Wednesday, December 28, 2005

Moving

Good morning people! What a grand, beautiful and wonderful day! Never had I felt so ecstatic like today! Sorry bloggie for neglecting you all this time. What a life! Is this what living feels like? Sesh, thousands of wonderful things has passed me through but honestly, I just can’t seem to write them all. It’s like freaking hard to write! I can’t express my feeling in writing. I’m smiling like crazy and right now all I am in the process of moving.

Yep, packing for my new company. See, I’m lost for words. So there’s my simple entry to make my bloggie happy….


Thursday, December 22, 2005

Terluper siut...

How careless I could be? Yesterday after arriving home from work, I decided to get rid of all the unwanted stuff from my car when suddenly I realized something. Shit. Not again. Sesh, wohoooo, how time pasts me by. Give it a rather closer inspection just to make sure. Then I felt this sudden rush of “syukur”…

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My road tax was past due for 3 months!

Expired on September 1st 2005 and I’ve like visited semenanjung Malaysia during all this time. Melaka to Perak. Just imagine if anything would have happen? Mati katak woooo. With no coverage what so ever. A drive on my car now would be an offence. Freakingly weird. How come eh? As for now, I am getting my road tax and insurance renewed and am hoping that all of the process would be completed by this coming Friday! Waaa I really need my car laaa.. Okay dude, gonna sort this matter out! Peace!

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

FEAR ME MUAHAAHAHAHAHA

FEAR
First Encounter Assault Recon
http://www.sierra.com/product.do?gamePlatformId=1833

It’s the 2005 game of the year. I got a hold of a copy last night from a close friend. Before this I was hearing rumors and also read rave reviews bout this game and to tell you the truth, my obsession with computer games has since deteriorate after halflife 2 was published early last year. Half life2 after years of waiting somehow came out as a disappointment for me. FEAR totally restored my faith in fps game.

SHIT. Now I definitely know why FEAR received the game of the year award.

Graphics?. Drop Dead Gorgeous. Out of this world clarity, psychics and the smoothness (walaaaaau…)….

Sound?. Eeeeerieeeeeee, pair it with a an EAX 2.0 enabled soundcard + 7.1 surround speakers with dimmed lighting at 4 am in the morning and u will definitely HEAR what FEAR is all about heheeheh.

Gameplay?. I was totally immersed into the game just after a few minutes of intro and playing time… Its gonna be a wonderful, eeerrieee, psycho roller coaster ride. Strapped my seatbelts on and pray that I won’t loose it heheheh.

Brilliant is the word I chose to describe it.

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Fear me muahahaahahahah, but seriously dudes, fear that girl laaa huhu

I was scared shitless with many surprises lurking in every corner of the game. The ambience, the psychotic sound sends chills over my spine. “That girl”--- Huhuuhu cuak seh. I was like pumping lead into any moving object in the game.

Sesh, now I am gonna stop raving about FEAR. This is a must-play (hehehe) game to all game freaks outhere. FEAR is waiting FOR YOU. It’s gonna be a long weekend I reckon. I pity my neighbour. Somehow I felt that last night opps morning, (played till 4am) was tooo loud, hehehe

So until THE END or I reached 99% completion of FEAR, kuman…..sshhh hehehe

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

My Life

Congratulations to Amin & Ina. The perfect couple. The perfect pair made in heaven. I am happy for u two heheheh. Had a great time attending both sides of their wedding. Last fortnight we attended Ina’s side in Alor Gajah, Melaka where fortunately we (me and nadie) met up with Amin’s rombongan to Ina’s House hehehe. Sweeeeet, got to capture the whole journey in video and also took dozen’s of pic. It was surely a memorable day. One of my closest friends getting married huhu. Suke sial. The first time I witness the “adat tol” as people were referring and how I thought that people made them up just to scare the future groom to hell hehehe. To be honest, I too was a little intimidated by those people initiaing the “toll” hehehe. Ikut hati nak jer aku letak kad touch and go kat dahi depa and buat bunyi tut..tut… sesh.. hehehe takpun kluarkan smart tag hehehehe.

My parents went to Mecca to perform their haji last Monday. It’s such a mixed feeling. Happy because they were happy for successfully securing places to Mecca but I personally felt sad because they would be leaving us for some time. Thank god, and I really mean it that we have grown up. I clearly remembered the first time they went. Felt like dying, the future’s dimmed and felt sad for 2 months hehheeh. Now with the advent of high tech communication infrastructure (poyo maut heheh), reaching our parents is no more a problem heheh. Seriously dudes, it’s like a call away. Sounded soooo near. Anyways, I pray that both of my parents would achieve haji mabrur and pray that someday that I would visit Mecca, insyallah.

My bro on the other hand decided to get a Persian cat for our lovely lil sis to cure her sadness and to cheer her up (sedih parents gi haji …). Yep… we have a cat, a Persian cat hehehe. At first we named our cat snow but after awhile, it sounded a little cheesy heheh, a cat named snow??? Heheh common laaa tak biasa kan?? So we debated summore when one day our pak teh who came to visit accidentally called the cat tuting heheheh (its like kucing but ngade n gedik2 mode..) tuting, tuting…. so there, the 9th official member of our family, tuting heheheh.

Then came Saturday, the day I’ve been waiting for…kenduri amin plak. Ipoh, here we come heheh. I was looking forward for this day. A trip with my nadie hehehe,. Best best. The trip was a blast! It was everything I hope it to b. It was revitalizing, refreshing and it’s surely nice to do something out of the ordinary. (like holidaying??? Hehehe). Stayed at syidee’s house in k.kangsar while nadie stayed at her auntie’s then met up with affy n todd in the morning and head up to penang to celebrate syidee’s fiancĂ© birthday. Happy birthday tasya if you happen to read this. Huh.. What a life. Somehow I feel that I am a totally changed and I feel blessed. My life have a greater meaning right this moment and I am loving it. I am gonna enjoy every sec of it.

Anyways, currently I got some interesting project that I personally see a future. At first I was skeptical with the project/thing/program (call it anything.. heheh) but after doing a thorough research, meeting friends and hearing countless testimonials from people who are already succeeded in this project, I decided to give it a go and interestingly I am currently waiting for the fruits of my labor. Sesh, I’ll update from time to time but for u guys who are interested, click HERE, So until the next update, kuman (thinking bout changing my callname actually heheheh) signing off.

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Tuting......

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congrats amin n ina

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penang, here we come...

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Happy bday tasya!!!




Wednesday, December 07, 2005

Malasnyer....

Long since my last posts. Now I’m currently wondering what I did these past few weeks. Sesh, seriously missed my bloggie though yesterday the net was a lil f**c*ed up heheh. Now it’s ok but still I’m too lost for words. What should I write? It seems that there too many topics in mind but still I am trying hard to express them in words. Happy? Yes I am happy.

The sole reason I had this blog is to write my diet and exercise adventure but now its look like it’s more filled with my current life n bullshits rather than these so called adventure. For your info, I just can’t trim down anymore. It seems that 77kg is the max weight I can achieve. I even tried to double or even tripled my effort but to no avail. I truly had arrived at the my weight plateau point.

What should I do?

Ish, mmg malas giler nak tulis, so after this, I’m gonna take deep breaths and write all about last week for my own personal amusement hehehehe.. till tomorrow, chalo huhuhu





Tuesday, November 29, 2005

I RESIGNED...

MOHD HUSAINI BIN UJANG

IPN 00--7

_____________________________________________________________________

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General Manager
K-------------------- Sdn. Bhd.
35, Jalan 1B
Putra Center
Taman
Equine
43900 Seri Kembangan
Selangor

(Attn: )

30 November 2005

Ref: RESIGNATION

I hereby tender my resignation by giving one (1) month notice with effect from 1 December 2005.

My last day of service would be on the 30th December 2005.

Yours faithfully,



MOHD HUSAINI BIN UJANG


C/C : Human Resource Manager

: K--- Director

________________________________________________________________________

There, finished my simple resignation letter. Simple and straight to the point. This is by far the most significant step I’ve taken in my so called career life. I hope one day I’ll open this entry and a smile would appear in this face of mine reminding me that this is the right decision I took that led me to the life I always imagined with my future wife and family. So for now, I got 30 days to burn before I enter my new company !!! Let the enjoyment begin…….hehehehehehe

Monday, November 28, 2005

Ikan bakar istana

Huh. Just came back from a loooooong lunch with zaid, stone, pullah n tp…. Bestnyer.. ermmmmmm, yummy

Thursday, November 24, 2005

2005 Open House

The open house was a blast! Sesh, never thought the turn up would be like that night! It’s like a mini Banting-Um-5th-Sdar-Friends reunion all jumbled up together. It was nice meeting long lost MIA friends and being able to catch up and seeing happy faces was definitely priceless. Thanks for coming and I am sorry I wasn’t able to attend to u all, ehem ehem ramai gler okay hehehehe sorry sesangat!!

Thanks to the catering company who did a splendid job on organizing and providing the magnificent foods and beverage. Langat Catering’s the name heheh. For more contact info u guys can leave me a msg (free advertisement tuh….). Anyways, I just want to say how blessed and lucky I am laaaa.. Seriously dude and dudes hehe (ader ker ntah ayat nih) You really made my 25 years existence meaningful and I hope that this friendship would continue till the day I die hehehe (super poyo but I mean it heheheh). So until the next open house, enjoy the night’s pic…

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I'm blessed to have known each every one of you ehehehe.. serious wei

p/s: Heheheh I’m a sucker for picasa’s collage pictures right now….

