rigourous diet and exercise regime set up by these uitm lecturers and i remembered reading that he will continue to be aN exercise trainer after he reaches his target. I think the's 6 month program will be carefully monitored and documented as a guide on how to lose weight for ppl who are having the same problem, Morbid Obesity. The term i found out through Discovery Channel heheh. It relates t0 a group of ppl who are not lised in the bmi (body mass index). Anyways, program or no program, it usually takes will power to get one through. As for me, i realized it in a pain way.... one morning (the day b4 i had kambing masak lemak hohoh)i had gout (sakit wei!!!) n i can't even walk to the toilet!! i had to crawl!! that was the MOMENT. The MOMENT i realized that i dont want to live like this for the rest of my life!!! Being inmobile in a very young age is a demn scary thought!!! So from that day on, i promised myself to change and i did. My goal was further strengthen when one of my close chinese friend suffered a heart attack and died. He was overweight, smoked and drank alcohol. A lethal combination i might say. He was just 24! After that, there was no turning back! During the whole duration since September to now was a complete and new experience hehe.. Luckily i wrote all in this blog so that i could refer or just bace saje2 hehe. Puas hati dooo!! So as for now, time is the only thing i and Mohd. Said Ibrahim need. Insyaallah, ill reach 80kg early August and finaly my dream weight 70kg at the end of this year........

Anyhow, i wanna wish Mohd. Said Ibrahim goodluck and pray to god that he will reach his weight target and his goal to enroll onto the lpkn course will turn into reality. Amin.

Latest Weight Count

Finaly after 2 weeks of hardwork, here's the result....

Tak sabar nak jejak 80kg...

TGIF!!!

My first day of work. Boring as i expected. Nothing changed. Its the regular works. Arrived at office, waited for my friends, head out to our fav mamak restaurant (al-azwath) and had bfast. Bfast i've been longing for 3 straight weeks. Capati besar. Emmm sedap wei. Then shortly after entering my messy work cubicle, i got summon to my gm office.

"Ish apehal laa mr.tan panggil pagi2 nih, hehehe"

All sorts of scenario was playing in this thick skull of mine. Am I getting fired? (Heheeh this one tak logic but it really did pass through my mind) A new task? What?

As i prepare for the worst, suddenly i felt a pat on my back. It was one of our company project managers. He was baffled on why i didnt came to the office for quite some time. Aik?? Didnt our company clerk noticed everyone?? Damn, shit. No wonder all my the messy files and memos left scattered around my desk. They dunt know. It took awhile to explain and he was so amazed on the fact that i broke my arm playing tennis!! Hehehe... tennis bahaye jugak wei. On the way to my gm office, i pass all my mc forms and sign some admin related stuff.

Finaly met mr. tan and the first think he did was commenting on my new appearance!! Hahahaha, never thought after a year plus he noticed my changes!!. Demn, i was somehow happy and terkejut laa hehehe. He even asked how i manage to do it. The first 20 minutes i spent telling him my so called secret hahahah. He was carefully listening that i can tell you. Sesh, then after that we came to more important matter. Mmg pandai laa my admin department. Serious shit pandai. There are ppl that dunt know about my absent!! My supervisor plak konon2 bz hehehe. So its like a chain reaction event. My work didnt get passed to anyone, demn plenty memos on my desk and suddenly got more work this morning! Memang mati laaa.. i acted like i was serious hearing every detail my gm had to tell although my mind was far off wondering....

i bought the star and started to browse their classified section. I even logged on to jobstreet.com and checked my impending interview calls with no luck. Man, i got to get out of this shit hole laaa.. demn fast!!

SALE??

Ish, its that time again. I hit a bump laaa.. waaa, though its alredy 1 week+, theres no sign of decreasing of weight heheh. I've stepped up my regime doing 2hrs of cardio every day still no changes. Sesh, somehow i kinda feel frustrated. Based on my pass experience, these bump actually will take like 2 or 3 weeks and i really dunt know why. I think its somehow our body ways to familiarize with sudden changes. Anyways, i'll continue my program till the end no question bout it. Emm wei, any1 outhere wanna go running with me aaa? Pullah? Anyone? hehehhe. Kinda bored running alone. I might find meself a mp3 player laa.. What's it feel like running with music?? Mayb i'll get an Mac shuffle. Or mayb a sony latest mp3 players.. cute giler!! hehehe.. suggestions are welcome wei.

Finaly all good things must come to an end heheh. My long 3 weeks holiday is alredy over. I'll resume my work this Friday and the first thing i noticed is that next Monday is a holiday!!!! Talk bout timming eheheheh. Demn, a day off on a Monday? heheheh heaven wei. Hope we all will do sumething worth wild that Monday. I'm currently getting ready to hit KL this morning. The first stop i'll make is ISETAN, KLCC heheh. I heard theres some mega sale going down there. Might as well use my last 2 days wisely dunt u think? heheh. Gonna shop for some clothes, pants and mayb go lunching with my dear friend Stone. Best wei, finaly im cured 100% internaly and externaly. Its like been given the chance to restart ur life and do it all over. After completing my weight target, i'll focus on my career. Ive been wanting to change jobs for a long time now. 2 - 3 interview i went wIth no luck. Shit. Susah cari keje nih wei hehehe. That's life. Mayb living with no important commitment is the culprit. Yealaaa, i'm definately in my comfort zone right now. Ish.. Okler. first thing first. KL, here i come.....tennis too heheheh

My Superwoman hehehe

Last night was kinda emotional. I can see tears in their faces. My mum stood strong and delivered her final speech. Finaly after 29 years serving the teaching service, my mum was celebrated in a grand farewell majlis held by her school (Sek. Men. Labu) in Alson Klana, Nilai. I felt demn proud and at the same time i was feeling kinda sad knowing that my mum's gonna retire. It felt weird wei. The thought of her not working anymore feels kinda strange. No more hustle bustle or the mayhem of my mom preparing to work, no more feeling worried whether she arrive or not at her school, nadaa. All my life, up till now i kinda enjoyed to see my mum working. Her dedication and working ethcis simply amazes me. She really loves teaching. Not that she teaches back then (this past 10 years laa), she was a HM but the management skills involved in her work, meeting ppl organizing events, she enjoyed all of that.

