How did i miss it la?

Must be my lamest Merdeka to date heheh. Celebrating Merdeka eve with my family is the norm but every single one in my family snoring away close to midnight is totaly shocking! Demn, I was wide awake at about 11.20pm, the last time i checked my watch but suddenly i doze off to heaven and woke up at 4 am in the morning and watching the 7 of us sprawled at our living hall seems funy, heheeh. Like amistad gitu, klaka hehehe. Ish, what happened laa la night? Mayb the BORING merdeka concert kot? Seriously for me kan, last night concert was B O R I N G! Dunno what went wrong. Issit the artist lineup? Or mayb Rosham Nor? Menyesal tak go for Sremban Fireworks last night, but knowing the traffic hell i opt to enjoy Merdeka night from my comfort of my trusted tube hehe. Yeah, mayb too comfort kot (emm seriously) ... heheh.

So how was your Merdeka Day? Where did u all celebrate? What did u all do laa? Last year we had a round of karaoke at Ampang Park and barely saw the aftermath of the fireworks held at KLCC. Its also been a year Keng and some of our close fren left for uk to further their masters and I personaly missed u guys hahahah. Balik cepat wei!! Hohohoh. My day was typical - a run in the morn, bfast, watered the plants, etc. Haa the only exciting thing we did was picking our color scheme for our new home today. Apart from that.. everything's normal. Now as i type, I'm wondering bout tomorrow. Working day ler pulak... Okler dudes, seriously blurr right now, Just wanna wish MALAYSIA a very happy Independence Day!

Morning Everybody

Good Morning everyone.

Had a heartful lontong+kuah kacang+sambal breakfast and air suam.

Now I am feeling happy and I dunt know why.

I think its the fact that tommorow we will celebrate our 48th independence day, emm I think?

We karaoke'ed all night last year and now wondering what would we do this midnight, ermmm...

Ok dudes, today got lots of meeting and do you all know that right now our country is experiencing serious cement shortage problem? (lambat lagi laa nak pindah... sesh)

Mystery song heheh

can any1 help? Ive been listening to this song for weeks now but i still cant pin point the singer/band/genre etc and its making me pissed la. Called a few of my frens still cant provide me with the answers. Its been circulating through hitz.fm but after a browse through their website, still there is no answer plus its a NEW song cause it didnt appeared in rick dees hitz top 40 and also on the regurlar hitz.fm charts.

Ermmm, a few clue to the mysterious song.. its kinda a mix of nickelback/papa roach/ and three doors down. sedap giler siul, serious. any1? okla, the one who finds it first i'll treat u to a nice dessert nak? hehehe...

Heheheh found it alredy n here's the lyric.. demn syiok oooo

Cold
by Crossfade

Looking back at me I see that
I never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you,
I'm always wrapped up in things I cannot win
You are the antidote that gets me by,
Something strong like a drug that gets me high

What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so

Cold to you, I'm sorry about all the lies,
Maybe in a different light,
You can see me stand on my own again
Cause now I can see
You are the antidote that got me by,
Something strong like a drug that got me high

What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold

I never meant to be, so cold
I never really wanted you see
The screwed-up side of me
That I keep locked inside of me so deep,
It always seems to get to me
I never really wanted you to go
So many things you should have known
I guess for me there's just no hope;
I never meant to be so cold

What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am (Is Im sorry for the way)
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold

Ermm i have a q..

