"Sekali lafaz, sekali lafaz" jer- hehehe
The only words that were playing through my thick skull. Amin did his best to keep me calm. I acted calm, to tell you the truth. Heheheh. Then the Imam called the first man. Shit!! My heart ran wild. I could literaly hear and feel my heart pumping. Then this eeerie calmness. I CAN HEAR soundless hehehe. Its true beb, it feels that everything around you been sucked and this emptiness feeling. Geli duh to think about it.
Honestly, I hoped that the first couple would slack off and give me a chance to sekali lafaz nikah jer but that was definitely not the case. He seems natural and just spoke those magical binding words without a glitch. Damn, that time i felt like dying. How come? Shit. Pray to god that i wont stumble or anything.
One thing is definitely true. She was my savior. At times that i feel that i won't perform or everything is getting out of control i just look at her confident smiling face. It' like a boost of energy and confidence which began to crumble the moment pak Imam announced the next couple in line. Mohd Husaini, ke depan... gulllpp. (this was a super big gulllllp). I prayed and recited ayat kursi along the way....
If i remembered correctly, the first couple finished in a zippy but mine was loooong. Witnesses forgot to fill up their forms. My feet was shouting pain but I kept steady during the whole ordeal.Then her father (father in law hehehe) decided to be the wali at the last minute. Dang, talk about waiting in pain. After about 10 minutes, the magical moment came. That's before 3 tests run hehehe... (wouldn’t like to spoil the - ONE right?? hehehe).
I took one deep breath, glanced to all people in front, my witnesses, family and friends then
"Aku terima nikah Nadzuha binti Kaman dengan mas kahwin sebanyak rm80 tunai...."
That's it. That sentence changed my life forever -- I’m officially married and have someone to look after. I clearly remembered and felt that instant chill knowing that i am now married.
It felt like this huge object was lifted from my lungs when I successfully recited my lafaz nikah. It was heaven. I saw my mum cried, my dad hugging my bro's, friends, auntie's & uncle's smiling.
I did it. Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaah, sighs of relief.
I glanced at her. My wife. Everything feels perfect.
To b continued.....