How did i miss it la?

Must be my lamest Merdeka to date heheh. Celebrating Merdeka eve with my family is the norm but every single one in my family snoring away close to midnight is totaly shocking! Demn, I was wide awake at about 11.20pm, the last time i checked my watch but suddenly i doze off to heaven and woke up at 4 am in the morning and watching the 7 of us sprawled at our living hall seems funy, heheeh. Like amistad gitu, klaka hehehe. Ish, what happened laa la night? Mayb the BORING merdeka concert kot? Seriously for me kan, last night concert was B O R I N G! Dunno what went wrong. Issit the artist lineup? Or mayb Rosham Nor? Menyesal tak go for Sremban Fireworks last night, but knowing the traffic hell i opt to enjoy Merdeka night from my comfort of my trusted tube hehe. Yeah, mayb too comfort kot (emm seriously) ... heheh.

So how was your Merdeka Day? Where did u all celebrate? What did u all do laa? Last year we had a round of karaoke at Ampang Park and barely saw the aftermath of the fireworks held at KLCC. Its also been a year Keng and some of our close fren left for uk to further their masters and I personaly missed u guys hahahah. Balik cepat wei!! Hohohoh. My day was typical - a run in the morn, bfast, watered the plants, etc. Haa the only exciting thing we did was picking our color scheme for our new home today. Apart from that.. everything's normal. Now as i type, I'm wondering bout tomorrow. Working day ler pulak... Okler dudes, seriously blurr right now, Just wanna wish MALAYSIA a very happy Independence Day!

Morning Everybody

Good Morning everyone.

Had a heartful lontong+kuah kacang+sambal breakfast and air suam.

Now I am feeling happy and I dunt know why.

I think its the fact that tommorow we will celebrate our 48th independence day, emm I think?

We karaoke'ed all night last year and now wondering what would we do this midnight, ermmm...

Ok dudes, today got lots of meeting and do you all know that right now our country is experiencing serious cement shortage problem? (lambat lagi laa nak pindah... sesh)

Mystery song heheh

can any1 help? Ive been listening to this song for weeks now but i still cant pin point the singer/band/genre etc and its making me pissed la. Called a few of my frens still cant provide me with the answers. Its been circulating through hitz.fm but after a browse through their website, still there is no answer plus its a NEW song cause it didnt appeared in rick dees hitz top 40 and also on the regurlar hitz.fm charts.

Ermmm, a few clue to the mysterious song.. its kinda a mix of nickelback/papa roach/ and three doors down. sedap giler siul, serious. any1? okla, the one who finds it first i'll treat u to a nice dessert nak? hehehe...

Heheheh found it alredy n here's the lyric.. demn syiok oooo

Cold
by Crossfade

Looking back at me I see that
I never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you,
I'm always wrapped up in things I cannot win
You are the antidote that gets me by,
Something strong like a drug that gets me high

What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so

Cold to you, I'm sorry about all the lies,
Maybe in a different light,
You can see me stand on my own again
Cause now I can see
You are the antidote that got me by,
Something strong like a drug that got me high

What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold

I never meant to be, so cold
I never really wanted you see
The screwed-up side of me
That I keep locked inside of me so deep,
It always seems to get to me
I never really wanted you to go
So many things you should have known
I guess for me there's just no hope;
I never meant to be so cold

What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am (Is Im sorry for the way)
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold

Ermm i have a q..

Ermm its long since i write bout my diet n weight reduction program. Ermm... i think i have a serious problem dude. It seems that i've reached my plateau point laaa.. Everything and anything i do just doesnt make any difference anymore. I even step up my activities, prolong my running time, but the end result is still the same. I'm static at 78kg! Sesh, its entering the 4th week and still no decrease! Camner eh? My goal is 70. Can anyone help? Is this normal eh? Calculated my bmi and its still in the 30+ region which for me is still obese. Demn.. a friend of mine told me that i have to replace my fat loss with muscle mass whatever that means.. ermm

Another q dudes, have u ever felt that the things you do actualy have no meaning at all? Its like this stupid feeling that ur life is worthless? I've been troubled for sometime that the fact that im 25, close to 30 but still my life is no where near to my objectives and goals. Now i frequently awake in the middle of the night with these sort of questions just wizzhing through. U guys ever experienced it? issit normal ka? Or its just me? Waaaa... feel like crying also hohoho. Life was way far better 5, 10 years back. Atleast we got some guideline to follow and etc. Ape2 pun, i hope is just a "life phase" and pray to god that ill b stabil and better as time passes by. Okey frens, got friday prayer to go and just want to wish u all a happy weekdays... enjoy

Can't wait. Sesh, it was suppose to b a normal "meeting" but as it gets closer by the hour, my heart beats faster and faster.. =)

Welcome home.....

Just imagine spending all your monthly income paying total strangers for fixing their wrecked car and motorcycle? After a thorough budget analysis for the month of August, i realized that i just did that. Shit gler. Sedih and lega at the same time actually, sedih the fact that my moolah kluar cam air jer but extremely happy n syukur that dude with the bike just received minor cuts n bruises (slamat tak mati wei... serious!!!) after that crash stunt at federal highway last week! Thanks again remy and po for being there laa.... kalu tak blurr siul...

Ok, apart that bad part of my current life, i have something to be joyfull about. According to our family plankan, we are supposed to move to our new house in kj this early September. I CAN'T WAIT... seriously, the thought of living in my loooooong left childhood taman is highly anticipated wei. Just imagine after all the places we went and moved, finaly we come back to where it all started. The first house my parents bought during early years of their life.

I remembered clearly most of my neighbours. We had Ann, fatin, adlan, to name a few. We were quite close back then. My first experience eating McD was with Ann's family. Heheheh blagak gler balik n told my family.Played badminton with Adlan and hving a blast cycling through our Taman. Sesh, bukit tinggi oooo bahaye giler. I once crashed during the decent and it took a chunk of my right hand and the scar remained up to this day. What a blast childhood. Then it all started, first we moved to the US following my dad's furthering his masters there for 3 years, got back n toured the whole semenanjung, Penang, Melaka, NS up to this day sampai laaa back to Kj.

During the whole time, our house were left cripled to tenant tak berhati perut. Heheh, it was literaly destroyed. The paint faded away, the wood all got eaten by termites and etc. Sedih. You can all easily distingush our house just by looking at it. All our neighbours have upgraded and many pf them had big and i mean BIG rennovation. So after all the years, after both our parents retired, our house is finaly revive back to its surrounding homes heheh. After a year of planning, the construction phase finaly started early June and now its nearer its completion scheduled this September! Ermm, still i'm pissed cause i got the only room without windows! Sesh, talk bout luck la kan heheh.

Looking at the location mmg superb laa kan. Near to kl, pj, gasing, shah alam semuer laa.. Mase den kecik2 dulu tak terfikir but now that i'm working n able to enjoy life kan, it really makes a huge difference. After this guys, ko ajak ler aku mane2 wei, i am pack ready to go jer heheh...

Huh, the feeling alone jer makes me calm and happy. Im gonna get meself work nearer to kj, mayb that western digital factory? macom kot? kalu dapat laa... emm anyways, ive updated my fotopages with pics so take a look u all.... grad 2005, congrats wei heheheh...

Breakfast xtravagant..

Monday morning... Why issit everytime i go back to work from sremban i never fail to be freakin late? Answers any1? Why issit my punch in attendant seems horyfying red these few Mondays? Why? Hehehe... Jawapannyer of course the unimginable morning breakfast that my mom never fail to whip up every Monday morning! Just imagine having Pizza, mushroom soups, nasi, ayam kurma, nangka, watermelon and bananas for just breakfast?

Huhuhu seriously dude. That is the list of my every Monday menu. Memandangkan my mom dah retire, she has her own unique way on dealing with the so called boredom. She has a new hobby! She nows studies cooking! Now our home is scattered with "How to" and Cooking books she bought since her retirement last June. And being her "Favorite" tester of all time, I feel somehow obligated to try and to comment on all her experiments up to today hehehe. But biasa lakan, sedap n unique as usual. Heheh. Ermm, okla.. still blurr laa pepagi Isnin nih, happy working u all hehehe.

Beautiful....

Haaaa life, enjoying my coffee break with a heavenly slice of cheesecake coupled with a smooth vanilla cappucino, all on a beautiful and wonderful weekday... sesh

Now i really need to change career......

Car for sale!!!!

Okler, officialy this week is my bad luck week! If involved with an accident with a motorcycle last Monday night wasnt enuff, today i had a demn-stupid-avoidable accident with my general manager's car! Shit! His new car cukup! Perdana baru! Fuck giler! At first i was speechless and my body temp rose up dramatically!. I was sweating and breathing hard after realizing what just happened! How stupid and careless i could be? Shit! And to top it all off, there were scores of pple from the near by mamak and restoran just rushed to see what happened. Mati aku seres...

Ran inside my office and braced my self n went up straight menghadap my gm MrX . The whole time i think i was mumbling and sweating uncontrolably (ader ayat nih??) Sesh... sedih sial.

Me: " Morning Mr. X, i have one bad news to tell you......, I just hit your car!!. (TEKAK AKU KERING SIAL TIME NIH), (pausing and waiting for an answer.....)"

Mr.X: "Come again? You hit my car? What???, (shit aku serious takut time nih) How did it happen?"

Me: "ermmm... ermm it was plainly my stupid mistake sir, (he just passed through and running to see his car" (damn,,,... mati siul)

Mr.X: "Aiyoohh, how come can hit one?? There's this 1 metre gap but still u manage to hit my car ooo"

Me: "ermm, ermm i was reversing my car cause the bumper is too close to the tiles infront, and i reverse with only 1 feet in the accelerator, (mampos aku...)"

Mr. X: " Yadadaydaydaydaydaydaydadaydya....."

Me: (i just stood there and receive all the "road advice" from my gm)

Me again: " Mr. X, can i repair ur car? or atleast give me the bill? please....."

Mr. X: "No laaa, this is a company car, you just be carefull in the future, its not with me im worried about but its with the other driver out there... You should be more focus!!"

