Turning Point #1

Yesterday i took my weight and now i realized how stupid and careless i am.

Verdict : 117.8kg ---> Explains the pains i've experiencing on my knee and joints.

Countermeasure : Will start my Diet Quest Once again and for starters, i'll start off by fasting untill i hit 100kg. Maybe i'll throw in a few of low impact exercise along the way.

Control : Will update my weight and see how's the progress. Might change tactics based on the result.

Strength&Will Power : I'll dedicate this one to my beloved Nadzuha and my dearly daughter 'Aaliah Batrisyia ... papa miss u ok!!!

Stay tuned!!

Restarting My Diet QUEST Again...

Thats enough. I really can't take this gout related issue anymore. I got sloppy. I didn't control ,my food intake/portion/food selection since my so called successful weight lost program. Now after meeting with a dietitian and also support from my wife and family plus my new will drive, 'Aaliah Batrisyia, I'm going to start all over. I'm reviving back my weight lost diet-exercise program. Later I'll properly jot my original weight/bmi and will start from there. For the time being, I'll start fasting and see how this goes. Hope to get the same support from you just like before! Thanks in advance ya dear reader! Okay... where's my running shoes?

Hello World .....

I'M A PROUD FATHER OF 'AALIAH BATRISYIA....

i never dreamed that someday that i'll have my own daughter to take care off. Uishh ...its a indescribable feeling. Feels like i just got married but it’s been close to a year devoting my life to my lovely Nadzuha and now my dearly 'aaliah.. Since its been ages from my last entry, I’ll share that "magical" moment.. The day i felt so humbled and happy..

I honestly felt that god had everything to do with our new joy. Entering the 38th week, i was ecstatic and the rush of "something" or "anything" could happen to my wife just kept my adrenaline level high. I had huge supports from my parents and i do mean huge! Just imagine that they would send and fetch my wife all the way to and from Perodua rawang from the fear that something bad could happen? Sad for me that my work kept me somehow distance but still my friends in Flex gave the utmost support in times where i was not around and had to go in an instance should anything arrises. I thank Aiman, Wahab and Ling for all the mechanical support during this trying times hehehe.

Those 2 final weeks was exciting! I just can't keep quiet. In addition, all the scans and 3d imaging done before can't tell actually whether our baby is a girl or a boy that add to the excitement!. All small thing happened to my sayang would be treated as serious due to the fact that she keeps getting this weird high fever during the end of this trimester which is big NO NO for anyone who is having a child -- from what i gathered from her doc. Now, the edd of 'aaliah was 21 April and my wife's birthday is on the 1st of April.. heheh honestly, the word induced labor keeps hitting my head as the thought of celebrating 2 most wonderful women in my life on the same date seems to be "gempak" kan?? heheheh...

But after deliberating and discussing with both families, it felt that natural labor is the best thing that could happen in any womens's life and my baby girl, i just leave it to Allah to determine when and where hehehe. Okay back to the final weeks.

39 Week 3 days
Met with Prof Siti Zawiyah from UMSC (University Malaya Specilaist Center), my wife's Doc, and somehow weird and sad news emerges. It looks like that my daughter has already disengage from its labor passage - she is perfectly aligned the previous week. We're both were like??? Why? Then those feared medical term was heard...The prof's advice was simple, try walking and tell the baby to prepare him/herself for delivery. Hehehehe... It was sillt then, but now when i think about it, it helped alot hehehehe.

Doc: last resort, we need to perform caesarean if the baby swivels.. emmmm, i was seriously taken aback. Shit...

Seriously i remembered there was silence all the way back to Kelana Jaya... That night we finaly told both of our family about the issue... My dad's first response was.. dugaan... He asked us don't to be that worried and leave it to god and pray to Him so that everythings gonna be fine.. Didi,my younger brother suggested that we perform sembahyang hajat, qiamulail, etc etc. That night i didnt sleep. We both didn’t sleep. My mind was wondering around. That night all of our family performed sembahyang hajat...

