Durian Day

Okla, im BORED heheh. Been chatting with a fren and finaly got a topic worthy to write hehehe. What is the most stupidest ,dumbest, out of this world thing u ever did in ur life? Yealaa, I'm 100% sure that we as ordinary human beings will make some mistakes in life but the only difference is the magnitude of the stupidity involved in every mistake heheheh. I have a confession to make laa heheheh. My story involves durian. This "real and true" events took place some 9 years ago while i was in form *** kan... Back then my dad's was a d.o (district officer) in one of the district in NS hehehehe. So living in a district surely have its pros and cons, and one of the things i totaly like and lurrrvvvv living far far away in a secluded (hehehe) district is the fruit seasons. Just imagine, eating mangosteen, mango's, rambutan's, durian's ehem ehem and every malaysian fruit u can think of kan........and endless supplies of it heheh.

To think of it laa kan, its surely one of the reason i was so big,huge, fat etc at that time... Makan tak henti siul. Here's a logical equation of ME at that time..

[Exercise = 0 + Input as in food = infinity == ME "at that time"]

Ok, back to my true story. Ok, u know the Malaysian hospitality, every time a fruit season hits, there would b endless supply of that particular fruit. It happens to b that its the Durian season, so ader this good hearted polan si polan nih decided to dump like one lorry of durian infront of my house (takpayah laa lori 1 tan dier bawak!!). So being the gelojoh dude that i was back then hehehe, aku menghadap laa durian n started eating untill i lost count on how many durians i've devoured. Aku makan durian sampai anak tekak siut... literaly!!! I felt those durians stucked at my throat.... Suddenly i felt a burning sensation in my chest and felt this weird sensation--- just when u r about to sleep one.... shit, i was suffocating demn!!! Just imagine.. if (this is an if situation k) the smell n the comments from the doc who performed the autopsy....shit, must b case of the year or even the century...

Cause of death : Self inflicted suffocation caused by uncontrolled digestion of DURIANS!!!

Imagine tommorow's head line laa : D'O'S SONS DEAD..... FOUL PLAY?? REVENGE?? Durian jer, hehehe. (Sumpah malu sial...)

Thank god and luckily for me my dad was there to the rescue. Dont need no superman or batman. Just ur simple good old dad jer heheh.. He quickly noticed sumething was definately wrong and started to pat my back as hard as he could!!!.. Then the unthinkable happened.. UWEEKKKKK!!! hahahahahah... all my hours of concentration n effort to stuff those durians was gone laaaa heheh.. turned into foul smelling u-dunt-want-to-know slime.... At that time i thought i was a gonner.. i could "see" the lighthehehehhe. It took me some time la to regain my conscious laa but after that humiliating incident, i was like more carefull with my food intake...Trauma sial hahahaha

So that's my story laaa heheh, anyways, tommorow is my company DURIAN DAY, meaning all u can eat supplies of durian all day hehehe. Our CEO is a durian lover and every year he treats us (7000+ of us) with the highest grade of durian available on the market hehehe and this time and every time when durian is mention kan, i'll remember what happened and b a lil more carefull hehehehe. So whats ur stupidest mistake u all did laaaa? Hehehehh share share can aaa?hehehe.. Till the next durian day, chiow dudes n have a wonderfull weekend...

Terrorist attack??

Okay, last night slumber was not ordinary ok. Usually my demn stupid mp3 song would woke me up like 6.20+ in the morning but todays morning was different. My family and i mean all of us was woken up by a damn loud crashing sound that came near from highway. Wooooo, it was like a mini explosion wei. It shook part of our Taman Bkt Chedang laaa.... The first thing that came into my mind was how bad laa... anyone dead? From the sound u'd expect sumeone dead laa... Seriously loud. So my family rushed ,opened our gates and ran to the scene... Demn, 2 trelers wei.. One of treller crashed into our neighbour brick wall and the other fused behind the other treler..

Kesian umah nih... banyak kali crash in camnih heheh


Honk.. hONK....


kesian giler wei.. he was in pain, i culd tell by his agonizing moan.....