Monday, November 21, 2005

My weekend hohohoo

What a memorable weekend. Started my Saturday abruptly with a call from elly (my bro’s gf) telling us that she just had an accident. Scrambled and drove to the scene finding that our waja was mangled and stopped dead in the middle of the tunnel near Sri Petaling towards Sg Besi (Kesas Highway end). Dd’s quick thinking had prevented from further disaster. Syukur alhamdulillah nothing worse happened but it did postpone my meeting with my nadie, (yeah right…) hehehe.

Then this brilliant idea just came…. Why don’t I ask her to come and main masak2 with my mom, siti and the others? The Pulitzer prize idea of all time ehehehe at least for me laa kan, then the rest was sweeeeeet. Nothing beats watching important women in your life having fun, laughing away. It’s hard to explain in words people. The day ended pretty well with more close friends came beraya2.

So then came Sunday. I thought it will be one of those typical Sunday where you just relax and start thinking bout what to wear, what to do the coming Monday but nooo… Its like a mini adventure altogether. Picked up nadie early in the morning, went to KL plaza and start queuing. Confirmed heheheh, one of her hobby and certaintly my new one is freebies hunting. Just imagine the freebies we accumulated that day, huh tak cukup tangan weh hahahahah… To top that day off, we as the first 50 customers got the chance to drive the smart car by merc in KL. It’s sure a memorable drive. Heaven…..So to sum up what the hell I’ve been doing last week, here’s a pic for my personal reminder heheheeh.. Man…. I’m high……

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Friday, November 18, 2005

Missed You...

Huh, just got back from training on lift and escalator design in KL. Missed my blogie and decided to scribble something on it. Something funny happened during my journey from klcc to station university but unfortunately I didn’t have my phone cable with me so I’ll post those pics at a later time. Geli buleh tak? Heheh, just imagine seing some gayish action being displayed right in front of u? Heheh, klaka n geli at the same time. Susah nak terangkan n yep, pictures speaks louder than words heheeh ( ye ker?? )

Ish, oklay.. gonna get ready for Affie’s open housie, till next time, buhbye n have a blast weekend will ya? heheheh

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Serius weh, the man on the left nih mmg saiko... siap makan rambut mamat on the right tuh...

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

Power siut heheheh

I am one proud brother. My Siti got 5A’s for her UPSR and right now I am feeling quite guilty and happy at the same time. Jahat gler suit aku. Knowing her carefree attitude, things like watching anime dvd till 3 – 4 am in the morning, reading love novels rather than upsr books at the brink of upsr itself, hanging out with her friends and etc, senang ceriter selamba tahap cipan laa kan, I personally thought she has neglected her studies n chose to terima seadanya.. hehehehe

But today (opps last night), she has proved me wrong… she definitely got that brilliance inherited by us brothers hehehe.. that kind of “smart” if u will laa. The kind that upsr and pmr takder halnyer hehehehe. Haaaaaa… 5a’s huhu, now what we got to do is to find one good deserving school for her to develop her knowledge and to quench her fascination towards the Japanese language…. Ermmm any ideas? Tkc?, stf? Hehehehe me personally I chose the later hohoho…

Monday, November 14, 2005

Pening...

Huh, what a blurry Monday. Shit. Can’t seem to focus. Can’t concentrate. Its been fuzzy the whole day through. Am I in some kind of dream? Please god, I really got to snap out of it. It’s messing with my life. Shit.. again.

Monday blues? No laa.. It can’t be. This is too serious. What’s wrong with me la… I’m all over the place. People, help ASAP.

Friday, November 11, 2005

Waaaaaa

Ok, now I’m freakingly impressed. Blogging directly from words?? Call me lame or slow but this is really damn cool hohohohooho

Saya Anti Rasuah kan.....

Anyone read The Star front page yesterday? The story where steps are taken to curb bribery and corruption amongst police officers and their subordinates? Saya Anti Rasuah?

Luckily for them, the campaign started three days to late….

8/11/2005 (Based on a recent true event experienced by me heheh)
I was on my way back from an interview in Shah Alam, decided to call a fren when I got pulled over by a police patrol car….Here is the conversation I had with the police traffic dude.

Shit, …

Police A : ” Bagi lesen and ic”

Perantau : “Apa salah saya Tuk?” (sebab tak tau kan salah sendiri…)

Police A: ”Memandu sambil bercakap guna handphone??, “Ăź dengan nada perli

Perantau: ”Ohhh… saya ingat lampu signal rosak ker aper ker….”

Police A: ”Adik tau tak sekarang Ops Sikap 9? Apa2 kesilapan jalanraya kene mandatory saman rm300!”

Perantau: ”Ohh ye ker???... matilah saya Tuk., dah datang daripada Seremban, tak biasa dengan tempat nih…..(Luckily my ic had my Sremban address on it heheh)

Police A: ”Ohh ye ker… adik dari mana nak kemana?”

Perantau: ”Baru balik daripada iview dan nak balik ke Seremban… tak biase jalan2 sini…(sebab2)”

Police A: ”Macamana interview? Nampak gaya ok jer” (sumpah dier tanye soalan nih!!!)

Perantau: ”Ok, confident, tapi saya dari nkve tadi jln nih tak biase… mcm maner nak ke Seremban..( ya allah, aku nak muntah biler ingat balik ayat2 nih!!!)

Police A: “Ohh camtuh.. u terus jer jln nih n belok kiri sebelah midvalley karang..(SEBAB2)

Perantau: ”Ok, terima kasih Tuk, ader care lain nak settle kan nih tak??”

Police A: “Dengan gaya konon2 nak tulis saman sambil senyum tersengih… Bagi duit raya buleh?”

Perantau: ”(Seraya membuka dompet)…. Jeng3, ader rm 40 jer Tuk…”

Police A: “Minyak kereta cukup? (Sambil memandang fuel gauge kerete den…)

Perantau: “Cukup Tuk, 1/2full tuh…. Tapi depan nih takder tol ker Tuk (Satu lagi kenyataan yang cukup menyayat hati…), sebab saya baru lepas tol batu 3 tadi, ntah2 ader lagi tol”

Police A: “(Muka berubah kesian… sumpah dude!!!!), Takder dah.. tol pun kat Sg Besi dan rm7.20 ke Seremban….”

And when I thought the police men would let me go for the minor road fault,

rm30 jer ok laa…”

there, babi laaa polisi nih, how pathetic must I be laaa? Sebab aku tak tau jalan federal highway nih kan? Aku tak tau highway kr seremban kan? Kimex tahap anjing laaaa…. Parted with my rm30 and just to look even sillier I waived the money as high as I possibly could before being scolded by that polisi man hehehe….

Haaaaa…. Taktau laaa, knowing our Malaysian policemen, I dunt think we could curb bribery as easy as wearing a silly badge showing “Saya Anti Rasuah”. It’s a problem that I think spans within the lowest of the low to the highest ranking officer, just me 2 cents. So that’s about it… Until the next road adventure heheh (mayb I’ll do my own experiment with policemen who wears these badges… heheh), Kuman signing off.

Wednesday, November 09, 2005

Weird Raya...

I’m back. My weirdest Raya ever. 10 days of relaxation. Days full of open houses, movies, starbucks and countless visits to the mamak stall. Just finished sorting out all my emails, letters and etc. Mood for work currently = o. Now I’ve decided to write my weird raya experience just for the sake of wasting time before my lunch break at 1 hehehe.

Raya preparation for this year was kept to a minimum. My parents spending the last 2 weeks of ramadhan in the holy land of mecca largely contribute to this. Me n lil bro just did the best we could do in terms of rearranging the measly furniture we had at that time and also manage to mop clean all the surfaces of our new house. Any maid would glad laa having us as their masters hahahaha.

As scheduled, our parents, didi and siti touched down on Malaysian soil at 8.30 am a day before raya. I have long felt this feeling before. Nangis leh tak? Hahahah rindu gler babi. Sesh, syukur gler. Was smiling all the way to kj. Finally, after 2 weeks, we are whole again. The first thing didi did, broke laughter all evening round. He excels in mimicking mawi “world” sound…. Belia, Benci Dadah… then that freaking “world”… babi laaa hahahah. (one’s got to hear it to believe it, heheh)

Okay, drank litres of air zam zam. The thought of I having some bizarre instantaneous combustion did crossed my mind. (I’m that bad kaa? Heheeh) Enjoyed kurma nabi and a whole assortments of goodies from mecca. Ingatkan nak gi takbir raya but remembered that my duit raya is still with affy thus decided to call her which then led me to Starbucks Shah alam with jacko wacko on raya eve. Super raya laa.. heheh

1ST Raya
Woke up quite late. Around 8.10 am actually. Dibembat spt lembu by my bapak. Hahahah. Using our super duper speed, managed to get to the mosque by 8.30am just in time to hear the how-to sembahyang raya guide.

FYI, I had no baju raya. Just one plain ol’ Puma t-shirt with one kain pelekat.

Balik rumah, enjoyed our breakfast with nasi impit and etc. Lepak after zuhur and doze off just to be rudely woken up at 6.45pm. Shit. Tido? Hehehe. Then the never b4 event happened. We as one big happy family went to IKEA on raya night to SHOP!! Hahaa.. Super rare. Usually, this time around, we would be on the road visiting countless relatives tak kissah di Melaka or even in Pahang,

But no… instead, we shopped. A weird raya indeed. The night ended with me having one very cool door stopper and a metal basket bin heheheh.