39 Weeks 4th day
We met the doc again and my wife had a complete 3d scan but still there were no significant change from yesterday. At this time, she decided that she wanted to walk and talk to our baby and we choose midvalley as our testing ground hehehe. Luckily after a few calls, we managed to meet up with Ina and Laila and i had a briliant idea my self hehehe.. While they were roaming midvalley together, i've decided to check out " Jangan Pandang Belakang" heheheh... i think its worth the 8 bucks i paid heheheh..

After the "cuak" movie heheheh, we proceeded to buy some baby related books and also a gym ball in MPH. I heard that this gymball suppose to ease and help up the delivery process hehehe. And yeah, we ate some durians that day heheehh.. Our 'Aaliah got to taste durians already hehehehe.. Proceeded back to what i thought to be an ordinary night hehehehe....

9pm + heheheh
As i was about to blow the gymball, i heard my complaining about some water coming out of her heheh... i thought she accidentaly pissed r what but opun inspection i realized that her waterbag just broke.... damn.. its the first time i felt useless and hopeless... hahahha i was running around like mad, shouting heheehehhe My parents asked me to calm down and proceeded to go to UMSC. My bro didi drove like mad... its 11.30pm and he managed to get us to umsc in 10 minutes flat hahahahaah.... Nad got admitted and i stayed there for the whole night hehehe.. syukur, everything was okay.

The next day
It was a waiting game. Doc and nurses had checked and the opening is just a mere 3cm. (It takes up to 8 or 10cm to initiate a normal delivery). Nad just acted cool and just smiled whenever i point my new d80 camera to her hehehe. But honestly she said that it wasn’t that bad although she can feel the contraction, it was not that painful. Come 12pm, i could start to see her in pain. Every time the contraction came, her grip was tight and her expression was so sad.. i can just give her support and remind her to almighty god Allah.. Checked the opening at 3 pm but it was still a mere 3cm and caesarean came into mind again. Demmit.

The Moment of TRUTH
I personally thought that day was a miracle and a blessing from Allah. The last time the doc checked before making a decision whether a caesarean or a normal delivery would take place, the opening came to a staggering 8 cm!!! Thank god! This was at 4pm. Then suddenly all the calmness became chaos! Every nurse ran and positioned all the equipment to prepare my ‘Aaliah to the world. At this time the contraction became so frequent with a minute or two intervals and at 80 to 90% intensity. This is a clear indication that the miracle moment is getting nearer. After all was set, i sat beside my wife holding her hands and suddenly to my amazement, our Prod Dr Siti Zawiyah told me that everything’s gonna be fine and ask me to capture those amazing moments. I just took my trust camera and began shooting like crazy. Then after 2 consequent push, Nad gave her all and ‘Aaliah came into the world, healthy, strong and opened her eyes 3 ~4 minutes after the ordeal.

The doc quickly gave ‘aaliah to my wife (i think this is important for the baby to establish a unique connection between her mother/father) before washing her clean and proceeded to another check-up given by also a baby specialist, Dr Lim to verify that all is okay.

Wow.. can’t imagine how long i’ve been typing.. will continue more on the next entry.

Nikon 18-200mm VR AFS Lense

I have a new hobby. I love this lense. I like it. Gonna get it soon heheheh. Anyways, update on my life. We are counting hours/days for our daughter hehehe.

Cuak

Infant clothes .... check
Plastic mat .... check
Baby diapers ... check
Baby Strollers ... check
Baby Cott ... check
Reserved Hospital for sayang ... check
Baby stuff (everything heheheh) ... check
Name for my future daughter ... check heheheheheeh

Myself, my feeling and the fact that i'm gonna be a father soon ... indecisive =( waaaaaaa

Wow..How are you??

Hi all. I miss you dear bloggie. It's hard to find some quiet and productive time like this. It's surely been a roller coaster ride with my life currently. Now there are alot things to get settled and a few major items that we need to get for our future baby!. My lovely Nad is now 7 months pregnant. Sesh, i can't wait. I can tell you that she is going to one super active baby! I love it when she responds to our sounds. Sadly i did not bring the latest picture of her to share with all of you!.