My mum....demn proud of her

A lil fact that i know bout my mums career. She hip - hopped 16 schools b4 ending her career in SMKLabu. Teaches BI, BM, Pengajian AM, Sejarah, n stopped when she got promoted to HM in 1995. Wrote STPM papers and had been with the Examination Board since 2000. The farthest and deadly school she attended was in Serting Hilir Complex, when we were in Bahau, ns. The road to that school was like 70km in the middle of nowhere, demn treacherous n super duper dangerous. (imagine being stopped by a tiger in the middle of nowhere??) heheh. So what i can conclude from her 29 years of teaching experience is... u got to have the demn dedication n strong will power to dwell in this profession.

Now she's retired. Huh, i hope i have 3/4 of her will power and dedication when it comes to work. I'm demn proud of her. Nuff said. Today is the first day of her retirement. She'd alredy organized the kitchen. Tuh baru satu hari! Imagine whatelse she can do with the time she has. hehehe. She is really my superwoman hehehe.

Its close to 7 am and i still can't sleep. Sesh.. I just can't. Demn. Dun't know why. Still thinking bout a cruel joke my friend told me last night. Shit, I think i have a serious problem laaa. It seems that i just cant let go or forget any thing that effect my life directly.Arghh, . Pening. Takmo tulis lagi, i think i'll have a run laa pagi nih.

Full Steam Ahead

Well, its look like my hand is like 80% functional and healed huhu. Now i can type with both hands thus doubling the speed of my typing capability n shortening the time taken to finish this entry heheh. I just can imagine my doc face if he knew what i've been doing this past 2 - 3 days heheh. On this magnificent evening, i succesfully ran 5km without wearing my handband. I ran 40 minutes straight!! its a demn good achievement i would say. B4 this, it was on an increment like 5, 10, 15, 20,... all through 40 minutes. These 2 weeks rest totaly healed my body in and out. Heheh, patah tangan nih ader hikmah dier i tell u. And these are one of many visible hikmah i choose to aknowledge heheh.

I'll be posting my weight count soon and i'll be focusing to tackle 80kg within the next 3 weeks ahead. And tomorrow i'll be visiting um and mayb i say mayb gonna have a run through heheh. Demn, i'll mayb gonna swing some tennis ball also. This time i swear im gonna b much more carefull. So thats all ive planned for tommorow. Chiow n see yer all in um.

Heheheh reached the 80 ish kg marker heheheheheeheh......

Sunday Morning

Ok, I finaly got some weird urge to write on this wonderful Sunday morning. I'm gonna write about my typical Sunday morning heheh. Although we have our own room kan, still we manage to sleep infront of the tv like everyday... heheh, best wei, the wooden carpet my mom bought from Sarawak somehow feels very cool heheh, with some layers of comforters, pop in a dvd then walllaaa out to slumber land heeheh....

waaaa what a mess...

n sleeping at the hall comes with it own pro's n cons heheh. Subuh awal giler. My dad would wake us up like in 5.30 am. (week days laa kan...) Ngantuk giler but its worth it, i sumehow like it laaa. Then comes my mum plak (anyways.. happy mothers day to all mothers out there..... ).

" Dah kemas - kemas, lipat balik comforter tuh", "Kemas balik cd cd tuh menyemak jer" (for the sake of this entry, all the cleaning process would start after 10am heheheh)

my fav stationary bic heheheh

Heheheh, awal2 subuh kene dah hohoho. suke2. After subuh i would hit on my stationary bike n do like 1 hr on it. I usually ride it like for 30km heheheh. In the mean time, my mum would prepare our breakfast and my dad would read the papers. And after my cardio, i'll go to my fav spot on earth, , my desktop, check all my dl's, emails n etc. kekadang layan short movies ker things like that, read blogs, write blogs, edit comments etc hehheeh.

My fav place on earth hohoho.....

Then b4 our breakfast, we all took turn to weight ourself n boast or blagak to each other heheheh. Everyone of us. Excluding my mum laaa.. hehehe Bapak aku seres kerek. 90kg, takyah maintain mkn pun cantuh jer weight dier.... tension plak hohoho. My bro weights 82kg n i sumehow can imagine when i reach the 80kg mark... okler tuh. n during our breakfast, my mum would initiate sume hard-to-imagine topics like todays lhdn-the workings, why the deb (dasar ekonomi baru) was a total disaster n my dad being defensive n full of idea would give his opinion. Aku ngan adik2 aku just like emmm "Whatever,..... asalkan depa bahagia hehehe". I can't imagine when our parents retire nanti hohohoh sure kecoh satu umah.

Bfast... lempeng, sambal ikan bilis and nasi goreng.... pergh complete meal for the day.