2nd Day of raya to Now hehehehhehe
Other than going to frens open house, all I suppose is definitely the same. Bangun lambat, mandi lambat, enjoyed nip/tuck season2 and this vicious circle keeps on repeating up to the final days of my vacation heheh.

Sesh, pening plak… I’ll continue soon, btw, how bout ur raya laa… mine was B.I.A.S.A… ur’s??

Friday, October 28, 2005

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir Dan Batin

Just got back from a 2 days super ultra boring course on troubleshooting a/c systems in Armada, PJ. The only thing good and jolly about the course is the fact that its damn near to my kj house heheh and the activities ended 4.30pm precisely everyday hehe.

So its been quite sometime since my last post. The past a few week was a blast. Someone new in my life. Somebody that gives new meaning to my life. Its been an emotional roller coaster ride. Never felt weird and happy like this before. I hope that this "thingy" would end as i hope and pray it would be..

Apart from that, its kinda, nope.. its boring living on your own. I mean, my parents and both of my lil sis and bro went performing their Umrah and somethings like sahur by ur completely self really really doesnt feels quite right. Its used to be crazy and noisy but having ur sahur with urself is completely different. The eerie feeling... I missed them laaa..

Enough off depressing and boring stuff. I just want to wish all bloggers, readers and to all my frens a very Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri and Maaf Zahir Dan Batin.

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

....................................................................... wordless, sesh.. I'm that mess up.

Sunday, October 23, 2005

Huh.....

Waaa.. life, another perfect Saturday... tiring but definetely worth every sec of it.

Thursday, October 20, 2005

Home Sweet Home

Home Sweet Home. After months of constant traveling, every day bickering with the contractor, changes here, there, constant wall hacking and hundreds of rectifications, our new house is I would say 98% completed. Now comes the ultra important stage for any project manager would have to endure….. The finishing stages. I tell you kan, ko buat laa project rm1 million, 10 mill ker, 100 mill ker just nak lebih2, but if u fail the finishing stage, then u fail the whole project.

It’s a totally relaxing feeling. The fact that our house is near to all who/what importants to me is totally soothing. Gasing, UM? It’s like a 10 min drive away. OU? KLCC? Heheh all the places we used to have this stupid-regret-penat- feeling when ever we are the way back to Sremban is currently non existent. Dunno bout u guys out there but I definitely feel lucky and bless for having this opportunity. Heheh I think pics would be more self explanatory right? Heheheh.

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Heheh, so last Tuesday my dad made a very last minute plan to organize some kenduri for umrah and with the short amount of time we had, I have to say that the kenduri was a success although the imam didn’t come because of some personal matters. I arrived kinda late with the food ordered far far away…. Anyways, the gasingers did manage to come and here are the pics of us in action…..

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

Its like this warmth feeling rushing out all over my body. Its like the feeling having a breath thousands of feet from sea level... its this indescribable feeling...

Sunday, October 16, 2005

Happy, blessed, blest, blissful, blithe, captivated, cheerful, chipper, chirpy, content, contented, convivial, delighted, ecstatic, elated etc.

The most bizzare Saturday in my entire life - period! Did many undescribable things and also experienced one whole new sensation. Now I'm high. I'm happy. My days wont be the same after this day. Oh and btw, here's my final new room after plenty of option and choices.

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Final Product

Thank God, now i have another reason to enhance myself to b a far more better kuman spiritually and mentallyheheheh.

Thursday, October 13, 2005

Kanak² riang ribena hehehe

Just about to make my way to the office when suddenly I realized that my mum was outside doing something. Teranguk-angguk my mum. Went closer and noticed she’s ripping off the plastic covering her car interior and added 2 new oh so femine pillow, heheh. Semangat giler. Seronok duh tgk mak aku suke. Cam kanak-kanak riang ribena heheheeh. I, being the gigam just started taking pictures of her in action. Seriously dudes, nothing beats watching your own mum smiling and enjoying the simpler things in life, like preparing her new car… hehehe. So that’s my early Thursday start. Enjoy your Thursday too dudes.

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Seronok giler dier heheheh

Monday, October 10, 2005

Jakun of the year.... Heheheh

Sorry for this late entry my jj/tgv/midnight frens hehehe. So here are the pictures as promise. (Pic are arranged according to time sequence.. heheheh)

Heard the familiar sound of NAF545 honking…. Checked the watch, 11.20am (thinking on why in the hell stone arrived sooooo early as the show would start at 11.45am) later I got to know that we were supposed to fetch Cajun who lives like 10 minutes away from jj compared to us.. hehehe

Okay, here’s our first midnight at TGV, Jaya Jusco Seremban……See our happy and satisfied faces heheheh

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Heheh, there's some overlapping pics due to software prob k, no caption needed, enjoy hohoh, sremban clan, midnight lagi kot this week???

Saturday, October 08, 2005

-Busy-

Its 6 am and decided to blog while waiting for Subuh with both of my parents. Yesterday I learnt something new. Maybe learning is not the right word. Just experienced would be appropriate. Although painful, it really made me clearly see a part of my life which I haven’t experienced before.

The somehow simple and cruel reality of life. It really opened my eyes. Life’s not that rosy after all. Blessed to Allah for revealing the truth somehow early in my life Amin. Now I know which part of me that I am truly weak both spiritually and mentally and I would now create a plan to make better of my life.

Enough of ramblings.. It’s the 4rth day of Ramadhan. How time flies. Now I notice that I get freakin tired most of the evenings. Why? Do anyone have an answer? Yeah, mayb its Puase but I seriously doubt it. Penat giler. Seres. Usually a drive to Seremban would take 25 – 30 mins but now it takes like forever. Siap singgah RNR to just get some mandatory sleep.

Last Wednesday I nearly brushed with death when I accidentally slept while overtaking a lorry. Sesh. Just imagine waking in that brief sec just to manage to control my car back to safety. It’s like this adrenalin rushed up to both of my hands trying hard to control my car in the chaos. I stopped abruptly at the side of the highway and took like 15 minutes to reflect what ive had done. Syukur. If not I would have been on the 8pm news. Sesh…

To be honest, it’s kind of hard finding words or topic to write these pasts’ days. Though there’s many in my mind like birthdays, puasa, sms, marriage, interesting topic from my ym discussion and etc but it’s freaking hard to express them. Its like this mental block. Now finaly I got some weird urge and just typed away using my dad’s 9300. (no more broadband… its been disconnected due to the moving process to kj…. Kj for u banting psycho hehehe) Haa, writing bout moving, yep… we are in the process of moving. Finaly. I am so excited. There’s this tons of unwanted rubbish in my current Seremban house ready to be packed and disposed off. My parents are super selective on what items go and what’s not.

As for me, the only things I am going to take with me is my matrix setup pc and also all my dvd&games collection. Soon I would be auctioning off most of my super xtra large t-shirts and apparel and most probably on ebay or lelong.com. So if anyone of u guys reading know or wants to buy some genuine xxl sized Canterbury jersey, just give me a call and I would happily organize a viewing.

Talking bout our house, I can see my mum gleaming looking at her new kitchen. Sesh, I dunt know laa.. there’s something about women and their kitchen laa.. I just hope that with all the compartments and new kitchen appliances, her wonderful cooking would be that more wonderfully and exotic heheh. (We have an island gitu, whatever that means heheh). Tak kesah laa kan, as long I see her smile whenever we praise her for her exquisite but rather expensive taste in kitchens heheh.


Seriously dudes, picking colours for my room was hell. After 3 changes from Barley to apple green to white, I finally settled on a light orange zest. Dunno what to think no more. I hope it would blend with my future furniture. i am gonna post some of the surrounding pics in the near future. So that’s about it. Now am gonna prepare to visit my Kj home for the last touch up. Heheheh, mymymy typing on this 9300 is a rather weird. Hope u guys will enjoy ur weekend as I would k….

Wednesday, October 05, 2005

Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan

Just want to wish all my muslim frens in Malaysia, and around the world Selamat Menyambut Bulan Ramadhan.

Sunday, October 02, 2005

Kawin??

Huh what a busy weekend. First, sent my dad to Bangi for his usual game of golf, made my way back to Seremban and then sent my mum to her usual haji course at masjid as-syakirin near klcc. It was supposed to be a typical Sunday drive but today there was a little exception. The whole 20 minute drive from Seremban to KLCC, the word marriage and responsibilities just kept popping up. Sesh. I listened and was quiet the whole journey.

My mum talked about responsibilities that lie within a marriage, the whole lot. How or why my mum talked about it is another mystery altogether. Until now I don’t know what triggered the topic, but one thing I am sure that I was glad the topic was raised-up by my mum. Listening to her point of view was really a revelation. Being a man surely bears humongous responsibilities.

My mum talked bout the reason why there are so many divorce cases amongst the “baby boomers” generations. Simply put that these divorce couples just don’t understand the core or foundation of any marriage bonding. It’s just not only the akad. It involves understanding, extremely high toleration or gives & takes between husband and wife.

Now I can clearly see the sacrifices made by either gender to experience a wonderful and successful marriage. For all these years, I’ve always taken simple things and thoughts for granted but now after the thorough preaching’s by my mum heheh, my current understanding for any human relationship especially marriage has been heighten to another level. I just hope I can utilize all the new info i gathered during the 20 minutes to better use in the near future.