Our neighbour just stood blurred n super lucky to find their Camry was almost destroyed in that freakin accident. Sesh, it was definately a close call laa... Heheh. The surrounding ppl went in and help the lorry driver n were laid right next to his crippled lorry. It was a close call laaa atleast for him. I think he must b thinkin bout his family or loved ones during the whole ordeal. And after busy bodieng (hehehe ader ker??) i finaly knew the cause of the accident. One ot the lorry parked beside my neighbour house cause he was feelin tired n cant continue his journey laa kan. And this (i dunt know he's fate laaa cause i cant see him clearly...) other lorry just ran into him .... BOOOOOOM, the only thing i felt a miss was the fact the looooong time taken for the ambulance to arrive at the scene, ishh comon laaa.. this dude was like arghh, arghh, sakit.... n slambe jer dierang dtg lambat2. hohoho a good start for a Monday morning right?? Luckily for me, i took some pic for u guys having trouble imagining the scene heheheeh.....

Mimpi Yang Sempurna

Its official la, im totaly hooked with PeterPan heheh, demn i dunt know it could b this superb, at first i heard Dewa's Satu n studied the lyric word by word and what i can say is, its deep man, super deep, maksud tersirat tahap max, these Indon band really know how to make songs laa heheh. At first i was kinda reluctant to hear more but looking at Stone (he's really crazy bout Peterpan laa hehe) i decided to give it a shot laa.. Asked popo (btw po's da'man when Indon band is concern laaa) n borrowed his Peterpan mp3 cd on the way back to Sremban. Waaa.. best giler wei, heheheh .. i was singing to the tunes laa (even i dunt know the lyric hehe) but that's all bout to change with Leo lryic generator hehehe (a must plugin for winamp.. Trust me laaa wei).

Here's my first pick from their album...

Khayalan Tingkat Tinggi
by Peterpan

Awal ku melihat
Kuyakin ini
Bukanlah yang biasa
Mengagumkan
Melemahkan aku
Melihat tatap matanya

Garis tawanya
Waktu berhenti
Apabila ku memandangnya
Mengagumkan
Melemahkan aku
Melihat tatap matanya

Khayalan ini
Setinggi tingginya
Seindah indahnya
Tempatku memikirkannya

Bila kudapat
Kusimpan wajahnya
Memegang indahnya
Berpura memilikinya

Yang ku nanti
Saat memegang tangannya
Sampai nanti
Tetap memegang
Tangannya

Khayalan ini
Setinggi tingginya
Seindah indahnya
Tempatku memikirkannya

Bila kudapat
Kusimpan wajahnya
Memegang indahnya
Berpura memilikinya

Huhuhuhu... definitely my new jogging playlist heheh. Anyways, i heard Peterpan will be coming to Malaysia this August n u can absolutely count me in la po, im comin heheheh. So put Pp aside, i took my latest weight n its 83.8kg!! Sory sebab takder pic... Heeheheh DEKAT GILER DAH TO 80 and i'm lurving it... ishhh ngantuk laaaa.... okler dude's will b posting more when i have the time.. till then PETERPAN ROCKSSS hehehehehe.... (i can imagine stone's face reading this entry laaa.. "kan .. aku dah cakap best giler....", heheheheh)

Heaven siut..

You wished for everything in this world.
Money.
Fast Cars.
Big Houses.
Etc.

But no one can top the after feeling of a zainul nasi kandar session. Heaven sial. All problems gone with my confirmed slumber.. lagi lagi on a weekday afternoon.. huh!!

da bomb man!!!

Freakin' SALE

Perghh, you guys should have seen it laa. Or mayb u guys alredy went to "it" laa kan. Literaly thousands of people flocking around trying to get the best deal. Long que's (and i mean loooong) of ppl waiting to pay and etc. Hehehe, yep, yesterday was the annual Jaya Jusco Members only grand sale and i was one of the "lucky" ppl to get myself in deep shit such as the freakin time wasted to just get a lousy parking space at 9+ pm, waited 40min just to get my stuff paid and etc. But for some ppl i think its definately worth it laaa. Just imagine sale up to 70%?? Hahaha, at first i was sceptical and all laa but after examining the goods and their priceskan, its definately a steal laa.. Super murah tahap cipan! So there i was, alone.. browsing through rows of rows of mens apparrel looking for sumething that could justify my existence there heheheh. My original intention were to get those new canterburry t-shirt but they were out of sizes laa ( s takder beb hahahaah)... Demn, sedi (actually lege pun ader).. heheh