And during bfast, my dad would lay out the plan for the entire day. Today its look like were gonna visit my bro at mrsm kkb n my grandma in rawang. Sesh, jauh laaa penat giler, dahler tgn patah hohhohhoho-- any of that reason would not work on my dad. Its kinda scary to like second guess or object my dads word laa.. a lil secret, i broke my hand after my dad called n requested me to send him to klia the next morning... I simply said i can't. Wallaaa... feel the wrath of my dads heheheh... bahaye siut. heheheh. But i think its just me laa... i just can't simply say no to my mum n dad.. the guilt feeling tuh susah nak hilang... Now tgh prepare nak go to kkb.. till the next Sunday, bye dudes....

Statement num 8

Just to verify statement num 8 by nik hehehe..., anyways im gonna hit kl today n i hope u guys got sumething planned laaa....

Its 92kg now ... hehheh

70 kg

I will prevail. I'm gonna reach my target. Next week im gonna start my cardio n diet exercise till i reach my final goal 70kg. For the time being im gonna njoy every moment i have. Borneo, here i come.

p/s: thanks again for all the wishes k. Rindu sial um n kl n everibodi...

OKU

My first ever sport related injury hohoho. Thats what my friends calls it... sport related injury heeehehe. Never thought that it would be this serious. Till now im kinda wondering how it happened. Shit, how can i break my left hand when im using my right hand laaa? Puas pikir .. sakit wei!!! Serious. I was trying to hit the tennis ball as hard as i can when i took the wrong step n seconds after that i felt incredible pain on my left hand. I would like to thank u guys outhere for helping me (Mandorm, popo, shapeng... thanks). Rushed to UH n the pain slowly subsized. Atfirst i thought it was like something minor cam sala urat ker some bone dislocated ker.. but after taking my xray, the doc said i suffered broken bone. wuhuuu... my first time ever wei hahaha..

thumbs up

My doc gave me 3 week mc n i was plastered heheh... a first too. Suddenly i realized that im gonna have to leave my typical live for 3 weeks! This sad n down feeling suddenly came n i was like demn depressed n terribly sad that im gonna miss the karaoke session this friday that the gasingers had planned earlier.. waaaa sedih sial. it was supposed to cure my latelty sad n depressed kinda state. thinking bout it makes me more loomy laa waaa. not only that, im gonna leave my life in kl for 3 weeks! all the future movies, the night spots, midvalley, etc all for 3 demn weeks. shit.. im gonna die of boredom.

not only that wei, i'm gonna have to stop my exercise program for awhile. huuhu, no running, gym n tennis for 3 weeks?? naahh, i'll definitely find a way to compensate on that. mayb ill start dieting kot. dunt want all ive done up till this point go to waste.. sedih lagi huhuhu, ntah laa.. everything happens for a reason n i honestly believe that there is some hikmah brhind every kejadian. its just time will tell. so im just waiting n hopping for the best.

anyways, i would like to thank for all who have sms n called wished for my speedy recovery, thanks a lot !!! i really appreciated it. Anyways i know my HR Dept will definitely love me more after this incident heheheheh.

p/s: aku kagum siut with my one hand typing ability!!! u should try it hehehe.

My weight count

Ok, done with my ptd. Did all the best i can n now i can only hope and pray. Here's what 3 days of activities did to my overall weight.

ROADTRIP

Gonna be disconnected from the world this 2 or 3 days. Just wanna wish goodluck to all my friends who r going to their ptd assestment course this weekend. Goodluck ya'all!!! Anyways, suke sial the thought of having a road trip...emm yeeeehaa!!! Bye dude n dudes (ader??).

p/s: dunno if my eyes r playing tricks on me... 94.3kg now....gonna post the pic after my assestment course!!!

Running is my way of life heheheh

Yep.. its official laa.. jogging (oopss running.. heheh) is the best weight reduction method ever!!! waaaa.. i was like ??? huhuh demn.. 2kg a week?? yuhuuu somebody gonna loose bad wei hahahahaha..... anyways, just got back from Mlaka, had a wonderful outing to Mahkota Parade with all my bro's gf's and their family.. demn, our family confirm gonna get demn big demn soon hahahah ..i personaly had a wonderful time. Its sure nice got to know all ur future relative ahead of time. Seriously, if i have the same oppurtinity in the future, i'll do the same...

p/s: this week weight count pic ader kaki aku skit heheh.. Comel tak?? huhuhu

Yey.. 6.2 kg to go!!!

Weh Sedap Sial!! hahaha

Just happen to found these mouth watering alluring pics on my comp while i was bored to death heheeh.. decided to share with u all hohoh. Anyways, these pics were taken in Pizza Uno, near OU there..(Affy, Shapeng and Shidee's Birthday Party) aku pun tak ingat and they have this cream cheese with straberry toppings that is simply out of this world huhuhu.... feast ur eyes wei .. hehehe

Carbonara (Dunno thir real name.. huhu but SEDAP GILER..)

Seafood Marinara .. SIMPLY OUT OF THIS WORLD WEI hahaha .. I did get the big ass shrimp hahahaha

One of the pizzas featured that night… emm yummy

Birthday Cake hehehe.. sedap laa jugak, full of fats and sugar!!! heheh yummmmmieyyyy

P/s : So any1 outhere nak try anything rare or weird food just leave me a msg hehehe...and thanks to Shappeng for these amazing pics huhuh...

Presentation beb...

Yuhuu!! Already passed my final presentation for my company naik pangkat course hohoo!! Best wei, the mixed feeling I had to endure waiting patiently b4 finally its our turn to present our 1 month project. It was exhausting...My final thesis presentation pun tak camnih wei.. Anyhow, we did present with flying colors n one of our management said “Your team’s presentation was one of the best and the most interactive among these groups” yuhuuu!! I leapt in enjoyment hahahaah. Now we all got to seat the final test this 29^th April and kalu takder aral melintang, we all gonna passed with flying colors plak hehehe. Perghh syukur dah abis hehe…Anyhow, just wanna wish u all a very happy weekend... Will update my weight count when i arrive in Sremban k.. huhu...