Ermm its long since i write bout my diet n weight reduction program. Ermm... i think i have a serious problem dude. It seems that i've reached my plateau point laaa.. Everything and anything i do just doesnt make any difference anymore. I even step up my activities, prolong my running time, but the end result is still the same. I'm static at 78kg! Sesh, its entering the 4th week and still no decrease! Camner eh? My goal is 70. Can anyone help? Is this normal eh? Calculated my bmi and its still in the 30+ region which for me is still obese. Demn.. a friend of mine told me that i have to replace my fat loss with muscle mass whatever that means.. ermm

Another q dudes, have u ever felt that the things you do actualy have no meaning at all? Its like this stupid feeling that ur life is worthless? I've been troubled for sometime that the fact that im 25, close to 30 but still my life is no where near to my objectives and goals. Now i frequently awake in the middle of the night with these sort of questions just wizzhing through. U guys ever experienced it? issit normal ka? Or its just me? Waaaa... feel like crying also hohoho. Life was way far better 5, 10 years back. Atleast we got some guideline to follow and etc. Ape2 pun, i hope is just a "life phase" and pray to god that ill b stabil and better as time passes by. Okey frens, got friday prayer to go and just want to wish u all a happy weekdays... enjoy

Can't wait. Sesh, it was suppose to b a normal "meeting" but as it gets closer by the hour, my heart beats faster and faster.. =)

Welcome home.....

Just imagine spending all your monthly income paying total strangers for fixing their wrecked car and motorcycle? After a thorough budget analysis for the month of August, i realized that i just did that. Shit gler. Sedih and lega at the same time actually, sedih the fact that my moolah kluar cam air jer but extremely happy n syukur that dude with the bike just received minor cuts n bruises (slamat tak mati wei... serious!!!) after that crash stunt at federal highway last week! Thanks again remy and po for being there laa.... kalu tak blurr siul...

Ok, apart that bad part of my current life, i have something to be joyfull about. According to our family plankan, we are supposed to move to our new house in kj this early September. I CAN'T WAIT... seriously, the thought of living in my loooooong left childhood taman is highly anticipated wei. Just imagine after all the places we went and moved, finaly we come back to where it all started. The first house my parents bought during early years of their life.

I remembered clearly most of my neighbours. We had Ann, fatin, adlan, to name a few. We were quite close back then. My first experience eating McD was with Ann's family. Heheheh blagak gler balik n told my family.Played badminton with Adlan and hving a blast cycling through our Taman. Sesh, bukit tinggi oooo bahaye giler. I once crashed during the decent and it took a chunk of my right hand and the scar remained up to this day. What a blast childhood. Then it all started, first we moved to the US following my dad's furthering his masters there for 3 years, got back n toured the whole semenanjung, Penang, Melaka, NS up to this day sampai laaa back to Kj.

During the whole time, our house were left cripled to tenant tak berhati perut. Heheh, it was literaly destroyed. The paint faded away, the wood all got eaten by termites and etc. Sedih. You can all easily distingush our house just by looking at it. All our neighbours have upgraded and many pf them had big and i mean BIG rennovation. So after all the years, after both our parents retired, our house is finaly revive back to its surrounding homes heheh. After a year of planning, the construction phase finaly started early June and now its nearer its completion scheduled this September! Ermm, still i'm pissed cause i got the only room without windows! Sesh, talk bout luck la kan heheh.

Looking at the location mmg superb laa kan. Near to kl, pj, gasing, shah alam semuer laa.. Mase den kecik2 dulu tak terfikir but now that i'm working n able to enjoy life kan, it really makes a huge difference. After this guys, ko ajak ler aku mane2 wei, i am pack ready to go jer heheh...

Huh, the feeling alone jer makes me calm and happy. Im gonna get meself work nearer to kj, mayb that western digital factory? macom kot? kalu dapat laa... emm anyways, ive updated my fotopages with pics so take a look u all.... grad 2005, congrats wei heheheh...

Breakfast xtravagant..

Monday morning... Why issit everytime i go back to work from sremban i never fail to be freakin late? Answers any1? Why issit my punch in attendant seems horyfying red these few Mondays? Why? Hehehe... Jawapannyer of course the unimginable morning breakfast that my mom never fail to whip up every Monday morning! Just imagine having Pizza, mushroom soups, nasi, ayam kurma, nangka, watermelon and bananas for just breakfast?