Ishh, ngantuk heheh I continue later aa k? Kuman from Seremban (jj) signing off...

p/s: another marriage tips for husband & wifey outhere... try asking for forgiveness everyday for any reason (if u dont have one... make one laa) from our spouse heheh... It'll do wonders, seriously....

Thursday, September 29, 2005

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Yuhuu!! Now I got another reason (ader ker lain selain my family??) to come home to Seremban. Make a wild guess la. It’s a super happy and good news for people of negeri 9 particularly those in the Seremban area. Yep. You guys guess it right. Read today’s paper. It’s official.

Jaya jusco will be officially open tomorrow. Shit, Jaya Jusco in Seremban? It’s like 2km from my Bkt Chedang home hehe. It’s definitely gonna be like Midvalley for us who lived near UM. Finally after years of pain and agony (tak pun heheh) of going to the same and dull shopping area, with less choice and no value for money item, (terminal one, seremban parade) we finally have another hotspot. Its look like Lian Yik got another competitor to worry about eh? Heheh.

Looking at the participating outlet is enuf to make my budget go haywire. TGV in Seremban 2?. Common man, we (me and stone) can just like go there and catch a movie of our liking in minutes! Talk about location hehehe. Kudos to those people who are directly and indirectly involved in the existence of JJ. It’s like our dream came true.

Seremban 2 property is surely selling like hot cakes right now. Rugi oo tak beli umah dulu sini, to those ppl who didn’t la kan hehehe. To Stone and Shelly, I recommend we do our majlis bukak pose secare kecil2-an here. Ok tak? Heheh. So there goes my weekend. Okler dudes, kuman from seremban, signing off.

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

Sleepy......

Morning.

Had a hefty breakfast and feel rather cheeky right now. Last weekend was a blast. Had a first try with our 2nd airline provider- air asia and my personal opinion, its totally a must if flying within Malaysia. Excruciatingly cheap, fun and hassle free. To top that off, we booked within their 2 days promo period and got another 80% off from their original price. Like express bus ticket jer dude!. Sesh, the parking ticket in KLIA was that much expensive laa. Demnit.

It was nice, spending my time near paddy fields and green surroundings. Kept my mind off from many life problems and somehow rejuvenated my body and soul.

Celebrated dd's graduation day and being gigam, we manage to take like hundreds pic of our self in happy mode heheh. Gonna update my fp (as shapeng puts it laa kan) soon. Ish, felt demn sleepy after devouring 3 – 4 ubat for my cough.. Ok dude’s till next time. Chiow.

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

Miserable

Just got back from UUM. My chest feels lowsy. I'm coughing 2 weeks straight. Gonna have an x-ray. There's my lowsy Tuesday. Cheers U guys.

Friday, September 23, 2005

Happy Weekends Dudes!!

Ok, here is what my weekend gonna be if there is no aral melintang etc, heheh

Friday Night
Gonna get my weekly dose of Keow Teow Utara at Murni SS2 with a couple of frens. I don’t know what to say la guys, the food there is simply out-of-this-world and we enjoy the auntie’s way to sum up our bills heheh; 2.2, 5.6 heheh takyah (.) buleh tak? Kuikuikuikui.

According to plan, were gonna watch the movie FLIGHT PLAN. Weh, I personally hope that this is a go. It’s been a long time since we watch a movie 2gether laa. Although my last movie was with Stone :p. (like last week hehehe)

Saturday
Enjoy my usual cool morning breeze run in UM. Pray that the usual girl ader laa.. This girl has superb stamina I tell you. During the past 4 – 5 weeks, I usually stumble upon her and “we” usually run for 4 – 5 rounds just to see who falters first heheheh. It’s like weird. I’m addicted.

Maybe have a round of tennis with Hafez n Po, njoy our bfast in Raju have our weekly lunch at Zainul’s Nasi Kandar and finish off my day sleeping (effect after eating zainul’s nasi kandar). Pack up and will head straight back to Seremban in the evening.

Sunday

Have a run in Seremban SS2 Park. This park rocks dude!! Seriously jam packed with mat rempit, joggers and etc. Gonna get ready for my flight to Alor Star scheduled at 10.25am. Were gonna celebrate my bro’s graduation in UUM this coming Monday.

Gonna have a tour of Alor Star with a close fren that I called last Friday (power siul heheh). Follow my dad to his usual game of golf.

Monday
Take loads of pic of my bro’s on his graduation day. Congratulation if u somehow come across this blog la kan heeheh. Freakin proud laaa, my bro (didi) who every time when the pmr and spm results comes out, this invisible dark cloud of boredom just would appear and bring everybody’s mood’s down. Kesian duh hehehe, but still we manage to cheer him up every time!!

But our family esp my dad didn’t loose any hope and confident that someday that he’ll change for the better and change he did! He managed to acquire a diploma and manage to further his degree on International Business in UUM and now one of the dean list award holder for this coming Monday’s graduation. Sesh, even aku pun tak pernah dapat dean list, I AM A FREAKIN PROUD BRO LAA hehehehe.

Well, after all the gigam session, I’m gonna catch my 8.30pm flight back to KLIA.

Tuesday

Ermmm.. Lets see what the future holds for me laa kan.. heheh


So, that’s all my itenary for the weekend. I hope all would go as planned and I wish you all an enjoyable weekend ahead!.

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

Saman

What a way to start my Wednesday. Got a phonecall from my dad:

Ayah : "Nini, (what the heck) ko dah bayar saman kete lum?"

Me :" Erm..erm..lum, kenaper?"

Ayah :"Esok hari last diskaun 50%off utk saman!!"

Me :"Okay..... (followed by a long silence), okay, lepas nih nini check the nearest balai"

Ayah:"tut..tut..tut (hung up the phone)"

With the sms number given by popo to check my summons through sms, I sms'ed(ader ker?? hehe) away and hoping that there would be 1 or 2 summons and even hoped that there would be non. Right..... Then the unimaginable happened, a stream of sms just kept pouring through....

Jgf8**5 Kesalahan-Memandu melebihi had laju-RM****

Jgf8**5 Kesalahan-Memandu melebihi had laju-RM****

Jgf8**5 Kesalahan-Memandu melebihi had laju-RM****

……….

Shit. Really. 13 Summonses. 10 of them during my bro's days. Checked the amount and felt that this unseen pressure just landed on me. Mymymy.... Checked rilek.com.my and currently browsing the nearest place to settle the debt. That’s my damn Wednesday. K dudes, gonna take this discount opportunity while it lasts.

Sunday, September 18, 2005

Cloud 9

Tagged along with a friend and went on doing something I never expected to do in my life time. Here is the result:



See how big my nose is ? (control macho siut hahahah) Heheheh Marsha oh marsha hehehe

Friday, September 16, 2005

Ji Fan??

Ok.. Survived my first Mandarin lesson.

What did I get from it?

Now I can introduce myself, my country and my company with ease.
"Wo Shi kuman"
"Wo Shi Ma la xi ya"
Shi is yes and Bu Shi is No.

Kuala Lumpur in Mandarin is waaayyy to weird man, hehehe.

Seriously felt "weird"+ a litle stupid when I say it loud and in sync with like 20 other people.

Now i realize the dificulty or complexity of Mandarin language. They got like this 6 main vowels and with 4 "Tang"--- (Like harkat in jawi laa heheh) and each different Tang results in different meaning.

Erm, I can sumehow sense that it'll be a long way before I master this language but our language instructor guarantees that we'll master the basic Mandarin before our final class scheduled Feb 2006. Feb 2006? Hohoho, I definetly got time to improve ehehehe. By that time i hope i'll get to say Wo Ai Ni to sumeone hohoho, okler dude.... chiow

Have a nice weekend!

Have A Nice Day
by Bon Jovi

Why, you wanna tell me how to live my life?
Who, are you to tell me if it?s black or white?
Mama, can you hear me? Try to understand.
Is innocence the difference between a boy and a man.
My daddy lived the lie, it?s just the price that he paid.
Sacrificed his life, just slavin? away.

Ohhh, if there?s one thing I hang onto,
It gets me through the night.
I aint gonna do what I don?t want to,
Im gonna live my life.
Shining like a diamond, rolling with the dice,
Standing on the ledge, show the wind how to fly.
When the world gets in my face,
I say, Have A Nice Day.
Have A Nice Day

Take a look around you, look its what he sees.
We?re living in a broken home of hopes and dreams,
Let me be the first to shake a helping hand.
Everybody, pray enough to take a stand,
I knocked on every door, on every dead end street,
Looking for forgiveness,
what?s left to believe?

Ohhh, if there?s one thing I hang onto,
It gets me through the night.
I aint gonna do what I don?t want to,
Im gonna live my life.
Shining like a diamond, rolling with the dice,
Standing on the ledge, show the wind how to fly.
When the world gets in my face,
I say, Have A Nice Day.
Have A Nice Day.

Guitar Solo
Ohhh, if there?s one thing I hang onto,
It gets me through the night.
I aint gonna do what I don?t want to,
Im gonna live my life.
Shining like a diamond, rolling with the dice,
Standing on the ledge, show the wind how to fly.
When the world gets in my face,
I say, Have A Nice Day.
Have A Nice Day.
Have A Nice Day.
Have A Nice Day.
Have A Nice Day.

When The world keeps trying, to drag me down,
Ive gotta raise my hands, gonna stand my ground.
Well I say, Have A Nice Day.
Have A Nice Day
Have A Nice Day

Have a nice Friday and weekend dudes!!