Lajunyer mase berlalu.......

Dang, dunno whats up with the net connection these few days... Wrote 2 lengthy entry just to be denied (the net say the page contains no data??? whatev!!!).. shit laa blogspot.. penat wei. To come up with words of wisdom heheh isnt easy k? Hehheh anyhow, learned from my mistakes and went back to my old style of blog entry heheh txt file. Takyah takut terdelete ker aper ker tak? huhuh...

And Still listening to Boyz2men songs.. Never get bored of them.. mymymy, im seriously have somekind of problem. Problem me myself cant pin point laaa.. Is just these couple of weeks i get terribly blurred and completely lost.. Shit is this some kind of life shift? some part of life where everyone must go through? Whatever it is, its like intefering with mylife in certain ways. Cant think properly, buat keje pun nak tak nak jer n im like go with the flow jer. I read keng's latest entry n he says something of me being in love? Ye ker? Tak kot.. ish dunno laaa, still I love this uncertain n unstable feeling... beats watching sepet dozens of time ooo heheheh....

And what going on with the time laa? it feels like time flew by cepat giler wei. Sedar2 dah Jummat dah, Sabtu and damn Monday again.. huhuhuhu. Seriously, yesterday i tried hard thinking what ive done this past 4 lousy days. Remembered my meeting on monday, started coughing and developed chest pain on tuesday and mc for wednesday and thursday. Hohoho Best giler ok hahaha. Anyways kan yesterday ive taken an xray n phew.. according to the doc, i was a ok just minor bronchitis and no life threatening disease ive feared the day b4..huh what a fast week. Hope i'll do something useful n worthwhile next week..

p/s: took my weight count n managed 98kg huhuh, will post my lovely weight counter when i got the time heeheheeheh...c c.. i really got the time laa hehehe

berjaya to 98kg!!! hhuhuhuhu cant wait to hit 90kg ahahahahah

What a enjoyable family outing huuhu.. went shopping and guess what i bought?? hehehh... Finaly after 23 + years of waiting i bought my first Levi's jeans hahaah.. yuhuuu.Size 38!! Mayb to some ppl its like hak eleh beli jeans jer kecoh, but not to me.. its realy a historic day for me.. all my penat lelah and struggle ive been through like paid off a lil bit today, a LEVI’S beb hahahahaah tak sangke dude.huhuhu, maleh nak ceriter pepanjang.. let the pic laa story for themselves heheheh... anyways, the to-do-list (for my diet program..) is getting shorter n shorter by the months hehehe...

Buying process…. Hehehe

My first Levi’s jeans hahahahahahah… cam budak2 duh hehehehe

Emm bestnyer......

Dang, dunno why but listening this song on a brezzey (btulka? heheh), cool and wet sremban afternoon is really demn soothing (hard to explain in words ..) ..... shit, mayb after watching boyz2men live (at the forces of nature concert) n glued to their cd 24/7 also mayb have a demn weird effect to me. Its demn hard to describe, its like watching sepet + ada apa dengan cinta = this song kinda feeling. Huhuhuh, Anyways, here's my current song (Click Here huuhu) for the month hehehe...


I'll Make Love To You

Close your eyes, make a wish
And blow out the candlelight
For tonight is just your night
We're gonna celebrate, all thru the night
Pour the wine, light the fire
Girl your wish is my command
I submit to your demands
I'll do anything, girl you need only ask

Chorus:
I'll make love to you
Like you want me to
And I'll hold you tight
Baby all through the night
I'll make love to you
When you want me to
And I will not let go
Till you tell me to

Girl relax, let's go slow
I ain't got nowhere to go
I'm just gonna concentrate on you
Girl are you ready, it's gonna be a long night
Throw your clothes on the floor
I'm gonna take my clothes off too
I made plans to be with you
Girl whatever you ask me you know I'll do

Chorus

Baby tonight is your night
And I will do you right
Just make a wish on your night
Anything that you ask
I will give you the love of your life

Chorus

Wohooo... refreshing siut, wished everday that i'll have this feeling huhuh demn worth living heheehehhe ...... =)

Goodluck yer all....

Just wanna wish all my friends who r going to the PTD assestment trial this 22 April 2005 a very goodluck and may we all succed in overtaking the goverment in the near future!!!.. btw me n stone will go to Intan Kluang for our assestment. So dudes n dudies hehehe... goodluck yer all!!!!!!

MALAYSIA BOLEH HHEHEHEEH

Double Trouble huhuhu

Had an interesting conversation with my parents last night. .We talked mainly on my current diet program and generaly my life.For the life part, biaselaa, biler nak beli rumah, biler nak kawin and q like that laa kan..As for my diet program, i've told them thatI've finaly hit the double digit weight mark!! huhuh. Took my weight count yesterday n it was 99.6kg!!.They were kinda speechless at first hahahahah. I've remembered the first day i told my parents that im gonna change my life style n seriously reduce my weight. At first, they were sceptical (yealaa u too if u know how many times i've tried n failed miserably).

They were sceptical but still they gave me hope and morale support (and also financial support = buying the bicycle machine is not that cheap oooo). My mum would prepare fat free dishes for me for the first 2 - 3 month of my diet program. That really helped. I've reduce my rice intake (at first it was hell) but after the 3rd month my body lost the urge to eat rice laa.. now i eat rice on kendurikawin or any special occasions. I've stopped drinking soda's and all canned drinks and stick to my all time fav drink = air suam.Hohoh, it did wonders man.