Ramai oooo

So, with my objective reached but not completed my focus was shifted to the men sports section. After a quick stroll, picked up 2 sports t-shirt and stuck for about 40 min at POS (point of sale) ie cashier laaa... sesh, omigod, time tuh laa the cc machine went offline causing massive eheheh and demn long que and i am fortunate cause i was like the 2nd ppl from the front and luckily had sume cash in hand... i cant even imagine the atm que downstairs... scarry sial hahahah. So thats it laaa my day in JJ heheh and if all goes to plan laa, mayb i'll hit klcc 2day with sume close frens or mayb go alone heheh... till that, chalos

Tazkirah bersama Kak TP.. :D

19 Keistimewaan Wanita

1. Do'a wanita lebih makbul daripada lelaki karena sifat penyayang yang lebih kuat daripada lelaki. Ketika ditanya kepada Rasulullah SAW akan hal tersebut, jawab baginda : " Ibu lebih penyayang daripada Bapak dan doa orang yang penyayang tidak akan sia-sia.

2. Wanita yang solehah ( baik ) itu lebih baik daripada 1000 lelaki yang soleh.

3. Barang siapa yang menggembirakan anak perempuannya, derajatnya seperti orang yang senantiasa menangis Karena takut Allah SWT dan orang yang takut Allah SWT akan diharamkan api neraka keatas tubuhnya.

4. Barang siapa yang membawa hadiah ( barang, makanan dari pasar kerumah ) lalu diberikan kepada keluarganya, maka pahalanya seperti bersedakah. Hendaklah mendahulukan anak perempuan daripada anak lelaki. Maka barang siapa yang menyukai akan anak perempuan seolah-olah dia memerdekakan anak Nabi Ismail A.S

5. Wanita yang tinggal bersama anak-anaknya, akan tinggal bersama aku ( Rasulullah SAW ) di dalam surga.

6. Barang siapa yang mempunyai tiga anak perempuan atau tiga Saudara perempuan atau dua Saudara perempuan , lalu dia bersikap ihsan dalam pergaulan dengan mereka dengan penuh rasa takwa serta bertanggung jawab, maka baginya adalah surga.

7. Dari Aisyah r.a. "Barang siapa yang diuji dengan sesuatu dari anak-anak perempuannya lalu dia berbuat baik kepada mereka , maka mereka akan menjadi penghalang baginya api neraka."

8. Surga itu di bawah telapak kaki ibu.

9. Apabila memanggilmu dua orang ibu bapamu maka jawablah panggilan ibumu dahulu.

10. Wanita yang taat berkhidmat kepada suaminya akan tertutup pintu-pintu neraka dan terbuka pintu-pintu surga . Masuklah dari manapun pintu yang dia kehendaki dengan tidak dihisab.

11. Wanita yang taat pada suaminya, semua ikan-ikan di laut, burung di udara, malaikat di langit, matahari dan bulan, semuanya beristigfar baginya selama dia taat kepada suaminya dan rekannya ( serta menjaga sembahyang dan puasanya ).

12. Aisyah r.a. berkata " aku bertanya pada rasulullah SAW, siapakah yang lebih besar haknya terhadap wanita? Jawab baginda "suaminya". Siapa pula berhak terhadap lelaki?" jawab Rasulullah SAW "Ibunya"

13. Perempuan apabila sembahyang lima waktu, puasa di bulan Ramadhan, memelihara kehormatannya serta taat pada suaminya, masuklah dia dari pintu surga mana saja yang dia kehendaki

14. Tiap perempuan yang menolong suaminya dalam urusan agama, maka Allah SWT memasukkan dia kedalam surga lebih dahulu daripada suaminya ( 10.000 tahun )

15. Apabila seorang perempuan mengandung janin dalam rahimnya, maka beristigfarlah para malaikat untuknya. Allah SWT mencatatkan baginya setiap hari dengan 1000 kebaikan dan menghapuskan darinya 1000 kejahatan.