Thursday, September 15, 2005

I just want to ask u guys laakan. Have u guys ever been in a situation where your immediate supervisor/managers/gm/director is getting fired by clients/owners of your company projects? How doest it feels (honestlylaa kan) to see your boss/supervisor /gm getting fu*ked in the meeting room by clients?

As for me, during my short but still ongoing career, luckily I got to experience first hand the wrath of clients or owners of projects who I see are clearly pissed. Let it be late completion of certain projects or discrepancies among relevant project briefs, or those guys (owners/client) have this knack to fu*k people publicly, knowing these top level management team personally, I just can’t help to feel sorry and sad at the same time cause you just cant do shit bout it.

Today was a fine example of what I felt. Struggled to finish the presentation slides for my gm yesterday and make completely sure that it’s up to standard, and prepared early but still nothing could prepare our team for what’s coming. Kesian is all I can say.

Ish…. Another boost of will to change career, heheh. Ntahla. Just hope and pray for the best is what I can say. Okay dude, just another info on my so call life, tomorrow I’ll be starting my Mandarin class on my company expense for reason that me myself is unsure, heheh so until the next entry, Ni How Ma… whatever that means…..

Monday, September 12, 2005

Past, Present & The Future

Been tagged by Chiky, so here it goes:

20 Years Ago.
Haaa… just feels like yesterday. I clearly remembered the days in Kelana Jaya, mingling with friends from close neighbors. Had my first taste of Mac D, played my first console game, the ATARI system which sparked my fascination towards e-gadgets.

The time when the "moving phase" started. Followed our dad to the States furthering his Masters. A real fun joyfull rollercoaster ride. Recided in Boston, Massachusets for 3 years.Got a taste of foreign ambience, the taste of iced snow a-b-c, the time when I got detention after class and had to write like 500 sentence of “I won’t do that again” for smacking my classmate with ice balls.

After 3 yrs abroad, toured the world to places such as London, Japan, other part of US before we got back and followed my dad toured Malaysia including Penang, Melaka, NS up to his retirement here, in Putrajaya.

10 Years Ago
Just imagine 4 sek men in 5 years? That’s how frequent I changed schools. That somehow explains the minimum num of frens I’ve accumulated during my high school years. The first time I got beaten shitless by my mum’s students who got pissed by something my mum did (ur mom working in the same school as you does not help you in anyway dude….)..Sakit ooo

One thingkan, I never had trouble or problems with my academics so it’s kinda a fly by through all these schools. After PMR, got my first chance living in a boarding school aka SDAR. This was one of my milestone in life, one of my turning point. My view on life changed in an instance ie somehow it left a huge impact on my life and prepared me for the world. Realized that the world is so much bigger than the land of Jempol NegeriSembilan and somehow felt honored knowing that we were among the best (poyo tak?? Heheh serius wei…).


5 yrs ago.
Yes!! My happiest and coolest year ever! Mara College Banting. Shit, the place where I met many of the craziest, wackiest ppl on the planet. The environment and the infrastructure in MCB kinda fused us together. The non-existence of nightlife, non-happening thing to do left us with the only method of entertainment available --- berborak. Yep, we talked shit and more bullshit every other night in mcb. We practically discussed all imaginable topics to the point of saturation heheh. Then the phase where Arab or anyone of us would go that extra mile to impress us with dumb "magic" stunts hehehe.

The time where relationships flourish, couple’s initiated and broken, all up to this current point. Some of them withstand the test off time and ended with marriage heheh. I was too busy enjoying life and somehow missed the “finer” things in life. Tak kesah laa, I won’t exchange my mcb experience for anything in this world.

3 years ago.
5th college, um rawwkkssss!!! Was in my 3rd year. Actively involved in 5th college activities. Met ppls from all walks of life and got the privilege to work with some of them. We were racing to gather merit points just to get a room for another year here in 5th. Hectic, the word that could describe me at this time. 5th college activities plus engineering courseworks and assignment spelled chaos to my life. Luckily most of my frens were on the same course and this helped a lot.

The time when many of us (excluding me) experienced lovey-dovey phase, aka dating, and etc hehehe. Sumehow felt left out but luckily, my time was occupied with more college and faculty activities hehehe.

Last year.
One day I woke up and experienced this god-knows-freaking-pain on my feet. Later I got to know it was called gout from our family doc. I was literally disabled and had to drag my freakin self to pee in the toilet. Shit. Another turning point in my life. Suddenly I realized the mess I was into. I was overweight. I was freakin obese. The next day I made a promise to shed my weight and practice healthy living. From that day on up to now I have successfully shed 65kg from a 143kg to my current 78kg.


This year
Continued my weight reduction program. Started to run as my weight hits 100kg. My determination and will power got a boost early this year. Felt incredibly strange and blessed with a new unexplainable, weird feeling I never had before. Now I know the feeling to miss n to like someone. At least, I know I am perfectly normal heheh.

Thank god for this wonderful feeling and I still enjoy every sec of it.

Hit a tremendous road block concerning my weight program. They say I’ve reached my plateau weight. Stepped up my cardio n weight training program every day for 1 month straight but still no decrease on my weight. I am still static at 77~78kg. Sesh, as for now I am shifting my focus on my livelihood aka career. Bless to my current job that sumehow gave me the flexibility to tackle my weight problem. Now it’s the TIME to change.

Ventured into one new and risky environment and slowly and carefully maneuvering to avoid any serious bumps or probs.

Next year
I’ll try toning up my body heheheh-- not to those monster size laa, to the just nice size category should b enuff. Gonna play tennis more seriously. Gonna aquire much more job related skills. Mayb join some marathon or extreme cardio related activities.

I’ll try to improve myself spiritually. Vow not to miss any prayers etc. Be more understanding to my sister and try to improve my relationship with everybody in this world. They say ever1 have their jodoh. Please god, let me find mine next year, heheheh.


10 years from now
Able to retire early and enjoy my life to the fullest.

Smilling wide looking at my financial portfolio. Have the privilege to go anywhere, anytime in the world with my lovely wife and my childrens heheh.

Still in contact with the same circle of frens and mayb developing new friends and someday buy that Gasing house and make it our official meeting place.

So there chicky my fren, now im passing this to Shapeng, Stone (i know u got lots of time stone heheheh) and ninie....enjoy..

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

Aloha people!! Morning! Feeling sumehow ecstatic, happy, glad etc. Mayb the 2 tose bawang i devoured during breakfast, or mayb the "interesting" chat i had with my senior project manager concerning MAWI just now, or even the known fact that i can't lose much more weight anymore huhu. I've been running+tennis+gym for the whole month of August but still my weight is static at 78kg. Ermmm, mayb i've reached my weight plateau. Its freaking highlaa if u ask me. How come? 78kg? Why shuld i be happy laa? ehehehehe.

Just got back from lunch with Affy and Po. Seriously laaa dudes, that Daging kicap keras (hehehe) is totaly out of this world laaaa.. sedap seh ermmmmm yummy.. my taste buds just kept on wanting more.. everyday. Every lunch hour i make myself available in kj just to eat them laa hohoh. Restoran Utara hohoho... plus, one of the girl there is kinda cute laa hehehe. Visited my house today and its like 90% completed. The upstairs tilling is complete with all the rooms have been painted. My room is still quite loomy after being painted natural apple green color. Ermm i hope the lighting would do wonders laaa.

One thing that never fails to amaze me is the plaster ceiling installation process. Although looked quite simple, i personaly think that u really need the expertise and experience to get those wonderful finishes. Looking at my bro's room (mimi), it seriously depict their craftsmen ships laa.. Now they are building the gates and would finish up with simple m&e fittings before wrapping up with the landscape. Huh.. thats it kot for this Wednesday evening. Gonna have my usual run this evening and currently thinking to catch a movie tonight. Ermm tgk ceriter aper yer.... ermmm

My completed but loomy room hehehe

Sunday, September 04, 2005

Yeayay.. nasi minyak!!

A full Sunday i might add. Woke up approx 6am in gasing and after Subuh, hit the road and 25min later, arrived in Sremban. Wake my family up and decided to do 45min on the static bike.. Setting, max resistance ie level 16 for 45 min straight! Never did this setting b4 and my my my, seriously it was tough man!! imagine cycling 25km in 45 mins! Did like 450+ calories when my dad started to marah2 cause my sweat started to flood like everywhere! Heheheheh. Stopped and waited for my heartfull breakfast thanks to mom.

FYI i have 2 kenduri sessions 2day but after accessing the day, i can only manage to go to the nearest ie akak's kenduri kawin. My lil sis is having her UPSR this coming Monday and all my bro n their gf decided to take a break in KL plus my parents went to kj to monitor the progress of our house there, so being the GOOD bro that i --- know deep down hehehe, i voluntereed to accompany my lil sis. We ordered and ate everything--- pizza hut, mac d, last nights mega meals hehehe.. full seh. Puas duh. Waited for Apai who came from Melaka and the rest of the gang (tp, mandeo and kai) before making our way to akak's wedding reception.