Seriously dude, without my parents, i dunt think i would make up to this point. They believed in me when all hope seems to fade away,like when i've stuck at 117kg for a looong time n still my dad keeps on encouraging me and slamberjer made a bet with me, a bet that i won last night! What i remembered laa kan what my dad said to me:


Dad: "Kalau **** dapat sampai 100kg, ayah bg rm**** utk tukar semuer baju2 lame ****"


Yehaaa! Atlast, finaly huhuhu. I wont have any problem changing all my wordrobe heheh. Gonna hold on till ive reach 80 or maybe 75kg n im gonna have the biggest shopping spree of my entire life heheheh. Im also thinking of inviting my close friend for some makan2 to celebrate my double digit weight laa... what do u think eh? ehehe.. Logik tak? or celebrate when ive reach my ultimate goal? = 70kg? Tak kesah laaa.. eitherway im still gonna have the makan2 just the time jer tak confirm. And last night was also funny. My mum took out some of my dad's current long sleeve shirts and blazers for me to try it on. And they all fit flawlessly heheeh. Demn man. i just realized that i wont have to buy any working attire for atleast the next 10 or 20 years heheh. My dad's being gov officer with a huge collection of tie's, blazers and long sleeve shirts contributed to my later conclusion huhuhu.Walaaawei, my options are endless.

So now, what is left for me to do is to refresh and set a new target that is 90kg and strive for
it. hehehe.Thinking back of all the hardship and trouble ive force myself to endure all the past 6month makes me smile hehehe. You seriously wont know your limit till u force it on urself. Im just glad that all my hardwork is not wasted and shown its benefits. Oklaaa, its raining here sremban n im kinda sleepy n tired hehehe. Ill try updating soon. Have a wonderful Sunday n chiow!!

p/s: A very happy birthday to Affy, sorry laa, cant celebrate it with u laaa, family matters k. (btw Ade celebration ker ?? hehehe)

My first official concert..huhuhu

My first official concert ever... huih!! It was super exhilarating. All what I dream it to be. All that I imagine it to be. Worth every rm182 for the tickets (although getting the most expensive tickets wouldn’t make any diff at the middle and end of the show... hehehe). The venue was cool for me, the crowd - SIMPLY superb. Cool intreactions with the performers and its all for a good cause. The Forces of Nature concert. Yep.. i went there, felt the ambience and experienced a quite new and unique thing yesterday heehe. To tell you the truth, I really didn’t want to go (concert, wild party, disco, ---- is seriously not my "thing", but a good seduction (racun aaa) from a good friend plus it was really for a good cause) made me succumb to temptation hehe, so there goes my rm182.

Happy faces hehehe

So being me, and luckily Fridays was the official e-learning day (kursus naik pangkat ooo heheh) for my company and that seriously gave me a head start for the day. After finishing the course around 3.30pm I went back to gasing and manage to jog (huih.. slamat..) and did some exercizes at the um gym while waiting for jack, affy n haizal to come. Prepared awhile n after 7.10 we were off to stadium Puta Bukit Jalil. Arrived around 7.30pm and met Stone,n took a whole lot of pic in front of the venue (a fotopages must see hehe) b4 finaly entering the stadium. Our seats were located at the right upper deck of the arena and its quite faaaaarrrr from the main stage but still recognizable (luckily there were the big screen projectors).

Lauren Hill was the first artist to takeup stage (btulka??) Then our local artist such as inuendo, Annuar zain, dayang nurfaizah(laa sedih giler..skit jer part dier hehe), Sheila Majid (my fav) took the stage n seriously I was impressed!! Damn, sedap giler heheh especialy the lagu jauh-zainal abidin tuh.. perghhh meremang bulu roma tuh hehehe.In between shows, forces of nature ambassadors such as Michele Yeoh, Jacky Chan, took time to explain the whole purpose of the concert and urge ppl to lend a helping hand for the tsunami victims.

Huhhuu, the crowd went totally crazy with the likes of Boyz2Men, Wyclef, Backstreet boys, Black eyed peas. But seriously laa dude, i never imagined that I would like seeing Backstreet boys real life here in Malaysia??? hehehehe bestt oooo, plus they sang a new song from their upcoming new album scheduled to be released this June heheheh.. See, first hand dapat dgr tuh.. (Me and Stone predict this song will become a hit) heheh… the only lyric that got stuck in my mind is “ Incomplete….heheheh”. Dang, tak rugi sial hahahaahah. demn demn demn, huhuh BESTTTTT HAHAHAHAHA.

BSB Live in Malaysia eheheheheh

I personaly liked wyclef jean way to get the crowd banging their asses off the ground. The whole "Ok Malaysia.... put up your lighter. Or even put up our handphones up" perghhh lawa sial... Damn, the lighting effect, like magic oooo huhuhu..

Sweeeeeet….

Jack and affy went totaly crazy when Boyz2Men performed. Huuhuhu. Klaka sial, kene rasuk duh. They were like LALAALALALAL. Then Erin came and invited us to venture to the unknown heheh. So slambe we all turun to the more expensive seating seats n slamber jer entered to the rm500 plus seats heaeheehehe.. its totaly worth it. Wooohooo, you could feel (SERIOUSLY FEEL BEB) the sound passing through you.

with erin, best seats ever heheheh

I sat quietly during the whole bsb and black eyed peas performance cause I was damn tired n sleepy (its like 1.30 am dah) n finally Black eyed peas ended the show with their kick-ass show. Respect laaa these international artist nih. It’s almost close to 2am but they were still energetic and gave their best performance. Sesh, memang berbaloi my rm182, just I wished we had less expensive tickets hehehe (still leh masuk gak the rm500+ seating area heheh).