Anyways, lets recap about the things i remembered doing as far as today. Ermm. Okay, we have Cajun and Bulat's wedding plus dozens of relatives wedding that we attended. We celebrated Mandorm's & Tp's + Amin's & Ina's baby boy and will visit Elyas's + Effa & Min's new baby soon. Sorry guys but we will soon visit your beautiful newborn in this coming weeks. Zaimi came home from Russia for a 2 months break! Wuhuuu.. best giler. Thanks zaimi for introducing warcrafts DOTA. Shit, this game rocks!!! It surely has revived my long forgotten feeling towards computer/console games hahahah.

Now we are going nuts over baby related items. We bought a huge amount of baby related products this month. Now we are checking for some strollers on the market and yet to finalize where would Nad deliver our baby girl. Just a year ago i was thinking about the latest gadget in the market, the coolest car to get but now all i'm focused is towards my future daughter. FYI, we already reserved one sweeet name for her. Btw, we bought one d-slr (Nikon D40) just to take her pics! =). I always thought that it will be pain in the ass to operate a slr camera but this particluar camera just blows all that thought away. It is actually much easier to operate than our Lumix FX9 point and shoot camera. What i can tell you that the picture quality by fay is the best i seen to date.

I'm going to get nuts taking picture in the coming months! Stay tune to our fotopage here!.

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Sesh, I must be doing something wrong. I'm proud and blurr towards my lil bro. He just asked me to be the guarantor for his new car. At first I thought I misheard or something but after a while, I asked him again.

Me: "Mi nak beli kerete aper eh?"

Mi: BMW 3 series baru..

Me: " Aper??? (Trying to digest his words....)"

Mi: BMW 3 series baru..

Yeah right. Now it's official. I am doing something wrong in my life. Shit. I've spent years in the "U" just to get a decent job, prepare my budget as carefully and manage to save a tiny bit for backup and he just wanted to buy a bemmer.

Now i get it.. All seems falls into place. The early hour meetings, this meeting, that meeting with this client, bla bla bla and your friends with flashy cars with flashy plate # huhuhuhu.....

I have to admit, I envy you bro hehehehe....

emmmm.. back to the drawing boards... (for me, jobstreet.com hehehehe)

17 Weeks

Week 13

Already 13 weeks...

Our New Myvi and etc heheheh

Finally, after a week of waiting, our new ride finally arrived yesterday... actually arrive is not the appropriate word but nevertheless we received our new Myvi yesterday.

Huh; to tell the truth, I never imagined owning a Myvi before but after the ride yesterday and today, it really changed my view towards a perodua's car heehehehe... It is such a pleasant car to drive. I don't know whether if the "new" factor plays a role but honestly, its more relaxing than my civic hehehehe...

Apart from its compact size, which gives us a whole more space to play around while parking, the huge interior and clean arrangement of the inner compartment really changed
my view towards Malaysian cars heheheh. Perodua is definitely doing something right!. Now, I have summore things to do around--- perhaps joining the Myvi club or modifying our Myvi to the max? heeheheh.. The options are endless. Anyways one thing is for sure; I like the smooth smell of any new car... gives me the different "high"..

Now; got to get my act together and get more serious in my forex thingy... My next target---> a new house and definitely the next generation of Civic! Btw; talking about another entire different issue, last Monday I've received one of the most annoying/gruesome/geli email in my entire existence. Shit, i regretted opening that email. It showed me how brutal/stupid human could ever be.

Just imagine a sweet/cute little kitten getting squashed by a stiletto?? Fucking stupid. She deserves the chair for that stupid act. How could you kill like that?? Seriously she must have been raped or molested during her tender years... sesh, I for one LOVE my cats...