Me: " yes, its totaly my fault, i have a lot in my mind right now..... (the usual stuff laa sorry, admit my mistakes, promise to not park near to his car, and right now feeling damn miserable..)"

Huh!! Felt like i just had a heart attack! Freakin stupid! How can i hit a car thats soooooo far2 away laa? After that embarassing incident, one of our company project manager ajak aku bfast n minum to loosen up.... He told me that i should sell the car because tak serasi what ever that means.... He then further explains that this were all simple small signs b4 the BIG one. Shit, NOW IM SCARED LAA...

but looking on what ive went through this 2 - 3 weeks makes me believe part of his story laa.. it seems that bad luck since last month. Mayb aku kene mandi bunge kot? or mayb buat kenduri tolak bala. Ermmmmm camner eh? Anyways, im gonna try to focus more on my driving and pray to god ill survive the week. ohh b4 i forgot,

HONDA CIVIC 1.7 YEAR 2001 PRISTINE CONDITION === 70 K, anyone?? heheheh

My week, Last week hehehe

Before Pic Hehehe

Waaaah, long time no post one. Shite, last week was one buzy weekend. With all the happenings, the haze, UM's Convocation Week, and my favorite, UIA's midterm exam week! Freakin full. So lets start from last Monday, nothing usual except for the ultra boring monday blues i've experienced every week since i've started working. The fact that few of my frens would celebrating their convocation day this comin Thursday jer yg keeps me sumehow happy. I clearly remembered the "trouble" i went through just to celebrate this special week last year! (Convocation week + New launching of DOOM 3 is just one hell of a push to get any1 off for a week!, last year laaa.


And to tell u a secret, hehehe its a year since i started my diet & weight reduction program. One full year! It feels like just yesterday jer. I am gonna post a b4 an after pic when i go home today. Last year i was 143kg and currently I am 78kg and still havent reached my goal! Lets see what another year would be like. So Tuesday also was like any other Tuesday except i just applied for 2 days leave this Thrusday n friday kononnyer nak study mid term.

After Pic Heeheh

Wednesday. I went to Shah Alams Fire Station concerning one of my comp current projects and thats when I realized that the "Haze" was going to b a big ass problem for Malaysia. Shah Alam that day was heavily covered with haze! Visibility was almost 200m! Hohoho.. super siut, like the Stephen Kings movie tuh, The Fog where the neighbouring town that was engulf by this weird fog would be somehow infested with zombies and weird happenings! Takut woo ceriter tuh.

Thursday! Yes, the day! My day started with TP bringing one full sets of breakfast to gasing which included low fat yogurts, dunkin donuts, and some oranges. After that heartfull breakfast, we (me, Stone and Tp) went to search for convo bouquet flowers for our close frens who graduated this year! Met jack, Pullah along the way and off we went to UM. That day would b perfect if not for the demn haze!!! Thousand's of people gathered in close proximity with hand full of them ligthing their cigie doesnt help either. I was suffocating. Shite giler. Took hundreds of pic (gigam kan?). Anyways, congratulations to shidee, ajak, roy, sudu, sim, and to all who graduated this year!!! Best siut convo week! Next year were gonna celebrate the Masters clan plak hehehe.

Having spent Thursday with my frens without opening a single book, i thought Friday is da day, the day that i would consume all 1 1/2 months of accounts and management data in this thick skull of mine but nooooo... half way through the first chapter ive received a call:

ayah : "Hello, ayah on the way to kj nak tengok rumah. **** datang okay?"

Me : " Ermm, ermm, ermm, (thinking of logic excuse on a FRIDAY morning) ok laaa.. jumper kat saner"

Pong pong pong, yessszzaa... 2 days wasted on doing nothing (study laa). The outing with my family was enjoyable though. Hehehe. My dad sense sumething bothering me sumehow gave me a super duper nasihat. It was sumething like,

"Kalau family matters ker, u just got to pray harder n doa bebanyak sebab god will always there to help"

Camtuh la lebih kurang, so i just kept the miserable feeling inside n enjoyed more with my family heheh. I just pasrah and hoped for the best. Haaa and my new home in kj is like 75% completed. Tak sabar giler ok? So that Friday night i finaly started studying for my mid term scheduled Saturday evening and Sunday morning.

Browsed through and continued the next morning up to 2 pm. Prepared for the worst and prayed n wished that the q i can sumehow answer. Insyaallah, after the last paper of accounts yesterday i can say that i did pretty good considering the short amount of time dedicated on each subject. Plus the lecturer was very helpful. Alhamdullillah. Went back to gasing after the accounts paper, met frens and had a satisfying lunch at Nasi Kandar Zainol (our original sponsor for the weekends!!!).

After zainol when i think its clear to go straight back to sremban, i received another phone call from my dad who requested me to fetch him at Starfield golf cousre near Mantin there, wohohoho jauh sih, giler bab, but after a chit chat, one of his fren agreed to send him all way back to sg besi and was i relieved! Super duper jalan siul! Fetch my dad, regroup with all my family in Kj and went for another round of inspection to me nearly comleted house! It was sort like a rain test, to see ader bocor tak sebab they just completed fitting the roof tiles.

Anyways, mmg lege giler hujan smalam! The haze sumehow affected my mood laa for this week! Rase nak marah and lonely jer! Haaa and the mid term also. Luckily and bless to Allah that ive succeded going through all without any serious deep emotional scarring hehehe (poyo giler). Haaa lamer tak menulis and this is what would happen if i got the time and the mood to write! Takmo habis2. Anyways is alredy Monday and i hope u guys would enjoy ur monday as i am right now!! Nooooot hehehe. So untill next time, adios, aloha ohoi....

p/s: I'm gonna post the b4 n after pic soon hehehheheh

Casa Impian

What a full and memorable Sunday! The so called boring, relaxed Sunday turns out to be a hectic family day! Wohoooo.. Yep, yesterday was my family day! All 8 of us excluding my bro but including elly, my lil bro's gf went on a wild shopping spree for our new home in kj. The objective was to finalize our own room interior ie our own furniture la heheh. The first shop we went was IKEA. Damn giler, jem to the max with people! It was their annual sale and making decision was super tough! I was half way through my to-buy list when finaly my dad decided that this was not the right moment and time to buy n i was like wuaaaaa... Takperlaa, went to The Curve, had our evening snack in Coffee Bean + cakes from secret recipe and usha Sony latest shop. I tell u, those new 50" wega tv's is a must-buy for our new home. Took half an hour to convince my dad's that the tv is "the one" when finaly he jotted something in his diary.. heheh (yes!!!... soon,)

So we went to like 5 mega furniture shop in lembah klang but we finaly choose Perabot Dunia as our main sponsor for our rooms. Luckily laa baru2 nih i watched Casa Impian hohoho (superb u, for decorating ideas!!). It gave me some new ideas and insights on how my future room should be in terms of the lighting, furniture placing and the overall ambience of the room. So, finaly after awhile, i chose this dark-brown-bedroom set + big ass-sliding-full length mirror-organizable-wardrobe-, hotel type furniture that i think would complement my white+apple green interior hehehe. Wuhuuu, i might pick ID for a part time job if all goes well heheh. So the same goes for all my bro and my lovely lil sis. We had a blast joking around, discussing what if?, would it go with our room color?, muat tak?, the arrangements? etc. But one thing i always respected and untill now cant duplicate is the negotiation skill of my father la.. He's one demn tough nego'r. Kesian wei that amoi. One thing u should know bout my dad's is when he is committed to a pricekan, he will pursue that price untill he/she agrees. Demn, we were all like... emmm what ilmu laa bapak kiter pakai nih?? Superb siut. Heheh, all in a days workla as my dad's usually put it.

Sronok siut today! Tak kesah penat ker ngantuk ker its worth it. It definetely kept my mind from all the bullshits and freakin incidents that bestowed upon me last week! (heheh bombastic tak stone ayat aku?? hahahahah). Worth every sec. As for now, im gonna prepare a sketch and plan for the arrangement that best suit my NO-WINDOW room heheh. So untill the next Casa Impian, me kuman, signing off heheheheh.

Tose bawang 2!

wuhuuu, just imagine, a post from raju on a beautiful sunday morning. coupled with 2 demn satisfying tose bawang air suam and good frens and suprisingly my parents from who came all the way from sremban, i can say my day is quite complete. btw mawi winning af3 has been perdicted far earlier and i just want to wish marsha good luck & may ur singing carwould continue as for as possible. now, gonna find our way to ikea n have a great sun . t, babai n end.

Happy Birthday!!

I just realized that its been one year since i started blogging. Should i be happy? Should i leap in joy? Should i celebrate it? What good has it brought to me personaly? Ermm, im totaly not in the mood to write cause the recent happenings around me, but i just want to wish my blog happy 1st year annivesary.

Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday Dear Bloggie,
Happy birthday to you.

p/s: we r gona have a blast celebrating you bloggie.........

Down

Shitla.. How come eh? Lately i have this strange, uneasy, nausea kinda feeling. Its a feeling just b4 u vommit to put it into words. Why? Takan PMS kot? I dun't know what i've done or did resulted in this miserable feeling. Mayb all the fu*ked up things i've experienced last week kot? Mayb the accident? Mayb someone is f*u*kin with my whole existence right now? Any easy, clear answers? Why?. What is my REAL purpose here? i really dunt know, n i really dunt care finding the answers in the nearest future. My mind a complete mess. Better find me some "cure" la...

STUPID M******FUC***!!!!!!!

THIS IS DEFINITELY WAY OUT OF LINE. I REALLY DUNT CARE IF U CONSIDER THIS A STUPID PRANK OR A SICK JOKE, FUCK U AND YOU'D BETTER B RUNNING.WHATEVER IT IS, IF I KNOW ITS AMONG MY SO CALLED "FRIEND", JUST WISH THAT WE NEVER MET. A FRIEND WOULD NEVER DO SUCH STUPID AND UNIMGINABLE THING!! BODOH SIAL!! KIMEX TAHAP MAX, USE UR BRAIN B4 ATTEMPTING SUCH LAME ASS SICK JOKE!!. ITS TARNISHING MY REPUTATION!!! FUCKKKK!!!! AS FOR NOW I'M GAINING ALL THE RELEVANT PROOF AND I'M GONNA LODGE A POLICE REPORT SOON. BE PREPARED!!

p/s: dudes, ignore this message if u dunt understand. Somebody is fucking with me and im freakin pissed!! Peace....