So that’s it. We had a really great night!! Although it was a lil tiring (7 hours of excitement hheeh) it definitely worth it. I’m actually looking forward for any interesting concert in the near future.

P/s: took my weight count : 101.3kg hehehehhe

Mayday! Mayday!

As usual took my weight count today. What a surprise hehehe... its 102.4kg!! Took 2 - 3 count just to confirm it. I even took pic of my digital weight counter n use it as my wallpaper at home heheheh, Skit lagi 100kg huhuh.

See, i myself cant believe this!! Huhuhuhu

I went searching for my side mirror today. Huh, demn hard to find my car model for replacement. Called Honda last Friday and they told me that its like rm900 altogether (painting included) n i was like wtf??? RM 900 for only a side mirror. Man, they must be joking laa. So, now after refusing the Honda offer, im asking if people out there who happened to come across a half cut or the side mirror itself to give me a msg. Mayb we can make out a deal huhuhh. btw my model is the Honda Civic Year 2000 - 2001 (correct me if im wrong laa)


p/s: they didnt show SEPET in GSC Seremban (demn!!!) but we (my lil bro n lovely sis) had a good time watching Lemony Snicket's A Series of Unfortunate Events. Yuhuu Violet n Sunny r soooo cuteeee!!!! huhuhuhuu

SEPET

Although i watched SEPET on Tuesday, amazingly my mind just wouldnt forget about it!!! Demn, wuhuuu.. the tingling sensation in my tummy, the smile it creates and a rush of warmth flowing through my body whenever i think about SEPET just would not fade away!!! Man, never that i thought a movie (esp a malaysian movie) would have this weird effect on me. Huhuhhu, anyways im gonna watch SEPET again with my family this weekend n hopely after that all this weird feeling would cease to exist heheheh.

Marriage??

Had an interesting chat with one of my lady friend today. The fav topic for today i reckon huhu. Marriage, damn a word that seriously sends uncomfortable signals to my deepest part of my brain hehehe. When? Where? Who? Why? (My fav...). These are all the 4w that immediately pop into mind when the word marriage passes through this thick skull of mine. Huih, n one of the hardest q that till now i dunt have the answers. Sesh, pnat ooo. My mum dah cam tanye lebih2 dah. She even did took some xtreme measures (try match making laa)

"Eh, kau nih biler nak kawin", "adik-adik ko semuer dah ade teman, ko tuh biler??"

"Ko nak tau anak auntie x belah sedare ko tuh dah bertunang"

Wohoo..luckily my dad, rileks jer..and countered my mum with:

"Perempuan kat dunia nih banyak, ko sabar dan pilih baik2" huhuhu --- seriously my dad's a savior hahaha.

One of my favorite quotes from my dad concerning relationship is:

"Kalau dier tak nak kat ko jangan susah-susah, banyak lagi perempuan kat malaysia nih "

and the weirdest one. I say its weird cause it came from nowhere. mayb he think i had multiple breakup kot hahaha.. i laugh whenever i think bout that day heheh. At that time we were discussing bout my lil bro relationship (n i think he's gonna get marry first laaa) n my pa just potong n said those words to me heheheh..seriously man, terkejut beruk aku hahaha,.. btw did i told u that my father is the coolest man alive? hehehe. I still play PS2 lawan golf with my dad up to 1am n he plays my PSP too huhuhu

But talking bout marriage laa kan, for me, kalau dah ade jodoh kan, so tak kemane laa tuh.. Just the place n time jer we got to determine by our self hehehe.Plus, i love searching presents for my friends wedding hehe. Its kind like my new hobby for this year. So anyone fancy a BIG wedding present, do send me ur wedding invitation card k? ehehehehanyways, takperla, time will tell n eventually everybody will be getting married kan? heheh except yg mmg taknak tuh i cant do anything bout it laa. So untill the next wedding reception, adios and n....

Friday evening...

Heya guys. Its another wonderful Friday evening. Its like 2hr from freedom hehe.. So what r u guys doing this weekend? I have like a plan alredy. This evening confirm i'll be watching a movie and mayb shop for a new casual shoe afterwards. Emmm what brand should i look for eh? I was eyeing on those Timberland's but recently all their new model seems tak menarik lansung.. for me laa..Pening2. Anyhow i got all the advice i need from my trusted gasingers friend n with the likes of Jack, todd, affy, popo.. i can assure u that i'll get what i want tonight heheh.

Tomorrow, i'll be visiting my lil bro at MRSM Kuala Kubu and mayb check on my granny on the way. (She's living in Rawang with my auntie..) So Sunday confirm i'll have a nice and uninterrupted ( btulka spelling??) day of rest heheh,.. so there dudes, i have all my weekend planned out alredy.. do u?? huhu.. anyways, njoy ur weekends n see u next week!!

My Wonderful Monday Morning

Emm yesterday was my payday and i have an interesting story that i would like to share. Yesterday's Mondays is not like any regular Monday where i would prep up for our weekly meetings and hoped to god theres no any funny site visits and etc. Its like an official Sunday (for me laa) working day hehe meaning that all my bosses from the comp director to my fav supervisor aka Project Manager was not around!!! Some of them are on their AL, EL and most of them are attending a major meeting in Perlis heheh. Demn, u should have seen the big smile on my face that morning.