16. Apabila seorang perempuan mulai sakit hendak bersalin, maka Allah SWT mencatatkan baginya pahala orang yang berjihad pada jalan Allah SWT

17. Apabila seorang perempuan melahirkan anak, keluarlah ia dari dosa-dosa seperti keadaan ibunya melahirkan

18. Apabila telah lahir ( anak ) lalu disusui, maka bagi ibu itu setiap satu tegukan dari susunya diberi satu kebajikan

19. Apabila semalaman ( ibu ) tidak tidur dan memelihara anaknya yang sakit, maka Allah SWT memberinya pahala seperti memerdekakan 70 orang hamba dengan ikhlas untuk membela agama Allah SWT

Wanita Paing ramai masuk neraka

MENGENANGKAN banyak antara kaum perempuan menyeleweng daripada ajaran Islam disebabkan beberapa sifat buruk yang sepatutnya dijauhi, Rasulullah SAW menasihati dan menggalakkan mereka supaya selalu bersedekah. Hal ini kerana sedekah akan menolong mereka di dunia dan akhirat.

Dalam hadis daripada Jabir bin Abdullah, katanya: “Aku hadir bersama-sama Rasulullah mengerjakan sembahyang pada hari raya (selepas sembahyang dan berkhutbah). Baginda kemudian pergi (ke barisan belakang) hingga sampai ke tempat kaum perempuan. Lalu Baginda menasihati dan mengingatkan mereka, serta Baginda (menggalakkan mereka bersedekah), sabdanya: “(Bersedekahlah kamu kerana sesungguhnya kebanyakan kamu menjadi kayu bakaran api neraka.”

Pada saat itu, seorang perempuan yang berkedut kedua-dua pipinya, bangun dari tengah kaum perempuan lalu bertanya: “Mengapa (kami dimurkai Allah seberat itu), Ya Rasulullah? “Baginda menjawab: “Kerana kamu selalu saja mengadu (tidak cukup nafkah), dan kamu pula tidak mengenang budi suami (sedikit pun).”Jabir (rawi hadis ini) berkata: “Golongan perempuan itu pula tampil bersedekah barang perhiasan badan mereka, mereka meletakkan pada baju Bilal: subang dan anting-anting serta cincin mereka.”

(Hadis riwayat Muslim) Kaum perempuan diciptakan Allah dalam keadaan yang semulia-mulianya – sebagai ibu yang dihormati, isteri dikasihi dan anak disayangi. Selain itu, diberi panduan supaya mereka menjadi manusia beriman dan beramal salih. Untuk menyedarkan mereka akan hakikat itu, Rasulullah menasihati mereka supaya menjauhi apa-apa juga tabiat buruk seperti diterangkan dalam hadis di atas. Perkara itu ditegaskan lagi dalam hadis berikut.

Daripada Abdullah bin Umar bahawa Rasulullah bersabda: “Wahai kaum perempuan, bersedekah dan banyakkan beristighfar kerana sesungguhnya aku mengetahui (bahawa) kamu golongan yang banyak sekali antara ahli neraka.” Seorang perempuan yang bijak antara mereka berkata: “Ya Rasulullah mengapa kami menjadi golongan yang banyak sekali antara ahli neraka?” Baginda menjawab: "”(Kerana) kamu selalu mengutuk dan memaki-hamun dan kamu pula tidak mengenang budi suami dan (selain itu) aku tidak melihat golongan yang kurang akal dan kurang pula (amal) agamanya serta besar pula pengaruhnya kepada orang lelaki bijak bestari (sekalipun) – selain daripada kamu.”

Perempuan itu bertanya lagi katanya: “Ya Rasulullah apa maksudnya: (Kaum perempuan) kurang akal dan kurang (amal) agama itu?” Baginda menjawab: “Mengenai kurang akal, maka (ketika menjadi saksi): Saksi dua perempuan, (hanya) menyamai saksi seorang lelaki; maka inilah (tanda) kurang akal.