Wooo, long time since my last post. Kinda bz these past few days.Ok, about my diet program, its been smooth sailing up to this point. Its been 2 week from my last weight count which is 78+ kg and somehow i can feel the physical changes my body is going through during this period, heheh I dunt know how to describe them but its totaly wonderful!! hohoho. Now I can run like an hour+ continuosly and the only thing that is limiting me is the freakin thirsty feeling when ever i hit the 45 - 50 minutes. Sesh, gotta find ways to solve this minor prob. ermm

Im into my 4th swimming class but still I CAN'T BREAST STROKE efficiently! Tension giler! I tried the best observing and repeating what my instructor have shown me but to no avail. My leg keeps sunking like a submarine . Ish super frustrated. My instructor told me that i have HARD leg,, what ever that means. Anyways, hard leg ker, bodoh ker, all the reasons in the world could not deter me from reaching my goal ehehe. Someday im gonna free style 20 laps a day, everyday! And ppl, u can surely trust me on that!. But as for now, katak pun katak laa hehehe.

My Day

What a hectic day! Huh, penat. Full giler, and sumehow meaningful. Today I went to Menara TM or menare rebung as sume people like to call it for some entrepenuership seminar. It was my first time! Honestly i felt a lil jakun la like beruk ker gajah? masuk kampung gitu. I was taken aback by its interior design and felt mesmerized by the surrounding view. Registered and entered into one of the seminar room in level 50.

Waaaaaa

The seminar was interesting but later tops it all up. During tea break i was simply in auww la, looking at PJ, KL. Shite, demn gorgeous laa the view! UM was just this simple roundabout from there! hehhee. I can see the route i run everyday. Kecik jer heheeh. Bird's eye view beb! Hohoho (sorry laa but bukan slalu naik rebung right?? hehe). Glabah siut heheh.. Its sure feels nice doing sumething totaly out of the ordinary! And this is definately out of the ordinary! Click HERE for more Pics!!

60% Completed

Met with Paulie and had lunch at the Science Faculty. Perghh, nothing changed except for the hundreds unfamiliar faces we stumbled upon during lunch hour. Ramai giler! Best gak got to usha2 sume ppl there laa heheh. Right after that, we had a detour to my house in Kj and its kinda 60% completed! I'm pretty sure that the contractor could meet my dad's September dateline. Still, i'm freakin pisssed laa cause my room got no window, waaa... Sabar je la.

Anyways just when i thought i could have an evening nap, suddenly my phone rang, yuhu.. its my dad la ajak makan, so off i went to his office near Vistana Hotel and had my 2nd lunch there. On the way back to gasing, i suddenly realized it was Thursday and my mba discussion is held in KLCC so after a quick nap, i was on my way to KLCC using the trusted long forgotten lrt heheh. Sesh, the last time i think i used its service was like 8 months or a year ago, luper siut.

Its jam packed!!! We were like sardines in a can, seres heheh. Ppl kept on coming as we got closer n closer to KLCC. One funny and weird thing happened to me during this trip. There was this old man tgh bace ayat kursi and it was loud!! I really dunt mind but I was rather jumpy to see that he brought along this big sling bag! All kind of weird thoughts and ideas came in an instant! Suddenly my mind was taken a few weeks back to the London bombings! Shite, i was kinda scared!

I was sooo relieved when this old man finaly stopped at the Dang Wangi station! huh, lege!! hehehehe, arrived at KLCC and met with Stone and a few Banting frens for a quick dinner. Then, in between dinner and the desssert, I excused myself and joined my MBA discussion group held in Kinokinuya heheh. Seres wei, I definately can't concentrate! I was hoping that the discussion would be brief n it did! Buang boreh jer hehehe, penat jer datang! Slamat ler stone n fren was there to the rescue! Resume our dinner, chatted a lil bit and finaly time to go home!

Stone, the LRT man

Hehehe, its really a full n fun day for me. Started with a morning jog through my UM, and ended with Stone using the LRT konon nyer for the last time b4 his departure to Kemaman! huh! talk bout timming la, off all the days i culd take the lrt, tak sangke laaa its with Stone on his last day using the LRT! eheheh, Stone, the LRT man heheh. Gonna miss u la dude! Huhuhuh, thats my THURSDAY! what a wonderful Thursday! Tommorows gonna b my fav day n i bet u guys too, so untill the next memorable and hectic Thursday, kuman, out!

Kan dah cakap...

See, see, what did i tell u guys, time flies by darn quick nowadays hehehe.. Tommorows Monday dah, huhuh just felt like baru jer Friday evening... huh, just gotta suckup some will to get through tommorow. Anyways, i did sumething out of the ordinary today heheeh. I didnt go back to Sremban for the weekends laa.. hehehe yea, i know u guys must think like.. tak balik pun kecoh... hehe but to me its a HUGE deal hehehe.. for the past 2 years ive been working and for about 6 months? in gasing , i NEVER fail to balik kampung on weekends. It sure felt strange, spending my Sunday in gasing hehe....

Friday datang lagi dengan permainan......

What a beautiful Friday. Heheh yeah i know, ive been written countless entry on Fridays but still i keep writting more heheh. Its fast laa nowadays. Kelip mate bukak kelip back to good ol Friday dah. The funny thing is, its completely the same for every Mondays eheheh. The darn+takmo gi keje+ best giler kalau (what if) petang Jumaat feeling. Heheh super siut. Huh, life.

Last night we saw Amityville and its sure one super duper horror movie! Cuak siut! The last movie that made me jump out of my sit was Constantine but this definetly takes the prize. Dah ler based on true events where one whole family was brutaly murdered, sesh... i was having trouble sleeping last night wei! Seriously, cuak giler. I was looking at the ceiling for like 20 minutes wondering if heheh if there would b some freakin hands would come out of it!! Shite, hehehe trauma siut. Its a must for horror movie buffs out there!

Okay, to more "important" stuff, talking bout my cardio and diet programme, i succeded on breaking the 70 kg region barrier and now im eyeing on 70kg! MY ULTIMATE GOAL. I have sacrificed a lot to get to where i am now. I've even put aside my career and focus 100% on this. But for me, to think i lost 60+ kg is completely worth it for the long run. Its within grasp. I'll start my swimming class with close frens by next week and will follow specific and precise weight lift training from this day on. And now i think its definitely the time to focus on my future livelyhood and set my self new career goals! hehehe. Ohh i hope my determination on work is this freakin high compared to my weight loss programme, insyallah. So, been printing+ distributing puluhan resume+cv, now i gotta brush up my long forgotten iview skill and prepare for the best heheh. Wei Jack, Amin.. please follow up wei, tak sabar nak join nih hehehe...So dude and dudes, enjoy ur weekend!

Taggy Waggy Hehehe

Eeeeekkk, been tagged by Stone, so here it goes...

1. Myself : A tough one.. 10 months ago i was this super duper xxxl-large-lazy-coutch potato-short cut kinda dude but later changed all because some freakin incident that ultimately lead me to a more healthier+ meaningful+great feeling that i feel today. Still struggling to achieve my weight goal and currently freakin out seeing ppl who r starting to make their move in life, let it b their relationship's or career wise.

2. Wisdom : Ermm i think i excell in some part of life mainly where money is concern (wisdom wise), but other than that i still rely totaly on my mum n dad for their invaluable source of wisdom.Heheh, i seriously dig my dad's personal insight on relationship, his life stories and also his current projects, now that he is officialy retired eheheh.

3. Regrets : What if - the direct opposite of regret hehe (for me k). One thing for sure, if i knew the shit im getting in being a mechanical engineer, i would definetely change my mechanical bachelor degree into Architecture, demn, other than that, no regrets laaa... tak guner pun, njoy what u are, who u are...

4. Family : This i can't live without.. I wouldn't dare to imagine living without my family, sesh.. Sedih siut...All my problem seems seize to exist when ever i go home.. Ahhh Sremban...

5. Films : Not that im a movie junkie, i'm one of those who go with the flow type.. if got show n company, i'll definetly chip in laa.. heheh n im a sucker for love-romantic-soothing kinda movies....

6. Friends : One thing that could certify my existence other than my family. I cherrish them a lot and a week without them frens culd possibly make me insane hehehe (try a week with no one n you'll know what i mean heheh).

7. Ideas : A lot of ideas but sumehow find them hard to b realized.. ish, Gotta find more ways to generate more income with the less amount of effort hehehe, read dozens of investment books, bank in with ASB, invest in fixed, unit trusts and pray that one day one of my many money generating ideas would become true n i'll become kaya raya hahahahahaah

Tag balik laa yer tak? heheh i pick Shapeng, remie (if ur reading this..), ninie, borro, ag... n for no reason gak hehehe, just post em up laa heheeheh

Testing 1..2..3

Testing 1..2..3

10kg to go...

Yes! Finaly, i've reached the 70kg ish mark! Hohoho. I really dont understand human body, but what i can say is, when it reaches a certain point or "thing" (ape-ape laa, hehe) it really starts to accelerate! Shit, i was 81kg last wednesday but i continued my usual program and i broke my old um record hohoh last Saturday! Ran um in under 12 minutes hehehe. All in a week's work! No regrets at all! ermm, haa and my presentation yesteerday went smooth (not like Felix's show laaa heheh).. Prepared for the worst but as usual, luck is always on my side n it turns out less people were prepared to ask and my team got through peacefully heheh. Been worried all week sbenarnyer.. heheh, syukur giler.

Anyways, here's the pic and cant wait to see them gasingers this evening....n njoy ur monday wei...

9+ kg to go...