Arrived kinda late ermm bout 2+ pm with mostly all our Banting mates had left earlier, we took our seats and makan makan laa.. heheh. Lamer tak makan nasi minyak! Puas. Missed stone laa.. my gift kow tim mate heheh, tp, mandeo jgn luper bayar wei hahahahah. Hope u r doing fine laa at Kluang there nun jauh disaner... As usual, after the

All of us

gigam session and the cake cutting ceremony, we wished the newlyweds goodbye and after a quick snaps of photo (again...) we were off on the road as for me, making my way back to sremban n the rest of da gang went straight back to kl. ehmmm.. a full day for me.. felt somehow satisfied hehe. Okay dudes.. its 6pm and im going for my usual run!! heheeeheh see u all next week!!

Friday, September 02, 2005

Atlast....

Another new chapter in my life. Atlast I did it. Now pray to god that everything would go as planned. Amin....

Wednesday, August 31, 2005

How did i miss it la?

Must be my lamest Merdeka to date heheh. Celebrating Merdeka eve with my family is the norm but every single one in my family snoring away close to midnight is totaly shocking! Demn, I was wide awake at about 11.20pm, the last time i checked my watch but suddenly i doze off to heaven and woke up at 4 am in the morning and watching the 7 of us sprawled at our living hall seems funy, heheeh. Like amistad gitu, klaka hehehe. Ish, what happened laa la night? Mayb the BORING merdeka concert kot? Seriously for me kan, last night concert was B O R I N G! Dunno what went wrong. Issit the artist lineup? Or mayb Rosham Nor? Menyesal tak go for Sremban Fireworks last night, but knowing the traffic hell i opt to enjoy Merdeka night from my comfort of my trusted tube hehe. Yeah, mayb too comfort kot (emm seriously) ... heheh.

So how was your Merdeka Day? Where did u all celebrate? What did u all do laa? Last year we had a round of karaoke at Ampang Park and barely saw the aftermath of the fireworks held at KLCC. Its also been a year Keng and some of our close fren left for uk to further their masters and I personaly missed u guys hahahah. Balik cepat wei!! Hohohoh. My day was typical - a run in the morn, bfast, watered the plants, etc. Haa the only exciting thing we did was picking our color scheme for our new home today. Apart from that.. everything's normal. Now as i type, I'm wondering bout tomorrow. Working day ler pulak... Okler dudes, seriously blurr right now, Just wanna wish MALAYSIA a very happy Independence Day!

Tuesday, August 30, 2005

Morning Everybody

Good Morning everyone.

Had a heartful lontong+kuah kacang+sambal breakfast and air suam.

Now I am feeling happy and I dunt know why.

I think its the fact that tommorow we will celebrate our 48th independence day, emm I think?

We karaoke'ed all night last year and now wondering what would we do this midnight, ermmm...

Ok dudes, today got lots of meeting and do you all know that right now our country is experiencing serious cement shortage problem? (lambat lagi laa nak pindah... sesh)

Friday, August 26, 2005

Mystery song heheh

can any1 help? Ive been listening to this song for weeks now but i still cant pin point the singer/band/genre etc and its making me pissed la. Called a few of my frens still cant provide me with the answers. Its been circulating through hitz.fm but after a browse through their website, still there is no answer plus its a NEW song cause it didnt appeared in rick dees hitz top 40 and also on the regurlar hitz.fm charts.

Ermmm, a few clue to the mysterious song.. its kinda a mix of nickelback/papa roach/ and three doors down. sedap giler siul, serious. any1? okla, the one who finds it first i'll treat u to a nice dessert nak? hehehe...

Heheheh found it alredy n here's the lyric.. demn syiok oooo

Cold
by Crossfade

Looking back at me I see that
I never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you,
I'm always wrapped up in things I cannot win
You are the antidote that gets me by,
Something strong like a drug that gets me high

What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so

Cold to you, I'm sorry about all the lies,
Maybe in a different light,
You can see me stand on my own again
Cause now I can see
You are the antidote that got me by,
Something strong like a drug that got me high

What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold

I never meant to be, so cold
I never really wanted you see
The screwed-up side of me
That I keep locked inside of me so deep,
It always seems to get to me
I never really wanted you to go
So many things you should have known
I guess for me there's just no hope;
I never meant to be so cold

What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am (Is Im sorry for the way)
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold

Ermm i have a q..

Ermm its long since i write bout my diet n weight reduction program. Ermm... i think i have a serious problem dude. It seems that i've reached my plateau point laaa.. Everything and anything i do just doesnt make any difference anymore. I even step up my activities, prolong my running time, but the end result is still the same. I'm static at 78kg! Sesh, its entering the 4th week and still no decrease! Camner eh? My goal is 70. Can anyone help? Is this normal eh? Calculated my bmi and its still in the 30+ region which for me is still obese. Demn.. a friend of mine told me that i have to replace my fat loss with muscle mass whatever that means.. ermm

Another q dudes, have u ever felt that the things you do actualy have no meaning at all? Its like this stupid feeling that ur life is worthless? I've been troubled for sometime that the fact that im 25, close to 30 but still my life is no where near to my objectives and goals. Now i frequently awake in the middle of the night with these sort of questions just wizzhing through. U guys ever experienced it? issit normal ka? Or its just me? Waaaa... feel like crying also hohoho. Life was way far better 5, 10 years back. Atleast we got some guideline to follow and etc. Ape2 pun, i hope is just a "life phase" and pray to god that ill b stabil and better as time passes by. Okey frens, got friday prayer to go and just want to wish u all a happy weekdays... enjoy

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

Can't wait. Sesh, it was suppose to b a normal "meeting" but as it gets closer by the hour, my heart beats faster and faster.. =)

Tuesday, August 23, 2005

Welcome home.....

Just imagine spending all your monthly income paying total strangers for fixing their wrecked car and motorcycle? After a thorough budget analysis for the month of August, i realized that i just did that. Shit gler. Sedih and lega at the same time actually, sedih the fact that my moolah kluar cam air jer but extremely happy n syukur that dude with the bike just received minor cuts n bruises (slamat tak mati wei... serious!!!) after that crash stunt at federal highway last week! Thanks again remy and po for being there laa.... kalu tak blurr siul...

Ok, apart that bad part of my current life, i have something to be joyfull about. According to our family plankan, we are supposed to move to our new house in kj this early September. I CAN'T WAIT... seriously, the thought of living in my loooooong left childhood taman is highly anticipated wei. Just imagine after all the places we went and moved, finaly we come back to where it all started. The first house my parents bought during early years of their life.

I remembered clearly most of my neighbours. We had Ann, fatin, adlan, to name a few. We were quite close back then. My first experience eating McD was with Ann's family. Heheheh blagak gler balik n told my family.Played badminton with Adlan and hving a blast cycling through our Taman. Sesh, bukit tinggi oooo bahaye giler. I once crashed during the decent and it took a chunk of my right hand and the scar remained up to this day. What a blast childhood. Then it all started, first we moved to the US following my dad's furthering his masters there for 3 years, got back n toured the whole semenanjung, Penang, Melaka, NS up to this day sampai laaa back to Kj.

During the whole time, our house were left cripled to tenant tak berhati perut. Heheh, it was literaly destroyed. The paint faded away, the wood all got eaten by termites and etc. Sedih. You can all easily distingush our house just by looking at it. All our neighbours have upgraded and many pf them had big and i mean BIG rennovation. So after all the years, after both our parents retired, our house is finaly revive back to its surrounding homes heheh. After a year of planning, the construction phase finaly started early June and now its nearer its completion scheduled this September! Ermm, still i'm pissed cause i got the only room without windows! Sesh, talk bout luck la kan heheh.

Looking at the location mmg superb laa kan. Near to kl, pj, gasing, shah alam semuer laa.. Mase den kecik2 dulu tak terfikir but now that i'm working n able to enjoy life kan, it really makes a huge difference. After this guys, ko ajak ler aku mane2 wei, i am pack ready to go jer heheh...

Huh, the feeling alone jer makes me calm and happy. Im gonna get meself work nearer to kj, mayb that western digital factory? macom kot? kalu dapat laa... emm anyways, ive updated my fotopages with pics so take a look u all.... grad 2005, congrats wei heheheh...

Monday, August 22, 2005

Breakfast xtravagant..

Monday morning... Why issit everytime i go back to work from sremban i never fail to be freakin late? Answers any1? Why issit my punch in attendant seems horyfying red these few Mondays? Why? Hehehe... Jawapannyer of course the unimginable morning breakfast that my mom never fail to whip up every Monday morning! Just imagine having Pizza, mushroom soups, nasi, ayam kurma, nangka, watermelon and bananas for just breakfast?

Huhuhu seriously dude. That is the list of my every Monday menu. Memandangkan my mom dah retire, she has her own unique way on dealing with the so called boredom. She has a new hobby! She nows studies cooking! Now our home is scattered with "How to" and Cooking books she bought since her retirement last June. And being her "Favorite" tester of all time, I feel somehow obligated to try and to comment on all her experiments up to today hehehe. But biasa lakan, sedap n unique as usual. Heheh. Ermm, okla.. still blurr laa pepagi Isnin nih, happy working u all hehehe.

Thursday, August 18, 2005

Beautiful....

Haaaa life, enjoying my coffee break with a heavenly slice of cheesecake coupled with a smooth vanilla cappucino, all on a beautiful and wonderful weekday... sesh











Now i really need to change career......

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

Car for sale!!!!

Okler, officialy this week is my bad luck week! If involved with an accident with a motorcycle last Monday night wasnt enuff, today i had a demn-stupid-avoidable accident with my general manager's car! Shit! His new car cukup! Perdana baru! Fuck giler! At first i was speechless and my body temp rose up dramatically!. I was sweating and breathing hard after realizing what just happened! How stupid and careless i could be? Shit! And to top it all off, there were scores of pple from the near by mamak and restoran just rushed to see what happened. Mati aku seres...