Dan seseorang perempuan pula akan tinggal beberapa hari dengan tidak mengerjakan sembahyang (kerana kedatangan haid) dan dia pula ada kalanya tidak berpuasa pada Ramadan (kerana kedatangan haid juga) maka ini dan (tanda yang menunjukkan kaum perempuan) kurang amal agamanya (berbanding dengan kaum lelaki).”(Hadis riwayat Bukhari dan Ibn Majah)

Perbuatan mudah mengutuk, memaki-hamun dan sumpah seranah dilarang Islam sama ada dilakukan oleh lelaki atau perempuan. Tetapi yang banyak melakukannya, seperti yang diterangkan dalam hadis itu ialah kaum perempuan. Sebab itu, Baginda menegur mereka supaya menjauhi perkara yang buruk.

– Petikan Mastika Hadis, Jabatan Kemajuan Islam Malaysia

pstt: sesekali kuar dari topik kebiasaan.. ok gak kan :)

Latest Weight Count

Finaly, got to post my latest acheivement.... Demn, so close yet feels so far from my reach.. huh, gonna step up my pace and intensity to reach the 70kg ish mark hehehehe....

5kg to go.......

p/s: heheh pic taken using my bro's latest se k750i ooohhhh im lurving it!!! hahahahaah n inside the toilet laaa kan.. heheheh

First Treasure Hunt

Hahaha, my first ever treasure hunt. It was fun throughout the day. Me with Hafiz (another engr at my comp) with 2 of my bosses (project managers) got the chance to represent our comp in the annual MILB 2005 Treasure Hunt and managed to secure num3 placing over 45 cars!! Talk bout gempak!! hahahah First time entering nombor 3, give us 2 or 3 time the chance.. senang dapat number 1 heeheh. it was fun laaa. The day started demn early for me. Dahler we (gasingers) saw batman begins on Friday midnight and managed to get just 3 hours of sleep! Hehehe (terhuyung-hayang bawak kete tuh..)

The treasure hunt began in MPOB, Bangi and finished at the Tiara Beach Resort, Port Dickson. Seriously guys, this resort is da'bomb!!! A must go laa dudes. Very suitable for water based activities!! Mayb sometimes in the future we will make it the next venue for our get together. Talking bout the treasure hunt, i thought the questions were all straight forward but mymymy, was i wrong.... Some of the q made us fuckin frustrating and purely wasted our precious time... heheh but thats i think the "kick" in any treasure hunt kan?? hohoho... it tested us mentally and physically laa... some of the answer we got was purely off the wrong interpretation and made us laugh our lungs out at the prize giving ceremony!!! hahahaah... bodo giler laa ahahaha...

Champions hehehehe

And one of the things i got to learn is on how to read those tulips (road signs). They say its the official rally signange and its demn easy hahah. One of my objectives in life would b to own a rally car and have a drive in it.. heheh at least i can read the signs right? Back to the hunt, what's the meaning if got no treasure right? so we we managed to get 2 of the 3 treasures correct hehehe.. the third treasure susah giler siut hahahah... none of the 45 entries got it right. The organizer told us its a 100k treasure hunt standard q and we was like waaaaa....patutlaa susah giler.. anyways, i personaly had tons of fun and its kinda "lega" laa to have some fun stupid jokes and normal conversation with my office mates rather than boring important work subjects. Lagi2 with my bosses heheh.. never thought they had some "gasing" spirit in them heheheh. I hope there would b many treasure hunt (with tons of prizes) that i can participate in the near future and hopefully win hehehe... till that, chalos...

p/s: here r more of the treasure hunt pics!!!

we tend to forget important things...

This morning, i received a "friday morning phone call" from my mak cik..n as usual.. tanya ar psl my condition rite now.. my study.. my work.. n the best part is my relationship.. huwa.. huwa.. after bla bla ( mak cik aku nie ustazah.. so byk lah nasihat2 bernas .. hehe).. n then she told me something important that i never noticed before ..which is doa utk jodoh..huh.. suppose doa nie kita dah patut amalkan dari awal2 lagi.. eventho ada@takde gf/bf ke.. sbb u'll never know sape jodoh korang.. so korang amal2kan la ek.. masukkan dlm database doa korang.. if i'm not mistaken.. nie doa utk solat isktikharah gak....