BOREDOM+ALONE+ ASSIGNMENTS TO DO+PRESENTATION TOMMOROW+GASINGERS HAVING A BLAST AT ENDAU ROMPIN = MY LIFE

My dad's Birthday Party!!!

Last wednesday my family celebrated our dad's retirement and birthday! It was laughter the whole day! Yuhuuu.. after this, my dad and mom would be home should anyone of us would go back to have lunch ker aper ker hehehe. Can't wait for our kj home to be completed! That time, i'll move back to kj and reorganize my so called life heheheh. Back to the storykan, the day started early for me. Went back to Seremban right after Subuh and super happy to find my mum and dad just got back from jogging!! Jarang duh, serious.. to find them jogging on a weekday! heheh comel laaa. Woke up my bro n their gf and prepared a detail plan on how to stun my dad laa.... (He's kinda sad all day cause neither one of us congratulaed him or etc hehehe...)

Acted busy all day, sapu rumah, basuh baju, ampai baju the whole chores laa without any indication of a party ker aper ker ehehe. Super tipu but infact we did manage to buy the super duper sedap secret recipe's chocolate indulgence cake n manage to wrap and write our dad's bday card!. Huh..Btw, my mum prepared our dad's fav food and its the first time ever i felt super duper full since i started my diet and cardio program!! Stuffed to the max! (tapi tak tercekik laaa) I did took my b4 and after weight count which reads 82.5kg and shot up to 85+kg right after lunch!! wohooo talk bout EATING, i was FULL. right after lunch we had our simple but memorable bday.

Haaaaa... im proud of him, 30 years serving with ptd (ingat nak sambung legacy but failed at their assestment course, demn) and sumehow succesfully juggled all the workload, family, money probs, etc and succeded. Its surely a rollercoaster ride. We travelled semenanjung Malaysia and been through many happy and also uncertain times...... emo sial hahahah. He came from a poor family in the secluded village sumewhere in between NS and Pahang, Simpang Pelangai. Met my mom in uni and decided to build a future together hehehe. Syukur giler! I always remembered what my father said to us when we were like little hehehe, there were like 3 objectives or his target in life personaly... one is to own a merc (heheh who wuldnt right??, currently he is eyeing on the new e-class ), second is to live in a house where there are flag poles (hehehe berjaye siut, when my dad was a do in bahau ns.... ade flag gitu.....) and 3 is to have grandchildrens..(emmm we i mean us bro gotta b more pro active laa after this heheh). But to think bout it, it seems that he got all what he wanted in life, after years struggling sesh, talk about accomplishment..ermm.

Happy Birthday!!

Back to the day kan, after lunch we all and i mean evry1 of us including my mom and dad tido at our hall mengadap tv! Heheheh, super duper kenyang plus sejuk + gelap skit = confirmed slumber hahahahah. We all woke up late n scrambled to perform our asar's prayer.. hehehe klaka siut! skipped our dinner cause we were all full and my bro had this wonderful idea to get rid of our excess food we ate during lunch. We went to a sauna parlour laa.. heheheh. Its definetly my first time ever in a sauna! Panassss... its the perfect way for relaxing heheh... i felt so relaxed during the whole process. Now its my in my to do list every weekend! Sesh, what a day! Full siut, its worth every second of it! So untill next year, adios!!

Walauwei......

I was rather suprised la this morning.. Got back from kl and straight went to my trusty digital weight counter.. Behold, my new current weight!!! Yes, running is definetly the way to loose weight! Sesh, the target i set for myself is well beyond reach laa... 80kg b4 august kot?? heheheh sumebody gonna bleed laaa heheehe.. okler, till the 70 kg-ish mark, me kuman signing off.....

ermmm 20 or 40 rounds of um should do it.. heheh

Anyways, just been tagged by chics la kan so here r my ehemehem ans:

The Things I Do When No One Around Me Wants To Go Out And Play?

1. Simply go to midvalley and just wonder....
2. Eat Baskin's ice cream laa emmm yummy
3. Run??


What lowers my stress/blood pressure/anxiety level?

1. ???
2. Definetely running knowadays
3. Gasingers
4. Shopping
5. Latest cool gadgets hehehe
6. Bars of snikers emmm yummy...


I'm passing the tag to stonie, ninie, shapeng, and popo (dunt whine laaa ppl, just fill them up laa hehehehehe)


Hehehehe

Siput Babi??

What a hectic weekend! This is definately NOT my usual weekend. Officialy, Ive started my MBA class in UIA. Now i know for a fact that my learning part of my brain is totaly berkarat. The first class i was like "ermm, wha??, come again??, didnt hear you??" Heheh. Pray to god that this "thing" is temporary and ill b 100% student mode in the coming weeks heheh. Anyways, for this sem i'll take 2 subjects ; HR management and Accounts hehehe. Management is been taught by this India dude and Accounts by a petite, fearsome local Prof heheh. So thats bout it. Malas nak tulis lagi heheh... Bosan giler pagi2 isnin nih. I'll definately update when i have the mood heheh.

Opss, here is my latest weight count! 83.5kg! suke suke.. best best... till the next weight phase (70kgish heheh), kuman out!!

my latest weight heheh

Durian Day

Okla, im BORED heheh. Been chatting with a fren and finaly got a topic worthy to write hehehe. What is the most stupidest ,dumbest, out of this world thing u ever did in ur life? Yealaa, I'm 100% sure that we as ordinary human beings will make some mistakes in life but the only difference is the magnitude of the stupidity involved in every mistake heheheh. I have a confession to make laa heheheh. My story involves durian. This "real and true" events took place some 9 years ago while i was in form *** kan... Back then my dad's was a d.o (district officer) in one of the district in NS hehehehe. So living in a district surely have its pros and cons, and one of the things i totaly like and lurrrvvvv living far far away in a secluded (hehehe) district is the fruit seasons. Just imagine, eating mangosteen, mango's, rambutan's, durian's ehem ehem and every malaysian fruit u can think of kan........and endless supplies of it heheh.

To think of it laa kan, its surely one of the reason i was so big,huge, fat etc at that time... Makan tak henti siul. Here's a logical equation of ME at that time..

[Exercise = 0 + Input as in food = infinity == ME "at that time"]

Ok, back to my true story. Ok, u know the Malaysian hospitality, every time a fruit season hits, there would b endless supply of that particular fruit. It happens to b that its the Durian season, so ader this good hearted polan si polan nih decided to dump like one lorry of durian infront of my house (takpayah laa lori 1 tan dier bawak!!). So being the gelojoh dude that i was back then hehehe, aku menghadap laa durian n started eating untill i lost count on how many durians i've devoured. Aku makan durian sampai anak tekak siut... literaly!!! I felt those durians stucked at my throat.... Suddenly i felt a burning sensation in my chest and felt this weird sensation--- just when u r about to sleep one.... shit, i was suffocating demn!!! Just imagine.. if (this is an if situation k) the smell n the comments from the doc who performed the autopsy....shit, must b case of the year or even the century...

Cause of death : Self inflicted suffocation caused by uncontrolled digestion of DURIANS!!!

Imagine tommorow's head line laa : D'O'S SONS DEAD..... FOUL PLAY?? REVENGE?? Durian jer, hehehe. (Sumpah malu sial...)

Thank god and luckily for me my dad was there to the rescue. Dont need no superman or batman. Just ur simple good old dad jer heheh.. He quickly noticed sumething was definately wrong and started to pat my back as hard as he could!!!.. Then the unthinkable happened.. UWEEKKKKK!!! hahahahahah... all my hours of concentration n effort to stuff those durians was gone laaaa heheh.. turned into foul smelling u-dunt-want-to-know slime.... At that time i thought i was a gonner.. i could "see" the lighthehehehhe. It took me some time la to regain my conscious laa but after that humiliating incident, i was like more carefull with my food intake...Trauma sial hahahaha

So that's my story laaa heheh, anyways, tommorow is my company DURIAN DAY, meaning all u can eat supplies of durian all day hehehe. Our CEO is a durian lover and every year he treats us (7000+ of us) with the highest grade of durian available on the market hehehe and this time and every time when durian is mention kan, i'll remember what happened and b a lil more carefull hehehehe. So whats ur stupidest mistake u all did laaaa? Hehehehh share share can aaa?hehehe.. Till the next durian day, chiow dudes n have a wonderfull weekend...

Terrorist attack??

Okay, last night slumber was not ordinary ok. Usually my demn stupid mp3 song would woke me up like 6.20+ in the morning but todays morning was different. My family and i mean all of us was woken up by a damn loud crashing sound that came near from highway. Wooooo, it was like a mini explosion wei. It shook part of our Taman Bkt Chedang laaa.... The first thing that came into my mind was how bad laa... anyone dead? From the sound u'd expect sumeone dead laa... Seriously loud. So my family rushed ,opened our gates and ran to the scene... Demn, 2 trelers wei.. One of treller crashed into our neighbour brick wall and the other fused behind the other treler..

Kesian umah nih... banyak kali crash in camnih heheh


Honk.. hONK....


kesian giler wei.. he was in pain, i culd tell by his agonizing moan.....

Our neighbour just stood blurred n super lucky to find their Camry was almost destroyed in that freakin accident. Sesh, it was definately a close call laa... Heheh. The surrounding ppl went in and help the lorry driver n were laid right next to his crippled lorry. It was a close call laaa atleast for him. I think he must b thinkin bout his family or loved ones during the whole ordeal. And after busy bodieng (hehehe ader ker??) i finaly knew the cause of the accident. One ot the lorry parked beside my neighbour house cause he was feelin tired n cant continue his journey laa kan. And this (i dunt know he's fate laaa cause i cant see him clearly...) other lorry just ran into him .... BOOOOOOM, the only thing i felt a miss was the fact the looooong time taken for the ambulance to arrive at the scene, ishh comon laaa.. this dude was like arghh, arghh, sakit.... n slambe jer dierang dtg lambat2. hohoho a good start for a Monday morning right?? Luckily for me, i took some pic for u guys having trouble imagining the scene heheheeh.....