My family LOVES our cat to death that our father decided to build a mini-bungalow for them. Currently its under construction and scheduled to be completed before this coming raya heheheh.. Lucy, Salem, the proud parents of our super cute kitten; Suzie, Lily and the only hero Johny.

p/s: I'm gonna post all my cats and our new ride asap heheheh

Here are our lovely cats.... CLICK HERE

A full day

Waaaaa... i took leave today to settle some errands. Got a few super good news today hehehehe... My baby (heheheh is officialy 3cm) finaly got captured on the ultra sound and officially healthy as expected, syukur alhamdullilah.. Ran to Kuang to get our Sijil Nikah and found out that Selangor has its own Kad Nikah hohoh how cool is that? I thought only Melaka have it. Settled some banking issues and finaly, our new ride is expected to roll out from the factory sometime next week yuhuuu.... huh, serious got no more ideas currently and its close to berbuka puase- till next time; selamat berbuka weh!

Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan Kepada Semua Yang Beragama Islam

Never thought that the "workload" could be like this... sesh, at last, a few sentence for my poorly maintained blog...

I just want to wish to all my fellow Muslim friends, Selamat Menyambut Bulan Ramadhan.....Selamat Berpuasa and Berbuka.

Anyways, just a little update on my life, Yuhuuuuuu.. My Lucy just became a proud mother cat of three... heheheh It was very surprising. On one fine Subuh morning, I found that my Lucy was going all over the place, I knew there was something wrong but choose to observe... Then she came playing at my feet when out of the blue, there was this soft, moist feeling near my feet...

It took seconds to realize it was a kitten hehehe... mymymy, so fast and furious, without warning, my Lucy just gave birth to Suzy,....Johny and emmm (I forgot heheheh must be the time; heheh). Seriously they are sooooo cute (ask Stone if you guys tak caye hehehe). Now my parents got another "thing" on their weird pensioners "to-do" list hehehe...

Btw, another self-reminder and also to dear reader’s outhere, my lovely wife is 3 months pregnant hehehe... I'm thinking of making this blog a new life journey where I would write my new experiences and update my self on the changes I’ll see during these wonderful 6 months to come... I'm going to post some pics of my life in my next posts, till the next post - bye

I'M ALIVE..... HEHEHEHEH

8 months!!! shit, thats the time i had to wait for my freaking streamyx. I even had trouble remembering some of the 101 internet thingy such as passwords and also the usual sites i've visited sooooo long ago. Huh, downloaded all the necessary stuffs and currently thinking of the next step. Mayb i'm gonna dwell in this whole internet business thingy more seriously from now on...

Wohooo.. ym in the comfort of my room, now thats sweeeeeet hehehehe,.. po, later i'll give back ur adapter ek? thanks in advance...

Lonely....

Huh, hello all. Erm, just had my lunch. Feel a litle bit empty today. I can't seem to stop thinking about my Nad. FYI, she flew to Japan last night for a damn long meeting. Ishh.. Its only for a few days but seriously last night was loooonnggg. I felt sad looking at her by the departure lounge last night. I wished i was there to accompany her. ermmm anyhow, its 2 days to go....

Dang...

Dato' K and CT.. Malaysia's "Best" kept secret recently turns out to b true.. Ermmm...

Deep down in my heart feels that "why him? why him?" There's like dozens of smart,young & rich eligible bachelors out there but she ended choosing him... ahh,

Takper, as long as ur happy CT, and i sincerely hope that D.K would treat you well like you deserve....

p/s: shit, i feel a little bit lost hehehe.. its like some close family member died kinda feeling heheheheh..

Yep, we were couple number 2. Just imagine the excitement. Sesh. I was like sweating like mad. She was ever so calm. I can just see her sweet confident smile throughout the whole ceremony. It gave me the courage and confidence needed for me to do the best.

"Sekali lafaz, sekali lafaz" jer- hehehe

The only words that were playing through my thick skull. Amin did his best to keep me calm. I acted calm, to tell you the truth. Heheheh. Then the Imam called the first man. Shit!! My heart ran wild. I could literaly hear and feel my heart pumping. Then this eeerie calmness. I CAN HEAR soundless hehehe. Its true beb, it feels that everything around you been sucked and this emptiness feeling. Geli duh to think about it.

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Honestly, I hoped that the first couple would slack off and give me a chance to sekali lafaz nikah jer but that was definitely not the case. He seems natural and just spoke those magical binding words without a glitch. Damn, that time i felt like dying. How come? Shit. Pray to god that i wont stumble or anything.