" YA ALLAH, ANDAINYA DIA ADALAH JODOH YANG DITETAPKAN OLEH-MU KEPADAKU, MAKA CAMPAKKANLAH DALAM HATIKU CINTA KEPADANYA ADALAH KERANA-MU, DAN CAMPAKKANLAH DALAM HATINYA, CINTA KEPADAKU ADALAH KERANA-MU. NAMUN, ANDAINYA DIA BUKANLAH JODOH YANG DITETAPKAN OLEH-MU KEPADAKU, BERIKANLAH KU KEKUATAN AGAR PASRAH DALAM MENGHARUNGI UJIAN, YANG KAU BERIKAN KEPADAKU.¨

YA ALLAH,JIKA AKU JATUH CINTA,CINTAKANLAH AKU PADA SESEORANG YANG MELABUHKAN CINTANYA PADA-MU,AGAR BERTAMBAH KEKUATANKU UNTUK MENCINTAI-MU.¨ YA MUHAIMIN,JIKA AKU JATUH CINTA,JAGALAH CINTAKU PADANYA AGAR TIDAK MELEBIHI CINTAKU PADA-MU.¨

YA RABBANA,JIKA AKU JATUH HATI,JAGALAH HATIKU PADANYA AGAR TIDAK BERPALING PADA-MU.¨

YA RABBUL IZZATI,JIKA AKU RINDU, RINDUKANLAH AKU PADA SESEORANG YANG MERINDUI SYAHID DI JALAN-MU.¨

YA ALLAH,JIKA AKU RINDU, JAGALAH RINDUKU PADANYA AGAR TIDAK LALAI AKU MERINDUI SYURGA-MU.¨

YA ALLAH, JIKA AKU MENIKMATI CINTA KEKASIH-MU,JANGANLAH KENIKMATAN ITU MELEBIHI KENIKMATAN INDAHNYA BERMUNAJAT DI SEPERTIGA MALAM TERAKHIR-MU¨

YA ALLAH,JIKA AKU JATUH HATI PADA KEKASIH-MU,JANGANLAH BIARKAN AKU TERTATIH DAN TERJATUH DALAM PERJALANAN PANJANG MENYERU MANUSIA KEPADA-MU.¨

YA ALLAH,JIKA KAU HALALKAN AKU MERINDUI KEKASIH-MU,JANGAN BIARKAN AKU MELAMPAUI BATAS SEHINGGA MELUPAKAN AKU PADA CINTA HAKIKI DAN RINDU ABADI HANYA KEPADA-MU."

AMIN..

pstt.. kuman sorry la ek.. terbuat cam blog sendiri.. hehe

That Right Person

Somebody once told me that "Finding the right person is very hard and very wrong.....it is best to be the right person for the one you love and start from there...you'll always end up disappointed when you set standards and define a "right person" for you...and don't rush things....coz somewhere somehow God is preparing somebody for you."You can never be perfect...the person you love can never be perfect...but both of you can be perfect through love and prayers, and your love can be perfect through the both of you. But, no relationship is complete without God.....that's why we have marriage it's a bond not only between you and your loved one....but also with God.

Our relationships fail not because (s)he's not the right person....it's because we expected too much and we decided on our own....let God do the work...you may call it waiting time....but while you are waiting...pray. Let God guide you always...He knows better. No, He knows best. Love is not what you think it is....Sometimes we mistakenly feel that our first relationship will be our last. Because we are overwhelmed with joy and romance, we forget to learn the meaning of true love. Some are saying that love is unselfish, blind, unconditional or simply denying oneself for the sake of someone very important in our life. Others are saying love is immortal and can never be defined. When we think we're in love the first thing we almost wanted the whole world to know is that our love for someone very special can never be taken away from us. We say this phrase "You are the most wonderful gift from GOD I have ever received..." After a terrible fight or sometimes even a petty quarrel we then say "You are the biggest mistake i've ever made for my entire life...!!!!". Now, how do you say and spell the word L-O-V-E? Are you really deeply into it?