Then at breakfast (i usualy have my bfast at Al-Azwath a mamak stall behind our office), one of my friends uttered this exact words to me:

"Eh Bob, ko pakai long sleeves ker short??"

and the whole table (there were 4 of us) burst into uncontrolable laughter... i was like babi nyer mamat nih .... cis...(i was wearing short sleeves, but because of my recent diet and cardio program that left me like 40kg lighter..thus making the shirt super big for me n resulted like im wearing long sleeves laaa!!!...) perghh susah nyer nak xplain!! hahah..so that morning, been failing to concentrate on my work, i finaly decided to go buy and change all my wordrobe heheh (Hari gaji aaaa, best best).. called a nearby friend and went to Campbell, KL..all on a Magnificient Monday working day hehehe. Arrive there and went to a familiar kedai when the tokey kedai looks amaze hehe. Seriously laa, i've known this tokay for quite some times now and he really looked amazed.

All this months of cardio and simple diets really paid off laa that monday huhu... my shirts from a 5xl size shrunk to 2xl n xl and my seluar heeh get ready for this... from a 48 to a 42!! Hahahahah. b4 this Im like waiting to hit 100kg b4 changing my shirts and slacks but the ridiculously big seluar n baju are really getting on my nerve so ... thats the story for today heheheh...i had a complete change of my working clothes and slacks heheheeh....stay tuned for the 80kg complete change plak heheheh...

n btw wnyone knows whats the biggest size for a levi's?? heheeh gona set my target n get one of those hahahah...

Simple Reminder

Just wanna update u guys on my diet+cardio program. Took a weight count last Sunday and finaly, turun gak to 104kg huh!! The 2nd longest time i stuck on a weight count after 117kg. It was frustrating i tell ya. (seriously when i get frustrated i tend to EAT and EAT ALOT).. luckily i had something and someone in my mind that kept fueling my spirit and determination high!!! THANK GOD AND THANK U TOO... huhuhu. Dang 100kg seems a long way to go.....

Pay up! Dudes...

This is the view of National Higher Education Fund Corporation (PTPTN) chairman Datuk Razali Ismail.He said though other organisations such as Majlis Amanah Rakyat and the Public Service Department faced similar problems, PTPTN has the largest number of student loan defaulters.

"I am now referred to as the seven billion dollar man," he said today, in reference to the amount owing to PTPTN from students who have since graduated and are now working. He said despite being aware of this trend of not repaying loans, the corporation had yet to come up with a mechanism to ensure repayments.He stressed it was the "social responsibility" of students to repay their loans once they got a job.

"I have been going all over the country appealing to students in universities as far as Sabah to repay their study loans once they had completed their studies," Razali said.According to Razali, the corporation had sent out more than 200,000 reminders this year to students to start repaying their loans.

It was reported today that PTPTN had run out of funds and had to borrow RM2 billion from the Employees' Provident Fund in 2003 to continue providing loans.PTPTN chief executive officer Datuk Othman Jusoh said yesterday that the till was empty because students were not repaying their loans.Graduates owe the Government more than RM7 billion in unpaid student loans since 1997.

After reading stone’s blog and finding this news article I was like... it was totally me, man… im one of those ungrateful lot of ppl owing that 7billion to the gov… sedih sial.. but tu laa, I was thinking to further my studies sebenarnyer.. so that’s why laa I didn’t pay yet, just the oppurtinity utk study tuh tak muncul lagi so I hesitate nak bayar… but after reading this, insyaallah ill start to pay my debt starting from this month so just a reminder to all u guys reading.. settle ur PTPTN debt!!! Heheh those future students need them!!...n

Your Opinion Is My Opinion, Boss!! Hehehe

Already Monday huhuh, seriously, time flies by in an instant! At one time I was on a super wonderful Friday evening punching out of my work, then the next thing I know I’m back working on a super boring miserable Monday morning. So what did u all do on your weekends? Bet most of u went to the MAS Fair at the mines right? Super dirt cheap return tickets to almost most of my future holiday destination. I had a good laugh today when I read the MAS ad (the Star) heheh...Your opinion is my opinion, boss? You’re always right, Boss??( – Please slip 9 days b4 submitting your leave - )hahaha - siap ader cara nak gunekan tuh , damn funny. Creative sial.

Luckily for me, taking my leave is not that a big problem compared to most of my friends hehe. No need to beg, wipe my bosses ass off or etc, I just need to apply 1 or 2 weeks b4 and confirm, ill be going cuti2 malaysia heheh. Anyways, we already got plans for our next travel and I hope and pray to god that all will go as planned. About my exercise and diet program, emmm... I think I am like stuck with 106kg... its like when I was at 117kg, demn hard to loose weight. I’ll step up my effort and with time I hope to reach 100kg middle of next month!!..so thats all for this boring Monday morning... until next time, chiow!

A week gone by...

Not a bad week afterall.. Heheh at first i was a lil worried what this week gonna be like, boss mengamuk ker, got more work load ker, my ptd test result kluar ker but, nothing heheh.. i mean nothing that could harm me in any way (emotional ker physical ker..) happened. heheheh selamat..syukur hehehe...btw im listening lagu aku yang paling aku suke hahahah...best giler siut roxette thus the lyrics here..(thank you mandorm for this wonderful winamp plugin heheeh)

Listen To Your Heart
Roxette
I know there's something in the wake of your smile.
I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yea.
You've built a love but that love falls apart.
Your little piece of heaven turns too dark.

Chorus:
Listen to your heart when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart before you tell him goodbye.
Sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile.
The precious moments are all lost in the tide, yea.
They're swept away and nothing is what is seems,
the feeling of belonging to your dreams.