Huhuhu seriously dude. That is the list of my every Monday menu. Memandangkan my mom dah retire, she has her own unique way on dealing with the so called boredom. She has a new hobby! She nows studies cooking! Now our home is scattered with "How to" and Cooking books she bought since her retirement last June. And being her "Favorite" tester of all time, I feel somehow obligated to try and to comment on all her experiments up to today hehehe. But biasa lakan, sedap n unique as usual. Heheh. Ermm, okla.. still blurr laa pepagi Isnin nih, happy working u all hehehe.

Beautiful....

Haaaa life, enjoying my coffee break with a heavenly slice of cheesecake coupled with a smooth vanilla cappucino, all on a beautiful and wonderful weekday... sesh

Now i really need to change career......

Car for sale!!!!

Okler, officialy this week is my bad luck week! If involved with an accident with a motorcycle last Monday night wasnt enuff, today i had a demn-stupid-avoidable accident with my general manager's car! Shit! His new car cukup! Perdana baru! Fuck giler! At first i was speechless and my body temp rose up dramatically!. I was sweating and breathing hard after realizing what just happened! How stupid and careless i could be? Shit! And to top it all off, there were scores of pple from the near by mamak and restoran just rushed to see what happened. Mati aku seres...

Ran inside my office and braced my self n went up straight menghadap my gm MrX . The whole time i think i was mumbling and sweating uncontrolably (ader ayat nih??) Sesh... sedih sial.

Me: " Morning Mr. X, i have one bad news to tell you......, I just hit your car!!. (TEKAK AKU KERING SIAL TIME NIH), (pausing and waiting for an answer.....)"

Mr.X: "Come again? You hit my car? What???, (shit aku serious takut time nih) How did it happen?"

Me: "ermmm... ermm it was plainly my stupid mistake sir, (he just passed through and running to see his car" (damn,,,... mati siul)

Mr.X: "Aiyoohh, how come can hit one?? There's this 1 metre gap but still u manage to hit my car ooo"

Me: "ermm, ermm i was reversing my car cause the bumper is too close to the tiles infront, and i reverse with only 1 feet in the accelerator, (mampos aku...)"

Mr. X: " Yadadaydaydaydaydaydaydadaydya....."

Me: (i just stood there and receive all the "road advice" from my gm)

Me again: " Mr. X, can i repair ur car? or atleast give me the bill? please....."

Mr. X: "No laaa, this is a company car, you just be carefull in the future, its not with me im worried about but its with the other driver out there... You should be more focus!!"

Me: " yes, its totaly my fault, i have a lot in my mind right now..... (the usual stuff laa sorry, admit my mistakes, promise to not park near to his car, and right now feeling damn miserable..)"

Huh!! Felt like i just had a heart attack! Freakin stupid! How can i hit a car thats soooooo far2 away laa? After that embarassing incident, one of our company project manager ajak aku bfast n minum to loosen up.... He told me that i should sell the car because tak serasi what ever that means.... He then further explains that this were all simple small signs b4 the BIG one. Shit, NOW IM SCARED LAA...

but looking on what ive went through this 2 - 3 weeks makes me believe part of his story laa.. it seems that bad luck since last month. Mayb aku kene mandi bunge kot? or mayb buat kenduri tolak bala. Ermmmmm camner eh? Anyways, im gonna try to focus more on my driving and pray to god ill survive the week. ohh b4 i forgot,

HONDA CIVIC 1.7 YEAR 2001 PRISTINE CONDITION === 70 K, anyone?? heheheh

My week, Last week hehehe

Before Pic Hehehe

Waaaah, long time no post one. Shite, last week was one buzy weekend. With all the happenings, the haze, UM's Convocation Week, and my favorite, UIA's midterm exam week! Freakin full. So lets start from last Monday, nothing usual except for the ultra boring monday blues i've experienced every week since i've started working. The fact that few of my frens would celebrating their convocation day this comin Thursday jer yg keeps me sumehow happy. I clearly remembered the "trouble" i went through just to celebrate this special week last year! (Convocation week + New launching of DOOM 3 is just one hell of a push to get any1 off for a week!, last year laaa.