Nobody can tell what love really is until experience speaks and whispers right into our ears. Most of the time, these love promises like "Forever, Till Death do us apart, etc." would end up "Never" and "We should part ways, I'm no longer happy with you! My love for you is DEAD!!!". Many times we thought after having committed to someone and your trust to one another freezes down to zero degree "S/He ain't the right one. I should probably wait for the right one to come." But the big question anyone could not answer is "Is she/he the right one?" and "When is the right time?" That made us stick to whom we are with. Will you always be waiting for the right person to come and the right time to commit? A big YES is the answer.

Don't be in a hurry to get into a relationship because you can never find love if you insist that you are already into it. Try to find time to really understand your real feelings, to know who you really are, and what you really want in a relationship.You're right, There is no such thing as a perfect relationship, but there's a compatible partnership that goes along with it. If you already knew that you're too big to fit into a small sized t-shirt, don't give it a try. You'll probably break it and pay for the damages you have made. If you knew and felt that the relationship will not last, don't go deeper into it. You'll just suffer the consequences and live like hell the rest of your life. It's really hard to say goodbye though, but you can't make it any better by just pretending you still have the same feelings. Try to let go and give yourself a chance to live life to the fullest. Give yourself a chance to grow and give your heart a much needed attention. Then you will find that you have made the right decision and you made it all by yourself. More frequently than not, we all act in a hypocritical manner for some reason.

We call it love when we can't leave someone and see them crying as we try to let go. We are wrong, its just pity. We call it love when we're too attached and think that losing the one we love will somehow make us weak and unable to face the storms of life. We misunderstood, its just that we're too much dependent to them. We call it love when we give our whole life to them, the wholeness of us and imagined that if they leave no one would accept us and our past. We are mistaken, its just insecurity. But no matter what the definition is, the truth still remains that love isn't something you can buy nor beg. It is real and existing. You can't touch it but you can feel it in your heart. You can't find it, but it will knock before you when you least expect it to come. It can make you the happiest soul in heaven, but don't forget that it also can make you the most miserable person in the whole galaxy.

Sweeeeeet

Last night i went to c a lot like love with a friend. All i can say that its demn awesome sweeeeet movie hehehe. I was smilling the whole duration of the movie. It definately left some tingling sensation in my heart. Who could ever imagine, it took them 6 long years b4 they realize they were meant for each other huhuhuhu.. I'm such a sucker for romantic love movies. The last film that also gave me this good feeling was wicker park and its a must see, i tell u.

So, here are some more info about the movie... Just give it a try laaa, Haaaaaaaaaaa... so sweeeeeet.

Marsha, I love u........

Demn!!!... it was love at first sight!!! Sorry guys, but I cant hold it laaa hehehe.. she's gorgeous!!! I was like "waaaaaaaaaa" and moved closer to the tv just to see her more clearer (the 43" tv tak cukup tuh.. serious, kene tgk super dekat). Marsha, oohh ur a goddes, dah laaa lagu sedap giler!!! plus her sexy body language and her juliana banos stare... perghhhhhhhhh (ehem ehem).

Ohh Marsha.....

fyi, its my first time i laid my eyes on her. Didnt even notice that she was 1 of the 2 participant (other than mawi) that af decided masukkan balik laaaa (susah giler nak buat ayat!! heheh). So i wuldnt know laa her characteristics... for now, what i know is that she is !@#$%^&* gorgeous, she can really sing and she's num1 on my af list (macam laa aku ader list lain heheh). So Marsha, u got urself one crazy supporter as for now.Now I'm officialy hooked to akademi fantasia when i sent like 20 votes for her last night.. sesh, and Marsha, if u happen to visit or aper2ker, all i want to say is that I LOVE U and i sincerely hope that we might stumble upon each other in the future...hehehe

Its been long since i wrote bout my diet and cardio program. It was supposed to b the main topic for this blog heheh but the latest happenings and shit in my current life got me somehow distracted heheh. Ok, where should i start.. emm my latest weight count (sorry, didnt have the time to take a pic!!) taken last monday was 86.7kg.. Heheh just 6.7kg shy of 80kg hahahah. My target to reach 80kg this or b4 August is likely to become reality. I cant wait heheh. My waist had shrunken from a size 52 to a size 36. Getting tired to hear my mother rants on how i should wait b4 spending anymore money on my clothes n pants.. hehehe. I'll definately wait this time.. seriously.