Ran inside my office and braced my self n went up straight menghadap my gm MrX . The whole time i think i was mumbling and sweating uncontrolably (ader ayat nih??) Sesh... sedih sial.

Me: " Morning Mr. X, i have one bad news to tell you......, I just hit your car!!. (TEKAK AKU KERING SIAL TIME NIH), (pausing and waiting for an answer.....)"

Mr.X: "Come again? You hit my car? What???, (shit aku serious takut time nih) How did it happen?"

Me: "ermmm... ermm it was plainly my stupid mistake sir, (he just passed through and running to see his car" (damn,,,... mati siul)

Mr.X: "Aiyoohh, how come can hit one?? There's this 1 metre gap but still u manage to hit my car ooo"

Me: "ermm, ermm i was reversing my car cause the bumper is too close to the tiles infront, and i reverse with only 1 feet in the accelerator, (mampos aku...)"

Mr. X: " Yadadaydaydaydaydaydaydadaydya....."

Me: (i just stood there and receive all the "road advice" from my gm)

Me again: " Mr. X, can i repair ur car? or atleast give me the bill? please....."

Mr. X: "No laaa, this is a company car, you just be carefull in the future, its not with me im worried about but its with the other driver out there... You should be more focus!!"

Me: " yes, its totaly my fault, i have a lot in my mind right now..... (the usual stuff laa sorry, admit my mistakes, promise to not park near to his car, and right now feeling damn miserable..)"

Huh!! Felt like i just had a heart attack! Freakin stupid! How can i hit a car thats soooooo far2 away laa? After that embarassing incident, one of our company project manager ajak aku bfast n minum to loosen up.... He told me that i should sell the car because tak serasi what ever that means.... He then further explains that this were all simple small signs b4 the BIG one. Shit, NOW IM SCARED LAA...

but looking on what ive went through this 2 - 3 weeks makes me believe part of his story laa.. it seems that bad luck since last month. Mayb aku kene mandi bunge kot? or mayb buat kenduri tolak bala. Ermmmmm camner eh? Anyways, im gonna try to focus more on my driving and pray to god ill survive the week. ohh b4 i forgot,

HONDA CIVIC 1.7 YEAR 2001 PRISTINE CONDITION === 70 K, anyone?? heheheh

Monday, August 15, 2005

My week, Last week hehehe

Before Pic Hehehe

Waaaah, long time no post one. Shite, last week was one buzy weekend. With all the happenings, the haze, UM's Convocation Week, and my favorite, UIA's midterm exam week! Freakin full. So lets start from last Monday, nothing usual except for the ultra boring monday blues i've experienced every week since i've started working. The fact that few of my frens would celebrating their convocation day this comin Thursday jer yg keeps me sumehow happy. I clearly remembered the "trouble" i went through just to celebrate this special week last year! (Convocation week + New launching of DOOM 3 is just one hell of a push to get any1 off for a week!, last year laaa.


And to tell u a secret, hehehe its a year since i started my diet & weight reduction program. One full year! It feels like just yesterday jer. I am gonna post a b4 an after pic when i go home today. Last year i was 143kg and currently I am 78kg and still havent reached my goal! Lets see what another year would be like. So Tuesday also was like any other Tuesday except i just applied for 2 days leave this Thrusday n friday kononnyer nak study mid term.

After Pic Heeheh

Wednesday. I went to Shah Alams Fire Station concerning one of my comp current projects and thats when I realized that the "Haze" was going to b a big ass problem for Malaysia. Shah Alam that day was heavily covered with haze! Visibility was almost 200m! Hohoho.. super siut, like the Stephen Kings movie tuh, The Fog where the neighbouring town that was engulf by this weird fog would be somehow infested with zombies and weird happenings! Takut woo ceriter tuh.

Thursday! Yes, the day! My day started with TP bringing one full sets of breakfast to gasing which included low fat yogurts, dunkin donuts, and some oranges. After that heartfull breakfast, we (me, Stone and Tp) went to search for convo bouquet flowers for our close frens who graduated this year! Met jack, Pullah along the way and off we went to UM. That day would b perfect if not for the demn haze!!! Thousand's of people gathered in close proximity with hand full of them ligthing their cigie doesnt help either. I was suffocating. Shite giler. Took hundreds of pic (gigam kan?). Anyways, congratulations to shidee, ajak, roy, sudu, sim, and to all who graduated this year!!! Best siut convo week! Next year were gonna celebrate the Masters clan plak hehehe.

Having spent Thursday with my frens without opening a single book, i thought Friday is da day, the day that i would consume all 1 1/2 months of accounts and management data in this thick skull of mine but nooooo... half way through the first chapter ive received a call:

ayah : "Hello, ayah on the way to kj nak tengok rumah. **** datang okay?"

Me : " Ermm, ermm, ermm, (thinking of logic excuse on a FRIDAY morning) ok laaa.. jumper kat saner"

Pong pong pong, yessszzaa... 2 days wasted on doing nothing (study laa). The outing with my family was enjoyable though. Hehehe. My dad sense sumething bothering me sumehow gave me a super duper nasihat. It was sumething like,

"Kalau family matters ker, u just got to pray harder n doa bebanyak sebab god will always there to help"

Camtuh la lebih kurang, so i just kept the miserable feeling inside n enjoyed more with my family heheh. I just pasrah and hoped for the best. Haaa and my new home in kj is like 75% completed. Tak sabar giler ok? So that Friday night i finaly started studying for my mid term scheduled Saturday evening and Sunday morning.

Browsed through and continued the next morning up to 2 pm. Prepared for the worst and prayed n wished that the q i can sumehow answer. Insyaallah, after the last paper of accounts yesterday i can say that i did pretty good considering the short amount of time dedicated on each subject. Plus the lecturer was very helpful. Alhamdullillah. Went back to gasing after the accounts paper, met frens and had a satisfying lunch at Nasi Kandar Zainol (our original sponsor for the weekends!!!).

After zainol when i think its clear to go straight back to sremban, i received another phone call from my dad who requested me to fetch him at Starfield golf cousre near Mantin there, wohohoho jauh sih, giler bab, but after a chit chat, one of his fren agreed to send him all way back to sg besi and was i relieved! Super duper jalan siul! Fetch my dad, regroup with all my family in Kj and went for another round of inspection to me nearly comleted house! It was sort like a rain test, to see ader bocor tak sebab they just completed fitting the roof tiles.

Anyways, mmg lege giler hujan smalam! The haze sumehow affected my mood laa for this week! Rase nak marah and lonely jer! Haaa and the mid term also. Luckily and bless to Allah that ive succeded going through all without any serious deep emotional scarring hehehe (poyo giler). Haaa lamer tak menulis and this is what would happen if i got the time and the mood to write! Takmo habis2. Anyways is alredy Monday and i hope u guys would enjoy ur monday as i am right now!! Nooooot hehehe. So untill next time, adios, aloha ohoi....

p/s: I'm gonna post the b4 n after pic soon hehehheheh

Monday, August 08, 2005

Casa Impian

What a full and memorable Sunday! The so called boring, relaxed Sunday turns out to be a hectic family day! Wohoooo.. Yep, yesterday was my family day! All 8 of us excluding my bro but including elly, my lil bro's gf went on a wild shopping spree for our new home in kj. The objective was to finalize our own room interior ie our own furniture la heheh. The first shop we went was IKEA. Damn giler, jem to the max with people! It was their annual sale and making decision was super tough! I was half way through my to-buy list when finaly my dad decided that this was not the right moment and time to buy n i was like wuaaaaa... Takperlaa, went to The Curve, had our evening snack in Coffee Bean + cakes from secret recipe and usha Sony latest shop. I tell u, those new 50" wega tv's is a must-buy for our new home. Took half an hour to convince my dad's that the tv is "the one" when finaly he jotted something in his diary.. heheh (yes!!!... soon,)

So we went to like 5 mega furniture shop in lembah klang but we finaly choose Perabot Dunia as our main sponsor for our rooms. Luckily laa baru2 nih i watched Casa Impian hohoho (superb u, for decorating ideas!!). It gave me some new ideas and insights on how my future room should be in terms of the lighting, furniture placing and the overall ambience of the room. So, finaly after awhile, i chose this dark-brown-bedroom set + big ass-sliding-full length mirror-organizable-wardrobe-, hotel type furniture that i think would complement my white+apple green interior hehehe. Wuhuuu, i might pick ID for a part time job if all goes well heheh. So the same goes for all my bro and my lovely lil sis. We had a blast joking around, discussing what if?, would it go with our room color?, muat tak?, the arrangements? etc. But one thing i always respected and untill now cant duplicate is the negotiation skill of my father la.. He's one demn tough nego'r. Kesian wei that amoi. One thing u should know bout my dad's is when he is committed to a pricekan, he will pursue that price untill he/she agrees. Demn, we were all like... emmm what ilmu laa bapak kiter pakai nih?? Superb siut. Heheh, all in a days workla as my dad's usually put it.

Sronok siut today! Tak kesah penat ker ngantuk ker its worth it. It definetely kept my mind from all the bullshits and freakin incidents that bestowed upon me last week! (heheh bombastic tak stone ayat aku?? hahahahah). Worth every sec. As for now, im gonna prepare a sketch and plan for the arrangement that best suit my NO-WINDOW room heheh. So untill the next Casa Impian, me kuman, signing off heheheheh.