Mimpi Yang Sempurna

Its official la, im totaly hooked with PeterPan heheh, demn i dunt know it could b this superb, at first i heard Dewa's Satu n studied the lyric word by word and what i can say is, its deep man, super deep, maksud tersirat tahap max, these Indon band really know how to make songs laa heheh. At first i was kinda reluctant to hear more but looking at Stone (he's really crazy bout Peterpan laa hehe) i decided to give it a shot laa.. Asked popo (btw po's da'man when Indon band is concern laaa) n borrowed his Peterpan mp3 cd on the way back to Sremban. Waaa.. best giler wei, heheheh .. i was singing to the tunes laa (even i dunt know the lyric hehe) but that's all bout to change with Leo lryic generator hehehe (a must plugin for winamp.. Trust me laaa wei).

Here's my first pick from their album...

Khayalan Tingkat Tinggi
by Peterpan

Awal ku melihat
Kuyakin ini
Bukanlah yang biasa
Mengagumkan
Melemahkan aku
Melihat tatap matanya

Garis tawanya
Waktu berhenti
Apabila ku memandangnya
Mengagumkan
Melemahkan aku
Melihat tatap matanya

Khayalan ini
Setinggi tingginya
Seindah indahnya
Tempatku memikirkannya

Bila kudapat
Kusimpan wajahnya
Memegang indahnya
Berpura memilikinya

Yang ku nanti
Saat memegang tangannya
Sampai nanti
Tetap memegang
Tangannya

Khayalan ini
Setinggi tingginya
Seindah indahnya
Tempatku memikirkannya

Bila kudapat
Kusimpan wajahnya
Memegang indahnya
Berpura memilikinya

Huhuhuhu... definitely my new jogging playlist heheh. Anyways, i heard Peterpan will be coming to Malaysia this August n u can absolutely count me in la po, im comin heheheh. So put Pp aside, i took my latest weight n its 83.8kg!! Sory sebab takder pic... Heeheheh DEKAT GILER DAH TO 80 and i'm lurving it... ishhh ngantuk laaaa.... okler dude's will b posting more when i have the time.. till then PETERPAN ROCKSSS hehehehehe.... (i can imagine stone's face reading this entry laaa.. "kan .. aku dah cakap best giler....", heheheheh)

Heaven siut..

You wished for everything in this world.
Money.
Fast Cars.
Big Houses.
Etc.

But no one can top the after feeling of a zainul nasi kandar session. Heaven sial. All problems gone with my confirmed slumber.. lagi lagi on a weekday afternoon.. huh!!

da bomb man!!!

Freakin' SALE

Perghh, you guys should have seen it laa. Or mayb u guys alredy went to "it" laa kan. Literaly thousands of people flocking around trying to get the best deal. Long que's (and i mean loooong) of ppl waiting to pay and etc. Hehehe, yep, yesterday was the annual Jaya Jusco Members only grand sale and i was one of the "lucky" ppl to get myself in deep shit such as the freakin time wasted to just get a lousy parking space at 9+ pm, waited 40min just to get my stuff paid and etc. But for some ppl i think its definately worth it laaa. Just imagine sale up to 70%?? Hahaha, at first i was sceptical and all laa but after examining the goods and their priceskan, its definately a steal laa.. Super murah tahap cipan! So there i was, alone.. browsing through rows of rows of mens apparrel looking for sumething that could justify my existence there heheheh. My original intention were to get those new canterburry t-shirt but they were out of sizes laa ( s takder beb hahahaah)... Demn, sedi (actually lege pun ader).. heheh

Ramai oooo

So, with my objective reached but not completed my focus was shifted to the men sports section. After a quick stroll, picked up 2 sports t-shirt and stuck for about 40 min at POS (point of sale) ie cashier laaa... sesh, omigod, time tuh laa the cc machine went offline causing massive eheheh and demn long que and i am fortunate cause i was like the 2nd ppl from the front and luckily had sume cash in hand... i cant even imagine the atm que downstairs... scarry sial hahahah. So thats it laaa my day in JJ heheh and if all goes to plan laa, mayb i'll hit klcc 2day with sume close frens or mayb go alone heheh... till that, chalos

Tazkirah bersama Kak TP.. :D

19 Keistimewaan Wanita

1. Do'a wanita lebih makbul daripada lelaki karena sifat penyayang yang lebih kuat daripada lelaki. Ketika ditanya kepada Rasulullah SAW akan hal tersebut, jawab baginda : " Ibu lebih penyayang daripada Bapak dan doa orang yang penyayang tidak akan sia-sia.

2. Wanita yang solehah ( baik ) itu lebih baik daripada 1000 lelaki yang soleh.

3. Barang siapa yang menggembirakan anak perempuannya, derajatnya seperti orang yang senantiasa menangis Karena takut Allah SWT dan orang yang takut Allah SWT akan diharamkan api neraka keatas tubuhnya.

4. Barang siapa yang membawa hadiah ( barang, makanan dari pasar kerumah ) lalu diberikan kepada keluarganya, maka pahalanya seperti bersedakah. Hendaklah mendahulukan anak perempuan daripada anak lelaki. Maka barang siapa yang menyukai akan anak perempuan seolah-olah dia memerdekakan anak Nabi Ismail A.S

5. Wanita yang tinggal bersama anak-anaknya, akan tinggal bersama aku ( Rasulullah SAW ) di dalam surga.

6. Barang siapa yang mempunyai tiga anak perempuan atau tiga Saudara perempuan atau dua Saudara perempuan , lalu dia bersikap ihsan dalam pergaulan dengan mereka dengan penuh rasa takwa serta bertanggung jawab, maka baginya adalah surga.

7. Dari Aisyah r.a. "Barang siapa yang diuji dengan sesuatu dari anak-anak perempuannya lalu dia berbuat baik kepada mereka , maka mereka akan menjadi penghalang baginya api neraka."

8. Surga itu di bawah telapak kaki ibu.

9. Apabila memanggilmu dua orang ibu bapamu maka jawablah panggilan ibumu dahulu.

10. Wanita yang taat berkhidmat kepada suaminya akan tertutup pintu-pintu neraka dan terbuka pintu-pintu surga . Masuklah dari manapun pintu yang dia kehendaki dengan tidak dihisab.

11. Wanita yang taat pada suaminya, semua ikan-ikan di laut, burung di udara, malaikat di langit, matahari dan bulan, semuanya beristigfar baginya selama dia taat kepada suaminya dan rekannya ( serta menjaga sembahyang dan puasanya ).

12. Aisyah r.a. berkata " aku bertanya pada rasulullah SAW, siapakah yang lebih besar haknya terhadap wanita? Jawab baginda "suaminya". Siapa pula berhak terhadap lelaki?" jawab Rasulullah SAW "Ibunya"

13. Perempuan apabila sembahyang lima waktu, puasa di bulan Ramadhan, memelihara kehormatannya serta taat pada suaminya, masuklah dia dari pintu surga mana saja yang dia kehendaki

14. Tiap perempuan yang menolong suaminya dalam urusan agama, maka Allah SWT memasukkan dia kedalam surga lebih dahulu daripada suaminya ( 10.000 tahun )

15. Apabila seorang perempuan mengandung janin dalam rahimnya, maka beristigfarlah para malaikat untuknya. Allah SWT mencatatkan baginya setiap hari dengan 1000 kebaikan dan menghapuskan darinya 1000 kejahatan.

16. Apabila seorang perempuan mulai sakit hendak bersalin, maka Allah SWT mencatatkan baginya pahala orang yang berjihad pada jalan Allah SWT

17. Apabila seorang perempuan melahirkan anak, keluarlah ia dari dosa-dosa seperti keadaan ibunya melahirkan

18. Apabila telah lahir ( anak ) lalu disusui, maka bagi ibu itu setiap satu tegukan dari susunya diberi satu kebajikan

19. Apabila semalaman ( ibu ) tidak tidur dan memelihara anaknya yang sakit, maka Allah SWT memberinya pahala seperti memerdekakan 70 orang hamba dengan ikhlas untuk membela agama Allah SWT

Wanita Paing ramai masuk neraka

MENGENANGKAN banyak antara kaum perempuan menyeleweng daripada ajaran Islam disebabkan beberapa sifat buruk yang sepatutnya dijauhi, Rasulullah SAW menasihati dan menggalakkan mereka supaya selalu bersedekah. Hal ini kerana sedekah akan menolong mereka di dunia dan akhirat.

Dalam hadis daripada Jabir bin Abdullah, katanya: “Aku hadir bersama-sama Rasulullah mengerjakan sembahyang pada hari raya (selepas sembahyang dan berkhutbah). Baginda kemudian pergi (ke barisan belakang) hingga sampai ke tempat kaum perempuan. Lalu Baginda menasihati dan mengingatkan mereka, serta Baginda (menggalakkan mereka bersedekah), sabdanya: “(Bersedekahlah kamu kerana sesungguhnya kebanyakan kamu menjadi kayu bakaran api neraka.”

Pada saat itu, seorang perempuan yang berkedut kedua-dua pipinya, bangun dari tengah kaum perempuan lalu bertanya: “Mengapa (kami dimurkai Allah seberat itu), Ya Rasulullah? “Baginda menjawab: “Kerana kamu selalu saja mengadu (tidak cukup nafkah), dan kamu pula tidak mengenang budi suami (sedikit pun).”Jabir (rawi hadis ini) berkata: “Golongan perempuan itu pula tampil bersedekah barang perhiasan badan mereka, mereka meletakkan pada baju Bilal: subang dan anting-anting serta cincin mereka.”

(Hadis riwayat Muslim) Kaum perempuan diciptakan Allah dalam keadaan yang semulia-mulianya – sebagai ibu yang dihormati, isteri dikasihi dan anak disayangi. Selain itu, diberi panduan supaya mereka menjadi manusia beriman dan beramal salih. Untuk menyedarkan mereka akan hakikat itu, Rasulullah menasihati mereka supaya menjauhi apa-apa juga tabiat buruk seperti diterangkan dalam hadis di atas. Perkara itu ditegaskan lagi dalam hadis berikut.