Speaking bout my cardio prog pulak, I started to jog when i hit 100kg up till now. Since then, ive been improving my pace and time taken to run around um (heheh my official benchmark) which is 2.5+km. For the time being, my personal record is 13 minutes and hoping to trim that to 10 heheh. I remembered the first time i ran, i couldnt last for 5 min b4 having to catch some fresh air heheheh. Now, i can run like 40minutes to an hour straight non- stop depending on my mood heheheh. Its all in the mood. Plus with my new mp3 player, its getting better and better by the day hehehe. Ohh, and finaly after months of waiting, my fav gym, um gym (tuh jer gym yg aku go sbenarnyer heheh) have finaly fixed one of their treadmill and definately helps me to improve my cardio training. Now i can run 11 laps or 4 km in 30 minutes everyday... Syukur beb. I sumehow feel that my heart is stronger and my overal health improved. Its all worth it, every single sweat, time and money i poured into this program.

Now i have a new objective heheh. I want to learn how to swim!! Its the best cardio exercise one could get. Ive been waiting long for any class that might be offered in um and also asked around ppl with no luck. Um swimming pool will be fully operational this July and i am hoping that there would be classes for me to join. So thats it. The current update to my diet n cardio program heheh. I'll keep my self posted from time to time until i finaly reach my ultimate goal, 70kg heheh, insyallah....

PD

Wow, what a fantastic Sunday. Finaly our long overdue picnic became reality. Although there were some glitches ehem lambat ehem konon ehem the day finaly went a ok heheh. I was personaly satisfied. Infact my day started as early as 5.30 am. Heheh talk about anticipation huhu.. i was really looking forward for todays pd trip, really. After Subuh i went nasi lemak hunting.. Called stone, kuril and making sure that we r gonna find a perfect spot for our picnic. We manage to secure a sweet spot in Blue Lagoon but soon we realized that it was low tide meaning the shorelines was pushed back hundreds of metres hoohoh... Penat siut just to have a plunge, sesh. So we waited and waited when finaly they(gasingers) arrived. It was surely purely havoc laaa.. its been long since we did something out of the ordinary together.

Surroundings

The food was great (thanks to affy, jack and etc for doing a demn delicious job on our food!!), the drinks plenty (thanks stone) and the crowd definately rocked!! Imagine with the likes of jack, elyas, popo, kuril, affy things would definately go wrong heheh... i was laughing my heart out most of the times. Bodo sial the things uttered.. most of them doesnt make sense (oopsss actually all of them) but we still love them heheh. And it is my first time ever in a kayak. We spent an hour in it had a great time mandi manda, banana boat riding (this was seriously fun) and stayed in the sea up to 4pm....That stunt jack did was hilarious siut....(cajun, i want ur pics!!! hahahah). Sesh, all i know, i had a demn wonderful time. It was worth it. All my "life" problem seem to dissapear. Demn releaving and relaxing but the only major drawback is i kinda suffered 3rd degree burns to my face heheh..

Emm tulah.. writting this entrykan, makes me remember what one of our friend asked us earlier during our picnic..... emm How long could we remain this way, like having this kinda get together... 2 years? mayb another yr? Sedih gak laa kan thinking that we will finaly go our own each way in the near future but i sincerely hope that we could like organize events like this even though we have our own life later... Anyways the picnic pics are now available at HERE, enjoy...

Boring

Huh!! what a full Friday.. it was supposed a relaxing Friday where we all should spend our weekends in Summerset Endau Rompin but due to some fucked up booking prob, our so called short holiday got postponed early next month n resulted me, taking this annual leave heeh.. (sebab kene terangkan hehehehe)

Started the day quite early i tell u. Ran around um at 7am, played tennis till 8.30am. Went to UIA around 10am with tp and popo to submitt my mba forms (lege siut that settled) n singgah plaza ampang n fixed my tennis racquet n finaly sampai gasing aroung 3.20pm....
Sesh penat heehhe....

sorry laa.. i know its quite boring but i cant help it laa hehehhe.. just for the sake of a new entry hehehe