Sunday, August 07, 2005

Tose bawang 2!

wuhuuu, just imagine, a post from raju on a beautiful sunday morning. coupled with 2 demn satisfying tose bawang air suam and good frens and suprisingly my parents from who came all the way from sremban, i can say my day is quite complete. btw mawi winning af3 has been perdicted far earlier and i just want to wish marsha good luck & may ur singing carwould continue as for as possible. now, gonna find our way to ikea n have a great sun . t, babai n end.

Thursday, August 04, 2005

Happy Birthday!!

I just realized that its been one year since i started blogging. Should i be happy? Should i leap in joy? Should i celebrate it? What good has it brought to me personaly? Ermm, im totaly not in the mood to write cause the recent happenings around me, but i just want to wish my blog happy 1st year annivesary.

Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday Dear Bloggie,
Happy birthday to you.

p/s: we r gona have a blast celebrating you bloggie.........

Wednesday, August 03, 2005

Down

Shitla.. How come eh? Lately i have this strange, uneasy, nausea kinda feeling. Its a feeling just b4 u vommit to put it into words. Why? Takan PMS kot? I dun't know what i've done or did resulted in this miserable feeling. Mayb all the fu*ked up things i've experienced last week kot? Mayb the accident? Mayb someone is f*u*kin with my whole existence right now? Any easy, clear answers? Why?. What is my REAL purpose here? i really dunt know, n i really dunt care finding the answers in the nearest future. My mind a complete mess. Better find me some "cure" la...

Sunday, July 31, 2005

STUPID M******FUC***!!!!!!!

THIS IS DEFINITELY WAY OUT OF LINE. I REALLY DUNT CARE IF U CONSIDER THIS A STUPID PRANK OR A SICK JOKE, FUCK U AND YOU'D BETTER B RUNNING.WHATEVER IT IS, IF I KNOW ITS AMONG MY SO CALLED "FRIEND", JUST WISH THAT WE NEVER MET. A FRIEND WOULD NEVER DO SUCH STUPID AND UNIMGINABLE THING!! BODOH SIAL!! KIMEX TAHAP MAX, USE UR BRAIN B4 ATTEMPTING SUCH LAME ASS SICK JOKE!!. ITS TARNISHING MY REPUTATION!!! FUCKKKK!!!! AS FOR NOW I'M GAINING ALL THE RELEVANT PROOF AND I'M GONNA LODGE A POLICE REPORT SOON. BE PREPARED!!

p/s: dudes, ignore this message if u dunt understand. Somebody is fucking with me and im freakin pissed!! Peace....

Thursday, July 28, 2005

Wooo, long time since my last post. Kinda bz these past few days.Ok, about my diet program, its been smooth sailing up to this point. Its been 2 week from my last weight count which is 78+ kg and somehow i can feel the physical changes my body is going through during this period, heheh I dunt know how to describe them but its totaly wonderful!! hohoho. Now I can run like an hour+ continuosly and the only thing that is limiting me is the freakin thirsty feeling when ever i hit the 45 - 50 minutes. Sesh, gotta find ways to solve this minor prob. ermm

Im into my 4th swimming class but still I CAN'T BREAST STROKE efficiently! Tension giler! I tried the best observing and repeating what my instructor have shown me but to no avail. My leg keeps sunking like a submarine . Ish super frustrated. My instructor told me that i have HARD leg,, what ever that means. Anyways, hard leg ker, bodoh ker, all the reasons in the world could not deter me from reaching my goal ehehe. Someday im gonna free style 20 laps a day, everyday! And ppl, u can surely trust me on that!. But as for now, katak pun katak laa hehehe.

Thursday, July 21, 2005

My Day

What a hectic day! Huh, penat. Full giler, and sumehow meaningful. Today I went to Menara TM or menare rebung as sume people like to call it for some entrepenuership seminar. It was my first time! Honestly i felt a lil jakun la like beruk ker gajah? masuk kampung gitu. I was taken aback by its interior design and felt mesmerized by the surrounding view. Registered and entered into one of the seminar room in level 50.

Waaaaaa

The seminar was interesting but later tops it all up. During tea break i was simply in auww la, looking at PJ, KL. Shite, demn gorgeous laa the view! UM was just this simple roundabout from there! hehhee. I can see the route i run everyday. Kecik jer heheeh. Bird's eye view beb! Hohoho (sorry laa but bukan slalu naik rebung right?? hehe). Glabah siut heheh.. Its sure feels nice doing sumething totaly out of the ordinary! And this is definately out of the ordinary! Click HERE for more Pics!!

60% Completed

Met with Paulie and had lunch at the Science Faculty. Perghh, nothing changed except for the hundreds unfamiliar faces we stumbled upon during lunch hour. Ramai giler! Best gak got to usha2 sume ppl there laa heheh. Right after that, we had a detour to my house in Kj and its kinda 60% completed! I'm pretty sure that the contractor could meet my dad's September dateline. Still, i'm freakin pisssed laa cause my room got no window, waaa... Sabar je la.

Anyways just when i thought i could have an evening nap, suddenly my phone rang, yuhu.. its my dad la ajak makan, so off i went to his office near Vistana Hotel and had my 2nd lunch there. On the way back to gasing, i suddenly realized it was Thursday and my mba discussion is held in KLCC so after a quick nap, i was on my way to KLCC using the trusted long forgotten lrt heheh. Sesh, the last time i think i used its service was like 8 months or a year ago, luper siut.

Its jam packed!!! We were like sardines in a can, seres heheh. Ppl kept on coming as we got closer n closer to KLCC. One funny and weird thing happened to me during this trip. There was this old man tgh bace ayat kursi and it was loud!! I really dunt mind but I was rather jumpy to see that he brought along this big sling bag! All kind of weird thoughts and ideas came in an instant! Suddenly my mind was taken a few weeks back to the London bombings! Shite, i was kinda scared!

I was sooo relieved when this old man finaly stopped at the Dang Wangi station! huh, lege!! hehehehe, arrived at KLCC and met with Stone and a few Banting frens for a quick dinner. Then, in between dinner and the desssert, I excused myself and joined my MBA discussion group held in Kinokinuya heheh. Seres wei, I definately can't concentrate! I was hoping that the discussion would be brief n it did! Buang boreh jer hehehe, penat jer datang! Slamat ler stone n fren was there to the rescue! Resume our dinner, chatted a lil bit and finaly time to go home!


Stone, the LRT man

Hehehe, its really a full n fun day for me. Started with a morning jog through my UM, and ended with Stone using the LRT konon nyer for the last time b4 his departure to Kemaman! huh! talk bout timming la, off all the days i culd take the lrt, tak sangke laaa its with Stone on his last day using the LRT! eheheh, Stone, the LRT man heheh. Gonna miss u la dude! Huhuhuh, thats my THURSDAY! what a wonderful Thursday! Tommorows gonna b my fav day n i bet u guys too, so untill the next memorable and hectic Thursday, kuman, out!

Sunday, July 17, 2005

Kan dah cakap...

See, see, what did i tell u guys, time flies by darn quick nowadays hehehe.. Tommorows Monday dah, huhuh just felt like baru jer Friday evening... huh, just gotta suckup some will to get through tommorow. Anyways, i did sumething out of the ordinary today heheeh. I didnt go back to Sremban for the weekends laa.. hehehe yea, i know u guys must think like.. tak balik pun kecoh... hehe but to me its a HUGE deal hehehe.. for the past 2 years ive been working and for about 6 months? in gasing , i NEVER fail to balik kampung on weekends. It sure felt strange, spending my Sunday in gasing hehe....

Friday, July 15, 2005

Friday datang lagi dengan permainan......

What a beautiful Friday. Heheh yeah i know, ive been written countless entry on Fridays but still i keep writting more heheh. Its fast laa nowadays. Kelip mate bukak kelip back to good ol Friday dah. The funny thing is, its completely the same for every Mondays eheheh. The darn+takmo gi keje+ best giler kalau (what if) petang Jumaat feeling. Heheh super siut. Huh, life.

Last night we saw Amityville and its sure one super duper horror movie! Cuak siut! The last movie that made me jump out of my sit was Constantine but this definetly takes the prize. Dah ler based on true events where one whole family was brutaly murdered, sesh... i was having trouble sleeping last night wei! Seriously, cuak giler. I was looking at the ceiling for like 20 minutes wondering if heheh if there would b some freakin hands would come out of it!! Shite, hehehe trauma siut. Its a must for horror movie buffs out there!

Okay, to more "important" stuff, talking bout my cardio and diet programme, i succeded on breaking the 70 kg region barrier and now im eyeing on 70kg! MY ULTIMATE GOAL. I have sacrificed a lot to get to where i am now. I've even put aside my career and focus 100% on this. But for me, to think i lost 60+ kg is completely worth it for the long run. Its within grasp. I'll start my swimming class with close frens by next week and will follow specific and precise weight lift training from this day on. And now i think its definitely the time to focus on my future livelyhood and set my self new career goals! hehehe. Ohh i hope my determination on work is this freakin high compared to my weight loss programme, insyallah. So, been printing+ distributing puluhan resume+cv, now i gotta brush up my long forgotten iview skill and prepare for the best heheh. Wei Jack, Amin.. please follow up wei, tak sabar nak join nih hehehe...So dude and dudes, enjoy ur weekend!