Waiting for lunch. Emmmm, there’s gazzilions thing that I’ve experienced during these past 2 ~ 3 months but I couldn’t recall most of it. Shit. What have I’ve been doing all this time? Wohooo… its already nearing the end of April. Waaaa takut oooo, the utmost significant thing in my existence is just around the corner but I still couldn’t keep track of what I did all this time! Cuak seehhh…
And as a self-reminder (heheheh I read my past entry eheheheh), last 2 weeks ago we went to Cherating together with P2 Engineering Team and it’s surely a trip to remember. Wohoo, It’s been awhile. Huh, lega giler suit. The stay was NICE, food = marvelous and the company, emmm… superb to sum it all hehehe. The only thing (not that I’m complaining or anything hehe) is that the trip to and from felt ages. Jauh giler rasenyer, and that’s just Kuantan… am I getting old? Long trips were norm a few years back plus that now my Siti is in JB, traveling should have not bothered me that much. But now I’m kinda reluctant. Ermmmm…
Yeah.. and before I forget, my pc’s at home is infected with the Brontokw32 virus/worm and its really giving me a headache. Not that it’s messing with the startup or corrupting any files, it’s just HARD to unhide, install and uninstall certain “unwanted” thingy. Ishhh, called frens, surfed the web to search for fixes but to no avail. Cleaning the worm is so daamn complicated than what I’ve expected. Biarje laaa… sure someone would come up with some auto cleaning file… So just a reminder to u guys, jgn laa bg adik2 ko gune pc ko lagi…. Menyusahkan jer hehehehe…..
Sedih. Sad. Gembira. Suka. Mixed feeling. That is what I’ve experienced yesterday. It’s hard to explain but I think its just some things that are messing with me…. Huh, enough of all this babbling, here is one song better to describe my feeling at this current time (really guys….)
There was a time when I thought life was over and out
When you went away from me
My dying heart made it hard to breathe
Would sit in my room
Because I didn't want toHave to go
outAnd see you walking by
One look and I'd break right down and cry
Now you say that you made a big mistake
Never meant to take your love away
But you can save your tired apologies'
Cause it may seem hard to believe, but
Chorus:
I'm doin' just fine
Getting along very well
Without you in my life
I don't need you in my life
I'm doin' just fineTime made me stronger
You're no longer on my mind
You were my earth
My number one priority
I gave my love to only you
Anything you'd ask of meI would do
But somewhere down the road
You felt a change in the weather and told me that you had to journey on
A kiss in the wind and your love was gone
Now you say you never meant to play your games
Girl don't you know it's far too late
Because you let our love just fall apart
You no longer have my heart
Chorus
When you said goodbyeI felt so all alone
There were times at night I couldn't sleep
My heart was much to weak to make it on my own
Baby after all the misery
And pain you put me through
So unfair to me girlYou're no longer my world and I ain't missin' you at all