Daripada Abdullah bin Umar bahawa Rasulullah bersabda: “Wahai kaum perempuan, bersedekah dan banyakkan beristighfar kerana sesungguhnya aku mengetahui (bahawa) kamu golongan yang banyak sekali antara ahli neraka.” Seorang perempuan yang bijak antara mereka berkata: “Ya Rasulullah mengapa kami menjadi golongan yang banyak sekali antara ahli neraka?” Baginda menjawab: "”(Kerana) kamu selalu mengutuk dan memaki-hamun dan kamu pula tidak mengenang budi suami dan (selain itu) aku tidak melihat golongan yang kurang akal dan kurang pula (amal) agamanya serta besar pula pengaruhnya kepada orang lelaki bijak bestari (sekalipun) – selain daripada kamu.”

Perempuan itu bertanya lagi katanya: “Ya Rasulullah apa maksudnya: (Kaum perempuan) kurang akal dan kurang (amal) agama itu?” Baginda menjawab: “Mengenai kurang akal, maka (ketika menjadi saksi): Saksi dua perempuan, (hanya) menyamai saksi seorang lelaki; maka inilah (tanda) kurang akal.

Dan seseorang perempuan pula akan tinggal beberapa hari dengan tidak mengerjakan sembahyang (kerana kedatangan haid) dan dia pula ada kalanya tidak berpuasa pada Ramadan (kerana kedatangan haid juga) maka ini dan (tanda yang menunjukkan kaum perempuan) kurang amal agamanya (berbanding dengan kaum lelaki).”(Hadis riwayat Bukhari dan Ibn Majah)

Perbuatan mudah mengutuk, memaki-hamun dan sumpah seranah dilarang Islam sama ada dilakukan oleh lelaki atau perempuan. Tetapi yang banyak melakukannya, seperti yang diterangkan dalam hadis itu ialah kaum perempuan. Sebab itu, Baginda menegur mereka supaya menjauhi perkara yang buruk.

– Petikan Mastika Hadis, Jabatan Kemajuan Islam Malaysia

pstt: sesekali kuar dari topik kebiasaan.. ok gak kan :)

Latest Weight Count

Finaly, got to post my latest acheivement.... Demn, so close yet feels so far from my reach.. huh, gonna step up my pace and intensity to reach the 70kg ish mark hehehehe....

5kg to go.......

p/s: heheh pic taken using my bro's latest se k750i ooohhhh im lurving it!!! hahahahaah n inside the toilet laaa kan.. heheheh

First Treasure Hunt

Hahaha, my first ever treasure hunt. It was fun throughout the day. Me with Hafiz (another engr at my comp) with 2 of my bosses (project managers) got the chance to represent our comp in the annual MILB 2005 Treasure Hunt and managed to secure num3 placing over 45 cars!! Talk bout gempak!! hahahah First time entering nombor 3, give us 2 or 3 time the chance.. senang dapat number 1 heeheh. it was fun laaa. The day started demn early for me. Dahler we (gasingers) saw batman begins on Friday midnight and managed to get just 3 hours of sleep! Hehehe (terhuyung-hayang bawak kete tuh..)

The treasure hunt began in MPOB, Bangi and finished at the Tiara Beach Resort, Port Dickson. Seriously guys, this resort is da'bomb!!! A must go laa dudes. Very suitable for water based activities!! Mayb sometimes in the future we will make it the next venue for our get together. Talking bout the treasure hunt, i thought the questions were all straight forward but mymymy, was i wrong.... Some of the q made us fuckin frustrating and purely wasted our precious time... heheh but thats i think the "kick" in any treasure hunt kan?? hohoho... it tested us mentally and physically laa... some of the answer we got was purely off the wrong interpretation and made us laugh our lungs out at the prize giving ceremony!!! hahahaah... bodo giler laa ahahaha...

Champions hehehehe

And one of the things i got to learn is on how to read those tulips (road signs). They say its the official rally signange and its demn easy hahah. One of my objectives in life would b to own a rally car and have a drive in it.. heheh at least i can read the signs right? Back to the hunt, what's the meaning if got no treasure right? so we we managed to get 2 of the 3 treasures correct hehehe.. the third treasure susah giler siut hahahah... none of the 45 entries got it right. The organizer told us its a 100k treasure hunt standard q and we was like waaaaa....patutlaa susah giler.. anyways, i personaly had tons of fun and its kinda "lega" laa to have some fun stupid jokes and normal conversation with my office mates rather than boring important work subjects. Lagi2 with my bosses heheh.. never thought they had some "gasing" spirit in them heheheh. I hope there would b many treasure hunt (with tons of prizes) that i can participate in the near future and hopefully win hehehe... till that, chalos...

p/s: here r more of the treasure hunt pics!!!

we tend to forget important things...

This morning, i received a "friday morning phone call" from my mak cik..n as usual.. tanya ar psl my condition rite now.. my study.. my work.. n the best part is my relationship.. huwa.. huwa.. after bla bla ( mak cik aku nie ustazah.. so byk lah nasihat2 bernas .. hehe).. n then she told me something important that i never noticed before ..which is doa utk jodoh..huh.. suppose doa nie kita dah patut amalkan dari awal2 lagi.. eventho ada@takde gf/bf ke.. sbb u'll never know sape jodoh korang.. so korang amal2kan la ek.. masukkan dlm database doa korang.. if i'm not mistaken.. nie doa utk solat isktikharah gak....

" YA ALLAH, ANDAINYA DIA ADALAH JODOH YANG DITETAPKAN OLEH-MU KEPADAKU, MAKA CAMPAKKANLAH DALAM HATIKU CINTA KEPADANYA ADALAH KERANA-MU, DAN CAMPAKKANLAH DALAM HATINYA, CINTA KEPADAKU ADALAH KERANA-MU. NAMUN, ANDAINYA DIA BUKANLAH JODOH YANG DITETAPKAN OLEH-MU KEPADAKU, BERIKANLAH KU KEKUATAN AGAR PASRAH DALAM MENGHARUNGI UJIAN, YANG KAU BERIKAN KEPADAKU.¨

YA ALLAH,JIKA AKU JATUH CINTA,CINTAKANLAH AKU PADA SESEORANG YANG MELABUHKAN CINTANYA PADA-MU,AGAR BERTAMBAH KEKUATANKU UNTUK MENCINTAI-MU.¨ YA MUHAIMIN,JIKA AKU JATUH CINTA,JAGALAH CINTAKU PADANYA AGAR TIDAK MELEBIHI CINTAKU PADA-MU.¨

YA RABBANA,JIKA AKU JATUH HATI,JAGALAH HATIKU PADANYA AGAR TIDAK BERPALING PADA-MU.¨

YA RABBUL IZZATI,JIKA AKU RINDU, RINDUKANLAH AKU PADA SESEORANG YANG MERINDUI SYAHID DI JALAN-MU.¨

YA ALLAH,JIKA AKU RINDU, JAGALAH RINDUKU PADANYA AGAR TIDAK LALAI AKU MERINDUI SYURGA-MU.¨

YA ALLAH, JIKA AKU MENIKMATI CINTA KEKASIH-MU,JANGANLAH KENIKMATAN ITU MELEBIHI KENIKMATAN INDAHNYA BERMUNAJAT DI SEPERTIGA MALAM TERAKHIR-MU¨

YA ALLAH,JIKA AKU JATUH HATI PADA KEKASIH-MU,JANGANLAH BIARKAN AKU TERTATIH DAN TERJATUH DALAM PERJALANAN PANJANG MENYERU MANUSIA KEPADA-MU.¨

YA ALLAH,JIKA KAU HALALKAN AKU MERINDUI KEKASIH-MU,JANGAN BIARKAN AKU MELAMPAUI BATAS SEHINGGA MELUPAKAN AKU PADA CINTA HAKIKI DAN RINDU ABADI HANYA KEPADA-MU."

AMIN..

pstt.. kuman sorry la ek.. terbuat cam blog sendiri.. hehe

That Right Person

Somebody once told me that "Finding the right person is very hard and very wrong.....it is best to be the right person for the one you love and start from there...you'll always end up disappointed when you set standards and define a "right person" for you...and don't rush things....coz somewhere somehow God is preparing somebody for you."You can never be perfect...the person you love can never be perfect...but both of you can be perfect through love and prayers, and your love can be perfect through the both of you. But, no relationship is complete without God.....that's why we have marriage it's a bond not only between you and your loved one....but also with God.

Our relationships fail not because (s)he's not the right person....it's because we expected too much and we decided on our own....let God do the work...you may call it waiting time....but while you are waiting...pray. Let God guide you always...He knows better. No, He knows best. Love is not what you think it is....Sometimes we mistakenly feel that our first relationship will be our last. Because we are overwhelmed with joy and romance, we forget to learn the meaning of true love. Some are saying that love is unselfish, blind, unconditional or simply denying oneself for the sake of someone very important in our life. Others are saying love is immortal and can never be defined. When we think we're in love the first thing we almost wanted the whole world to know is that our love for someone very special can never be taken away from us. We say this phrase "You are the most wonderful gift from GOD I have ever received..." After a terrible fight or sometimes even a petty quarrel we then say "You are the biggest mistake i've ever made for my entire life...!!!!". Now, how do you say and spell the word L-O-V-E? Are you really deeply into it?

Nobody can tell what love really is until experience speaks and whispers right into our ears. Most of the time, these love promises like "Forever, Till Death do us apart, etc." would end up "Never" and "We should part ways, I'm no longer happy with you! My love for you is DEAD!!!". Many times we thought after having committed to someone and your trust to one another freezes down to zero degree "S/He ain't the right one. I should probably wait for the right one to come." But the big question anyone could not answer is "Is she/he the right one?" and "When is the right time?" That made us stick to whom we are with. Will you always be waiting for the right person to come and the right time to commit? A big YES is the answer.