One thing is definitely true. She was my savior. At times that i feel that i won't perform or everything is getting out of control i just look at her confident smiling face. It' like a boost of energy and confidence which began to crumble the moment pak Imam announced the next couple in line. Mohd Husaini, ke depan... gulllpp. (this was a super big gulllllp). I prayed and recited ayat kursi along the way....

If i remembered correctly, the first couple finished in a zippy but mine was loooong. Witnesses forgot to fill up their forms. My feet was shouting pain but I kept steady during the whole ordeal.Then her father (father in law hehehe) decided to be the wali at the last minute. Dang, talk about waiting in pain. After about 10 minutes, the magical moment came. That's before 3 tests run hehehe... (wouldn’t like to spoil the - ONE right?? hehehe).

I took one deep breath, glanced to all people in front, my witnesses, family and friends then

"Aku terima nikah Nadzuha binti Kaman dengan mas kahwin sebanyak rm80 tunai...."

That's it. That sentence changed my life forever -- I’m officially married and have someone to look after. I clearly remembered and felt that instant chill knowing that i am now married.

It felt like this huge object was lifted from my lungs when I successfully recited my lafaz nikah. It was heaven. I saw my mum cried, my dad hugging my bro's, friends, auntie's & uncle's smiling.

I did it. Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaah, sighs of relief.

I glanced at her. My wife. Everything feels perfect.

To b continued.....

Thank You!!!

Morning peoples! Or issit people? Or maybe i'm the only one writing and reading this blog? hehehe. Tak kesahler. Anyhow, good morning people... Its ages since my last post. What did i'd do alll this time eh? Yeah, i got married. Syukur alhamdullilah. The only thing in life that i thought was impossible in life ran without a glitch. I can't really express in words how much blessed, thankful and syukur to all the poeple involved making this wedding a reality.

I owe it to my family. Thanks to ayah and mak for their undivided love and help they poured for my wedding. Thanks alot to bayong (bang long as in abg sulong heheheh),didi - the logistik man heheheh ( thanks a lot bro!), mimi - thanks for your room bro, zaimi - ermmm for the manly advice hehehe and siti - your one cool sis to have laaa heheheheehe. Thanks a lot. The wedding wouldn’t be a success if all of you didnt lend a hand. I'm sure to remember and would do my 100% best for all of your wedding to come.

Thanks to Jack,Tp Amin and Ina for being such sport and being our pengapit. Thanks alot for the wonderful jokes, advices and the company during the whole "grueling" heheheh event. Amin & Ina - you 2 were marvelous!! I highly recommend for those who are about to get married and don’t have any pengapit --- you know who to contact hehehehe... Seriously dude, even when the plan seems getting out of hand and people calling and cursing you on YOUR OWN FREAKING Day!, they were able to keep us calm and steady for the day huhuhuhu---- thanks alot guys.

I want to thank my own ss5D rukun tetangga especialy En.Mat for the unity and help showed and poured by all the families of ss5d thus make my wedding a reality. I am truly sorry on behalf of my family if there's the slightest "kekurangan" during the whole ordeal. Thank you for the convoy on my nikah night, my wife's side of kenduri, and for our own ss5d side, Thanks alot. Seriously uncle & auntie's, words could not express how lucky and blessed i am to have such caring and wonderful neighbours heheheh.

To think of it, i am currently amazed and blurred by how fast time flew by. Its like the other previous day i'm an inch close to having a heart attack(nikah takut oooo) but right now i'm like typing away feeling super cheeky ehehehhe.. why eh?

And talking about nikah, phewwww was i nervous. Never i thought that i would pass through that indescribable experience. Just imagine, having 3 couples on the same night waiting their own turn to get married... jeeeeezzzzz,thanks again to Amin for controlling and giving me good advice on the d-moment itself. I was sweating and duduk bersila didnt helped too. I nearly cramped my leg off while waiting for my turn. Btw, we were 2nd in line.

Sesh... i'll update later in the next entry.. got things to do, anyways i Thank you to all, till the next entry, chiow!!

p/s: Here are my wedding pics!!