Chorus:
And there are voices that want to be heard.
So much to mention but you can't find the words.
The scent of magic, the beauty that's been
when love was wilder than the wind.

perghh dgr lagu nih time-time sejuk dan hening really makes me smile hahah..cam flashback siut..time sekolah menengah dulu, uni days and back. Seriously laa missed the old days laaa...anyways, its alredy friday and wondering what to do on this weekend..takder idea laa... movies? no interesting show, shopping? Done that, hated that heheh, ideas please?? _if got pls msg me or call me will ya?) ehehe ok dude, got some errands to do so enjoy ur weekend k…

Shall We Dance

huhuhu, not bad for a tuesday night out heheeh... went to see Shall We Dance curtosy of Affy (thanks a lot heheh) and i got to tell ya, its worth it.. the ending seems to be perfect.. Richard Gere in the movie was marvelous... he's one of those actor that never fails to amaze me...wuaaarghhh (nguap hehehe) so ppl out there that who are having 2nd thought just read the synopsis here and go see the movie hehehe..u wont regret it heeheheh

huargghhh, Its alredy close to 1am so thats all folks heheheh...keje laa katakan...N

Monday Blues

finaly, the dreaded day heheh Sunday, the last day of the holiday for months to come (no more public holiday till April, and the mood seems to be slum. Talk about Monday blues... at this moment also im feeling like shit. Feels like theres no air, feeling sleepy to the max and wondering whats tomorrow gonna be like. Ishishsih,sedih sial heheh. The only good thing bout this is that im staying back at gasing where i can resume my fav daily routine which is playing tennis huh. Other than that, its all typical boring life yep..

my life.. wondering what things that could spice up my life..... emmmm, demn its gonna take me a while but eventually ill come out with an answer.(maybe getting a gf would be a good idea after all..heheh). And guys, today i went shopping for X-L Size T-Shirts heheh.. yep, now the 2XL or 5XL T-Shirt i bought from Canterburry or on my holiday trip to Aussie is just to BIG for me... heheh. And my weight count for today is 106kg heheheh.. Somebody gonna loose big time heheheh. Okler, nak siap2 balik KL. N

Relaxing day huhuhu

sure nice to get up 11am on a week day hehehe. no work pressure to think about just plain relaxation. bgn awal pun lepak2 dulu, tgk tv dulu. dvd sepam due, bfast and around 2 - 3 pm baru je laa nak ingat mandi ker aper ker. then called mcd for a quick evening lunch and some more lepaking huhu. punyeler banyak mase, i finished watching all the american idol season4 up till episode 7, the apprentice season 3 and all the csi ie las vegas, new york and miami all in one short day. demn, figuring what to do tomorrow... missed alredy the long chat with my regular ym friends and the "big" capati i usualy have every morning at the mamak behind my office huh. emm atleast i got 4 wonderfull days to waste and tomorrow den nak turun kl to play tennis, watch movies and mayb lek lu chong dulu with my fellow gasingers friend heheh...c u all in kl!! hehehe.. kuman, out hihih

Happy CNY !!!

pergghh... a long time since my last entry.i gotta tell u guys, its damn hard to start an entry. i just dont know what to write heheh. my life? gonna bored u all. work? typical mumbojumbo shit. love?? heheh a still foreign subject with seriously shallow exp thus totaly unreliable.but after browsing through scores of my friends blogs, it seems that love is the popular topic for now heheh.. love is in the air laa katakan hehe, not - more likely trouble is in the air hahaha. yep love creates problem, a very complicated problem. and one of the problem im able to pin point is commitment. heheeh. seres tak paham laaa.ingatkan lepas years of coupling (wujudka hurup nih??), the commitment issue shouldnt be a problem. but still its the fav issue of the day hehehe. tak paham den huhhuh ye laa kan,ntah2 dah bertahun2 couple tapi still got committment issue, cam buang boreh dan mase dan duit dan segale2nyer ye tak? heheh.. but luckily im the one with very low ex when it comes to love issue so correct me if im wrong k?

emm last saturday i went to toss and peach wedding kenduri. u can c those pic HERE. waaa demn nice got to see long time no see college friends. the food was nice, ais kacang superb and the groom and bride were lovely. but to date, toss and peach's wedding present was the most dificult to pick among berbelas2 wedding reception i attended this year hheheeh. we (me, stone and pullah) spent like an hour searching for the "right" kind of wedding present hehee, the last wedding present i bought a kampit of beras and wrapped rm45 ringgit just to give a hell of a time for them newly weds hahahah.. jahat, jahat..the first thing toss asked me when we present our gift was "nih bukan beras kan??" hehehehe so u see we really take wedding present seriously so when the time comes u know what u got to do right?? heheh.

for the cny, my family went to klantan for their holiday, hehhe right klantan. luckily for me i came up with a very convincing reason on why i cant come heheh nasib baik.. bukan aper, if cuti like sampai jumaat ker im okay with it laa but sampai ahad... maner tahan. all my holiday wasted camtuh jer huhuhuhu. so for the whole week im home alone haahahaha. slamat laa aku nih bukan type disko ker or party crasher ker kalu tak confirm buat party mega hahahah. Atleast now i can finish all the dvd collection ive been longing to c all this month heheh. and to all of my friend who are planning to go to ns for any kind of reason, do give me a call will ya... buleh ler makan2 ker or mnum k heheh.

and for my diet program, i've managed to trim my weight to 108kg and will continue untill ive reached my goal heheh. so guys its 11.40pm and im feelin damn tired hehhe. and yeah, i would like to wish all who r celebrating cny a very happy chinese new year.gong xi fa cai and drive safely k. n