Don't be in a hurry to get into a relationship because you can never find love if you insist that you are already into it. Try to find time to really understand your real feelings, to know who you really are, and what you really want in a relationship.You're right, There is no such thing as a perfect relationship, but there's a compatible partnership that goes along with it. If you already knew that you're too big to fit into a small sized t-shirt, don't give it a try. You'll probably break it and pay for the damages you have made. If you knew and felt that the relationship will not last, don't go deeper into it. You'll just suffer the consequences and live like hell the rest of your life. It's really hard to say goodbye though, but you can't make it any better by just pretending you still have the same feelings. Try to let go and give yourself a chance to live life to the fullest. Give yourself a chance to grow and give your heart a much needed attention. Then you will find that you have made the right decision and you made it all by yourself. More frequently than not, we all act in a hypocritical manner for some reason.

We call it love when we can't leave someone and see them crying as we try to let go. We are wrong, its just pity. We call it love when we're too attached and think that losing the one we love will somehow make us weak and unable to face the storms of life. We misunderstood, its just that we're too much dependent to them. We call it love when we give our whole life to them, the wholeness of us and imagined that if they leave no one would accept us and our past. We are mistaken, its just insecurity. But no matter what the definition is, the truth still remains that love isn't something you can buy nor beg. It is real and existing. You can't touch it but you can feel it in your heart. You can't find it, but it will knock before you when you least expect it to come. It can make you the happiest soul in heaven, but don't forget that it also can make you the most miserable person in the whole galaxy.

Sweeeeeet

Last night i went to c a lot like love with a friend. All i can say that its demn awesome sweeeeet movie hehehe. I was smilling the whole duration of the movie. It definately left some tingling sensation in my heart. Who could ever imagine, it took them 6 long years b4 they realize they were meant for each other huhuhuhu.. I'm such a sucker for romantic love movies. The last film that also gave me this good feeling was wicker park and its a must see, i tell u.

So, here are some more info about the movie... Just give it a try laaa, Haaaaaaaaaaa... so sweeeeeet.

Marsha, I love u........

Demn!!!... it was love at first sight!!! Sorry guys, but I cant hold it laaa hehehe.. she's gorgeous!!! I was like "waaaaaaaaaa" and moved closer to the tv just to see her more clearer (the 43" tv tak cukup tuh.. serious, kene tgk super dekat). Marsha, oohh ur a goddes, dah laaa lagu sedap giler!!! plus her sexy body language and her juliana banos stare... perghhhhhhhhh (ehem ehem).

Ohh Marsha.....

fyi, its my first time i laid my eyes on her. Didnt even notice that she was 1 of the 2 participant (other than mawi) that af decided masukkan balik laaaa (susah giler nak buat ayat!! heheh). So i wuldnt know laa her characteristics... for now, what i know is that she is !@#$%^&* gorgeous, she can really sing and she's num1 on my af list (macam laa aku ader list lain heheh). So Marsha, u got urself one crazy supporter as for now.Now I'm officialy hooked to akademi fantasia when i sent like 20 votes for her last night.. sesh, and Marsha, if u happen to visit or aper2ker, all i want to say is that I LOVE U and i sincerely hope that we might stumble upon each other in the future...hehehe

Its been long since i wrote bout my diet and cardio program. It was supposed to b the main topic for this blog heheh but the latest happenings and shit in my current life got me somehow distracted heheh. Ok, where should i start.. emm my latest weight count (sorry, didnt have the time to take a pic!!) taken last monday was 86.7kg.. Heheh just 6.7kg shy of 80kg hahahah. My target to reach 80kg this or b4 August is likely to become reality. I cant wait heheh. My waist had shrunken from a size 52 to a size 36. Getting tired to hear my mother rants on how i should wait b4 spending anymore money on my clothes n pants.. hehehe. I'll definately wait this time.. seriously.

Speaking bout my cardio prog pulak, I started to jog when i hit 100kg up till now. Since then, ive been improving my pace and time taken to run around um (heheh my official benchmark) which is 2.5+km. For the time being, my personal record is 13 minutes and hoping to trim that to 10 heheh. I remembered the first time i ran, i couldnt last for 5 min b4 having to catch some fresh air heheheh. Now, i can run like 40minutes to an hour straight non- stop depending on my mood heheheh. Its all in the mood. Plus with my new mp3 player, its getting better and better by the day hehehe. Ohh, and finaly after months of waiting, my fav gym, um gym (tuh jer gym yg aku go sbenarnyer heheh) have finaly fixed one of their treadmill and definately helps me to improve my cardio training. Now i can run 11 laps or 4 km in 30 minutes everyday... Syukur beb. I sumehow feel that my heart is stronger and my overal health improved. Its all worth it, every single sweat, time and money i poured into this program.

Now i have a new objective heheh. I want to learn how to swim!! Its the best cardio exercise one could get. Ive been waiting long for any class that might be offered in um and also asked around ppl with no luck. Um swimming pool will be fully operational this July and i am hoping that there would be classes for me to join. So thats it. The current update to my diet n cardio program heheh. I'll keep my self posted from time to time until i finaly reach my ultimate goal, 70kg heheh, insyallah....

PD

Wow, what a fantastic Sunday. Finaly our long overdue picnic became reality. Although there were some glitches ehem lambat ehem konon ehem the day finaly went a ok heheh. I was personaly satisfied. Infact my day started as early as 5.30 am. Heheh talk about anticipation huhu.. i was really looking forward for todays pd trip, really. After Subuh i went nasi lemak hunting.. Called stone, kuril and making sure that we r gonna find a perfect spot for our picnic. We manage to secure a sweet spot in Blue Lagoon but soon we realized that it was low tide meaning the shorelines was pushed back hundreds of metres hoohoh... Penat siut just to have a plunge, sesh. So we waited and waited when finaly they(gasingers) arrived. It was surely purely havoc laaa.. its been long since we did something out of the ordinary together.

Surroundings

The food was great (thanks to affy, jack and etc for doing a demn delicious job on our food!!), the drinks plenty (thanks stone) and the crowd definately rocked!! Imagine with the likes of jack, elyas, popo, kuril, affy things would definately go wrong heheh... i was laughing my heart out most of the times. Bodo sial the things uttered.. most of them doesnt make sense (oopsss actually all of them) but we still love them heheh. And it is my first time ever in a kayak. We spent an hour in it had a great time mandi manda, banana boat riding (this was seriously fun) and stayed in the sea up to 4pm....That stunt jack did was hilarious siut....(cajun, i want ur pics!!! hahahah). Sesh, all i know, i had a demn wonderful time. It was worth it. All my "life" problem seem to dissapear. Demn releaving and relaxing but the only major drawback is i kinda suffered 3rd degree burns to my face heheh..

Emm tulah.. writting this entrykan, makes me remember what one of our friend asked us earlier during our picnic..... emm How long could we remain this way, like having this kinda get together... 2 years? mayb another yr? Sedih gak laa kan thinking that we will finaly go our own each way in the near future but i sincerely hope that we could like organize events like this even though we have our own life later... Anyways the picnic pics are now available at HERE, enjoy...

Boring

Huh!! what a full Friday.. it was supposed a relaxing Friday where we all should spend our weekends in Summerset Endau Rompin but due to some fucked up booking prob, our so called short holiday got postponed early next month n resulted me, taking this annual leave heeh.. (sebab kene terangkan hehehehe)

Started the day quite early i tell u. Ran around um at 7am, played tennis till 8.30am. Went to UIA around 10am with tp and popo to submitt my mba forms (lege siut that settled) n singgah plaza ampang n fixed my tennis racquet n finaly sampai gasing aroung 3.20pm....
Sesh penat heehhe....

sorry laa.. i know its quite boring but i cant help it laa hehehhe.. just for the sake of a new entry hehehe

You Can Do It!!!

While i was waiting for my car to b washed yesterday, i stumbled upon a newspaper article that that i would consider super interesting. I've read about it days before but never been able to follow up. Its about read this and it definately reminds me when i first started my diet and cardio regime. I was shocked when i heard bout his initial weight! 25o kg, but later after he went for his medical checkup revealed that his original weight was about 158kg. Ishh.. I was 143kg when i started. Its only a 15kg difference and i personaly think with all the backup from his family and uitm (wooooo imagine being helped by 8 sports and science lecturers??? heaven siottt hehehe) he wil eventualy reach his dream ( i dunno his target laa) weight. And all the fuss started when he is denied entry to the LPKN course. One of the use of LPKN courses heheh, to attract attention heheh.

He will be going through 6 months of rigourous diet and exercise regime set up by these uitm lecturers and i remembered reading that he will continue to be aN exercise trainer after he reaches his target. I think the's 6 month program will be carefully monitored and documented as a guide on how to lose weight for ppl who are having the same problem, Morbid Obesity. The term i found out through Discovery Channel heheh. It relates t0 a group of ppl who are not lised in the bmi (body mass index). Anyways, program or no program, it usually takes will power to get one through. As for me, i realized it in a pain way.... one morning (the day b4 i had kambing masak lemak hohoh)i had gout (sakit wei!!!) n i can't even walk to the toilet!! i had to crawl!! that was the MOMENT. The MOMENT i realized that i dont want to live like this for the rest of my life!!! Being inmobile in a very young age is a demn scary thought!!! So from that day on, i promised myself to change and i did. My goal was further strengthen when one of my close chinese friend suffered a heart attack and died. He was overweight, smoked and drank alcohol. A lethal combination i might say. He was just 24! After that, there was no turning back! During the whole duration since September to now was a complete and new experience hehe.. Luckily i wrote all in this blog so that i could refer or just bace saje2 hehe. Puas hati dooo!! So as for now, time is the only thing i and Mohd. Said Ibrahim need. Insyaallah, ill reach 80kg early August and finaly my dream weight 70kg at the end of this year........

Anyhow, i wanna wish Mohd. Said Ibrahim goodluck and pray to god that he will reach his weight target and his goal to enroll onto the lpkn course will turn into reality. Amin.

Latest Weight Count

Finaly after 2 weeks of hardwork, here's the result....

Tak sabar nak jejak 80kg...

TGIF!!!

My first day of work. Boring as i expected. Nothing changed. Its the regular works. Arrived at office, waited for my friends, head out to our fav mamak restaurant (al-azwath) and had bfast. Bfast i've been longing for 3 straight weeks. Capati besar. Emmm sedap wei. Then shortly after entering my messy work cubicle, i got summon to my gm office.