And to tell u a secret, hehehe its a year since i started my diet & weight reduction program. One full year! It feels like just yesterday jer. I am gonna post a b4 an after pic when i go home today. Last year i was 143kg and currently I am 78kg and still havent reached my goal! Lets see what another year would be like. So Tuesday also was like any other Tuesday except i just applied for 2 days leave this Thrusday n friday kononnyer nak study mid term.

After Pic Heeheh

Wednesday. I went to Shah Alams Fire Station concerning one of my comp current projects and thats when I realized that the "Haze" was going to b a big ass problem for Malaysia. Shah Alam that day was heavily covered with haze! Visibility was almost 200m! Hohoho.. super siut, like the Stephen Kings movie tuh, The Fog where the neighbouring town that was engulf by this weird fog would be somehow infested with zombies and weird happenings! Takut woo ceriter tuh.

Thursday! Yes, the day! My day started with TP bringing one full sets of breakfast to gasing which included low fat yogurts, dunkin donuts, and some oranges. After that heartfull breakfast, we (me, Stone and Tp) went to search for convo bouquet flowers for our close frens who graduated this year! Met jack, Pullah along the way and off we went to UM. That day would b perfect if not for the demn haze!!! Thousand's of people gathered in close proximity with hand full of them ligthing their cigie doesnt help either. I was suffocating. Shite giler. Took hundreds of pic (gigam kan?). Anyways, congratulations to shidee, ajak, roy, sudu, sim, and to all who graduated this year!!! Best siut convo week! Next year were gonna celebrate the Masters clan plak hehehe.

Having spent Thursday with my frens without opening a single book, i thought Friday is da day, the day that i would consume all 1 1/2 months of accounts and management data in this thick skull of mine but nooooo... half way through the first chapter ive received a call:

ayah : "Hello, ayah on the way to kj nak tengok rumah. **** datang okay?"

Me : " Ermm, ermm, ermm, (thinking of logic excuse on a FRIDAY morning) ok laaa.. jumper kat saner"

Pong pong pong, yessszzaa... 2 days wasted on doing nothing (study laa). The outing with my family was enjoyable though. Hehehe. My dad sense sumething bothering me sumehow gave me a super duper nasihat. It was sumething like,

"Kalau family matters ker, u just got to pray harder n doa bebanyak sebab god will always there to help"

Camtuh la lebih kurang, so i just kept the miserable feeling inside n enjoyed more with my family heheh. I just pasrah and hoped for the best. Haaa and my new home in kj is like 75% completed. Tak sabar giler ok? So that Friday night i finaly started studying for my mid term scheduled Saturday evening and Sunday morning.

Browsed through and continued the next morning up to 2 pm. Prepared for the worst and prayed n wished that the q i can sumehow answer. Insyaallah, after the last paper of accounts yesterday i can say that i did pretty good considering the short amount of time dedicated on each subject. Plus the lecturer was very helpful. Alhamdullillah. Went back to gasing after the accounts paper, met frens and had a satisfying lunch at Nasi Kandar Zainol (our original sponsor for the weekends!!!).

After zainol when i think its clear to go straight back to sremban, i received another phone call from my dad who requested me to fetch him at Starfield golf cousre near Mantin there, wohohoho jauh sih, giler bab, but after a chit chat, one of his fren agreed to send him all way back to sg besi and was i relieved! Super duper jalan siul! Fetch my dad, regroup with all my family in Kj and went for another round of inspection to me nearly comleted house! It was sort like a rain test, to see ader bocor tak sebab they just completed fitting the roof tiles.