"Ish apehal laa mr.tan panggil pagi2 nih, hehehe"

All sorts of scenario was playing in this thick skull of mine. Am I getting fired? (Heheeh this one tak logic but it really did pass through my mind) A new task? What?

As i prepare for the worst, suddenly i felt a pat on my back. It was one of our company project managers. He was baffled on why i didnt came to the office for quite some time. Aik?? Didnt our company clerk noticed everyone?? Damn, shit. No wonder all my the messy files and memos left scattered around my desk. They dunt know. It took awhile to explain and he was so amazed on the fact that i broke my arm playing tennis!! Hehehe... tennis bahaye jugak wei. On the way to my gm office, i pass all my mc forms and sign some admin related stuff.

Finaly met mr. tan and the first think he did was commenting on my new appearance!! Hahahaha, never thought after a year plus he noticed my changes!!. Demn, i was somehow happy and terkejut laa hehehe. He even asked how i manage to do it. The first 20 minutes i spent telling him my so called secret hahahah. He was carefully listening that i can tell you. Sesh, then after that we came to more important matter. Mmg pandai laa my admin department. Serious shit pandai. There are ppl that dunt know about my absent!! My supervisor plak konon2 bz hehehe. So its like a chain reaction event. My work didnt get passed to anyone, demn plenty memos on my desk and suddenly got more work this morning! Memang mati laaa.. i acted like i was serious hearing every detail my gm had to tell although my mind was far off wondering....

i bought the star and started to browse their classified section. I even logged on to jobstreet.com and checked my impending interview calls with no luck. Man, i got to get out of this shit hole laaa.. demn fast!!

SALE??

Ish, its that time again. I hit a bump laaa.. waaa, though its alredy 1 week+, theres no sign of decreasing of weight heheh. I've stepped up my regime doing 2hrs of cardio every day still no changes. Sesh, somehow i kinda feel frustrated. Based on my pass experience, these bump actually will take like 2 or 3 weeks and i really dunt know why. I think its somehow our body ways to familiarize with sudden changes. Anyways, i'll continue my program till the end no question bout it. Emm wei, any1 outhere wanna go running with me aaa? Pullah? Anyone? hehehhe. Kinda bored running alone. I might find meself a mp3 player laa.. What's it feel like running with music?? Mayb i'll get an Mac shuffle. Or mayb a sony latest mp3 players.. cute giler!! hehehe.. suggestions are welcome wei.

Finaly all good things must come to an end heheh. My long 3 weeks holiday is alredy over. I'll resume my work this Friday and the first thing i noticed is that next Monday is a holiday!!!! Talk bout timming eheheheh. Demn, a day off on a Monday? heheheh heaven wei. Hope we all will do sumething worth wild that Monday. I'm currently getting ready to hit KL this morning. The first stop i'll make is ISETAN, KLCC heheh. I heard theres some mega sale going down there. Might as well use my last 2 days wisely dunt u think? heheh. Gonna shop for some clothes, pants and mayb go lunching with my dear friend Stone. Best wei, finaly im cured 100% internaly and externaly. Its like been given the chance to restart ur life and do it all over. After completing my weight target, i'll focus on my career. Ive been wanting to change jobs for a long time now. 2 - 3 interview i went wIth no luck. Shit. Susah cari keje nih wei hehehe. That's life. Mayb living with no important commitment is the culprit. Yealaaa, i'm definately in my comfort zone right now. Ish.. Okler. first thing first. KL, here i come.....tennis too heheheh

My Superwoman hehehe

Last night was kinda emotional. I can see tears in their faces. My mum stood strong and delivered her final speech. Finaly after 29 years serving the teaching service, my mum was celebrated in a grand farewell majlis held by her school (Sek. Men. Labu) in Alson Klana, Nilai. I felt demn proud and at the same time i was feeling kinda sad knowing that my mum's gonna retire. It felt weird wei. The thought of her not working anymore feels kinda strange. No more hustle bustle or the mayhem of my mom preparing to work, no more feeling worried whether she arrive or not at her school, nadaa. All my life, up till now i kinda enjoyed to see my mum working. Her dedication and working ethcis simply amazes me. She really loves teaching. Not that she teaches back then (this past 10 years laa), she was a HM but the management skills involved in her work, meeting ppl organizing events, she enjoyed all of that.

My mum....demn proud of her

A lil fact that i know bout my mums career. She hip - hopped 16 schools b4 ending her career in SMKLabu. Teaches BI, BM, Pengajian AM, Sejarah, n stopped when she got promoted to HM in 1995. Wrote STPM papers and had been with the Examination Board since 2000. The farthest and deadly school she attended was in Serting Hilir Complex, when we were in Bahau, ns. The road to that school was like 70km in the middle of nowhere, demn treacherous n super duper dangerous. (imagine being stopped by a tiger in the middle of nowhere??) heheh. So what i can conclude from her 29 years of teaching experience is... u got to have the demn dedication n strong will power to dwell in this profession.

Now she's retired. Huh, i hope i have 3/4 of her will power and dedication when it comes to work. I'm demn proud of her. Nuff said. Today is the first day of her retirement. She'd alredy organized the kitchen. Tuh baru satu hari! Imagine whatelse she can do with the time she has. hehehe. She is really my superwoman hehehe.

Its close to 7 am and i still can't sleep. Sesh.. I just can't. Demn. Dun't know why. Still thinking bout a cruel joke my friend told me last night. Shit, I think i have a serious problem laaa. It seems that i just cant let go or forget any thing that effect my life directly.Arghh, . Pening. Takmo tulis lagi, i think i'll have a run laa pagi nih.

Full Steam Ahead

Well, its look like my hand is like 80% functional and healed huhu. Now i can type with both hands thus doubling the speed of my typing capability n shortening the time taken to finish this entry heheh. I just can imagine my doc face if he knew what i've been doing this past 2 - 3 days heheh. On this magnificent evening, i succesfully ran 5km without wearing my handband. I ran 40 minutes straight!! its a demn good achievement i would say. B4 this, it was on an increment like 5, 10, 15, 20,... all through 40 minutes. These 2 weeks rest totaly healed my body in and out. Heheh, patah tangan nih ader hikmah dier i tell u. And these are one of many visible hikmah i choose to aknowledge heheh.

I'll be posting my weight count soon and i'll be focusing to tackle 80kg within the next 3 weeks ahead. And tomorrow i'll be visiting um and mayb i say mayb gonna have a run through heheh. Demn, i'll mayb gonna swing some tennis ball also. This time i swear im gonna b much more carefull. So thats all ive planned for tommorow. Chiow n see yer all in um.

Heheheh reached the 80 ish kg marker heheheheheeheh......

Sunday Morning

Ok, I finaly got some weird urge to write on this wonderful Sunday morning. I'm gonna write about my typical Sunday morning heheh. Although we have our own room kan, still we manage to sleep infront of the tv like everyday... heheh, best wei, the wooden carpet my mom bought from Sarawak somehow feels very cool heheh, with some layers of comforters, pop in a dvd then walllaaa out to slumber land heeheh....

waaaa what a mess...

n sleeping at the hall comes with it own pro's n cons heheh. Subuh awal giler. My dad would wake us up like in 5.30 am. (week days laa kan...) Ngantuk giler but its worth it, i sumehow like it laaa. Then comes my mum plak (anyways.. happy mothers day to all mothers out there..... ).

" Dah kemas - kemas, lipat balik comforter tuh", "Kemas balik cd cd tuh menyemak jer" (for the sake of this entry, all the cleaning process would start after 10am heheheh)

my fav stationary bic heheheh

Heheheh, awal2 subuh kene dah hohoho. suke2. After subuh i would hit on my stationary bike n do like 1 hr on it. I usually ride it like for 30km heheheh. In the mean time, my mum would prepare our breakfast and my dad would read the papers. And after my cardio, i'll go to my fav spot on earth, , my desktop, check all my dl's, emails n etc. kekadang layan short movies ker things like that, read blogs, write blogs, edit comments etc hehheeh.

My fav place on earth hohoho.....

Then b4 our breakfast, we all took turn to weight ourself n boast or blagak to each other heheheh. Everyone of us. Excluding my mum laaa.. hehehe Bapak aku seres kerek. 90kg, takyah maintain mkn pun cantuh jer weight dier.... tension plak hohoho. My bro weights 82kg n i sumehow can imagine when i reach the 80kg mark... okler tuh. n during our breakfast, my mum would initiate sume hard-to-imagine topics like todays lhdn-the workings, why the deb (dasar ekonomi baru) was a total disaster n my dad being defensive n full of idea would give his opinion. Aku ngan adik2 aku just like emmm "Whatever,..... asalkan depa bahagia hehehe". I can't imagine when our parents retire nanti hohohoh sure kecoh satu umah.

Bfast... lempeng, sambal ikan bilis and nasi goreng.... pergh complete meal for the day.

And during bfast, my dad would lay out the plan for the entire day. Today its look like were gonna visit my bro at mrsm kkb n my grandma in rawang. Sesh, jauh laaa penat giler, dahler tgn patah hohhohhoho-- any of that reason would not work on my dad. Its kinda scary to like second guess or object my dads word laa.. a lil secret, i broke my hand after my dad called n requested me to send him to klia the next morning... I simply said i can't. Wallaaa... feel the wrath of my dads heheheh... bahaye siut. heheheh. But i think its just me laa... i just can't simply say no to my mum n dad.. the guilt feeling tuh susah nak hilang... Now tgh prepare nak go to kkb.. till the next Sunday, bye dudes....

Statement num 8

Just to verify statement num 8 by nik hehehe..., anyways im gonna hit kl today n i hope u guys got sumething planned laaa....

Its 92kg now ... hehheh

70 kg

I will prevail. I'm gonna reach my target. Next week im gonna start my cardio n diet exercise till i reach my final goal 70kg. For the time being im gonna njoy every moment i have. Borneo, here i come.

p/s: thanks again for all the wishes k. Rindu sial um n kl n everibodi...