Anyways, mmg lege giler hujan smalam! The haze sumehow affected my mood laa for this week! Rase nak marah and lonely jer! Haaa and the mid term also. Luckily and bless to Allah that ive succeded going through all without any serious deep emotional scarring hehehe (poyo giler). Haaa lamer tak menulis and this is what would happen if i got the time and the mood to write! Takmo habis2. Anyways is alredy Monday and i hope u guys would enjoy ur monday as i am right now!! Nooooot hehehe. So untill next time, adios, aloha ohoi....

p/s: I'm gonna post the b4 n after pic soon hehehheheh

Casa Impian

What a full and memorable Sunday! The so called boring, relaxed Sunday turns out to be a hectic family day! Wohoooo.. Yep, yesterday was my family day! All 8 of us excluding my bro but including elly, my lil bro's gf went on a wild shopping spree for our new home in kj. The objective was to finalize our own room interior ie our own furniture la heheh. The first shop we went was IKEA. Damn giler, jem to the max with people! It was their annual sale and making decision was super tough! I was half way through my to-buy list when finaly my dad decided that this was not the right moment and time to buy n i was like wuaaaaa... Takperlaa, went to The Curve, had our evening snack in Coffee Bean + cakes from secret recipe and usha Sony latest shop. I tell u, those new 50" wega tv's is a must-buy for our new home. Took half an hour to convince my dad's that the tv is "the one" when finaly he jotted something in his diary.. heheh (yes!!!... soon,)

So we went to like 5 mega furniture shop in lembah klang but we finaly choose Perabot Dunia as our main sponsor for our rooms. Luckily laa baru2 nih i watched Casa Impian hohoho (superb u, for decorating ideas!!). It gave me some new ideas and insights on how my future room should be in terms of the lighting, furniture placing and the overall ambience of the room. So, finaly after awhile, i chose this dark-brown-bedroom set + big ass-sliding-full length mirror-organizable-wardrobe-, hotel type furniture that i think would complement my white+apple green interior hehehe. Wuhuuu, i might pick ID for a part time job if all goes well heheh. So the same goes for all my bro and my lovely lil sis. We had a blast joking around, discussing what if?, would it go with our room color?, muat tak?, the arrangements? etc. But one thing i always respected and untill now cant duplicate is the negotiation skill of my father la.. He's one demn tough nego'r. Kesian wei that amoi. One thing u should know bout my dad's is when he is committed to a pricekan, he will pursue that price untill he/she agrees. Demn, we were all like... emmm what ilmu laa bapak kiter pakai nih?? Superb siut. Heheh, all in a days workla as my dad's usually put it.

Sronok siut today! Tak kesah penat ker ngantuk ker its worth it. It definetely kept my mind from all the bullshits and freakin incidents that bestowed upon me last week! (heheh bombastic tak stone ayat aku?? hahahahah). Worth every sec. As for now, im gonna prepare a sketch and plan for the arrangement that best suit my NO-WINDOW room heheh. So untill the next Casa Impian, me kuman, signing off heheheheh.

Tose bawang 2!

wuhuuu, just imagine, a post from raju on a beautiful sunday morning. coupled with 2 demn satisfying tose bawang air suam and good frens and suprisingly my parents from who came all the way from sremban, i can say my day is quite complete. btw mawi winning af3 has been perdicted far earlier and i just want to wish marsha good luck & may ur singing carwould continue as for as possible. now, gonna find our way to ikea n have a great sun . t, babai n end.

Happy Birthday!!

I just realized that its been one year since i started blogging. Should i be happy? Should i leap in joy? Should i celebrate it? What good has it brought to me personaly? Ermm, im totaly not in the mood to write cause the recent happenings around me, but i just want to wish my blog happy 1st year annivesary.

Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday Dear Bloggie,
Happy birthday to you.

p/s: we r gona have a blast celebrating you bloggie.........

Down

Shitla.. How come eh? Lately i have this strange, uneasy, nausea kinda feeling. Its a feeling just b4 u vommit to put it into words. Why? Takan PMS kot? I dun't know what i've done or did resulted in this miserable feeling. Mayb all the fu*ked up things i've experienced last week kot? Mayb the accident? Mayb someone is f*u*kin with my whole existence right now? Any easy, clear answers? Why?. What is my REAL purpose here? i really dunt know, n i really dunt care finding the answers in the nearest future. My mind a complete mess. Better find me some "cure" la...