That Right Person

Somebody once told me that "Finding the right person is very hard and very wrong.....it is best to be the right person for the one you love and start from there...you'll always end up disappointed when you set standards and define a "right person" for you...and don't rush things....coz somewhere somehow God is preparing somebody for you."You can never be perfect...the person you love can never be perfect...but both of you can be perfect through love and prayers, and your love can be perfect through the both of you. But, no relationship is complete without God.....that's why we have marriage it's a bond not only between you and your loved one....but also with God.

Our relationships fail not because (s)he's not the right person....it's because we expected too much and we decided on our own....let God do the work...you may call it waiting time....but while you are waiting...pray. Let God guide you always...He knows better. No, He knows best. Love is not what you think it is....Sometimes we mistakenly feel that our first relationship will be our last. Because we are overwhelmed with joy and romance, we forget to learn the meaning of true love. Some are saying that love is unselfish, blind, unconditional or simply denying oneself for the sake of someone very important in our life. Others are saying love is immortal and can never be defined. When we think we're in love the first thing we almost wanted the whole world to know is that our love for someone very special can never be taken away from us. We say this phrase "You are the most wonderful gift from GOD I have ever received..." After a terrible fight or sometimes even a petty quarrel we then say "You are the biggest mistake i've ever made for my entire life...!!!!". Now, how do you say and spell the word L-O-V-E? Are you really deeply into it?

Nobody can tell what love really is until experience speaks and whispers right into our ears. Most of the time, these love promises like "Forever, Till Death do us apart, etc." would end up "Never" and "We should part ways, I'm no longer happy with you! My love for you is DEAD!!!". Many times we thought after having committed to someone and your trust to one another freezes down to zero degree "S/He ain't the right one. I should probably wait for the right one to come." But the big question anyone could not answer is "Is she/he the right one?" and "When is the right time?" That made us stick to whom we are with. Will you always be waiting for the right person to come and the right time to commit? A big YES is the answer.

Don't be in a hurry to get into a relationship because you can never find love if you insist that you are already into it. Try to find time to really understand your real feelings, to know who you really are, and what you really want in a relationship.You're right, There is no such thing as a perfect relationship, but there's a compatible partnership that goes along with it. If you already knew that you're too big to fit into a small sized t-shirt, don't give it a try. You'll probably break it and pay for the damages you have made. If you knew and felt that the relationship will not last, don't go deeper into it. You'll just suffer the consequences and live like hell the rest of your life. It's really hard to say goodbye though, but you can't make it any better by just pretending you still have the same feelings. Try to let go and give yourself a chance to live life to the fullest. Give yourself a chance to grow and give your heart a much needed attention. Then you will find that you have made the right decision and you made it all by yourself. More frequently than not, we all act in a hypocritical manner for some reason.

We call it love when we can't leave someone and see them crying as we try to let go. We are wrong, its just pity. We call it love when we're too attached and think that losing the one we love will somehow make us weak and unable to face the storms of life. We misunderstood, its just that we're too much dependent to them. We call it love when we give our whole life to them, the wholeness of us and imagined that if they leave no one would accept us and our past. We are mistaken, its just insecurity. But no matter what the definition is, the truth still remains that love isn't something you can buy nor beg. It is real and existing. You can't touch it but you can feel it in your heart. You can't find it, but it will knock before you when you least expect it to come. It can make you the happiest soul in heaven, but don't forget that it also can make you the most miserable person in the whole galaxy.

Sweeeeeet

Last night i went to c a lot like love with a friend. All i can say that its demn awesome sweeeeet movie hehehe. I was smilling the whole duration of the movie. It definately left some tingling sensation in my heart. Who could ever imagine, it took them 6 long years b4 they realize they were meant for each other huhuhuhu.. I'm such a sucker for romantic love movies. The last film that also gave me this good feeling was wicker park and its a must see, i tell u.

So, here are some more info about the movie... Just give it a try laaa, Haaaaaaaaaaa... so sweeeeeet.

Marsha, I love u........

Demn!!!... it was love at first sight!!! Sorry guys, but I cant hold it laaa hehehe.. she's gorgeous!!! I was like "waaaaaaaaaa" and moved closer to the tv just to see her more clearer (the 43" tv tak cukup tuh.. serious, kene tgk super dekat). Marsha, oohh ur a goddes, dah laaa lagu sedap giler!!! plus her sexy body language and her juliana banos stare... perghhhhhhhhh (ehem ehem).

Ohh Marsha.....

fyi, its my first time i laid my eyes on her. Didnt even notice that she was 1 of the 2 participant (other than mawi) that af decided masukkan balik laaaa (susah giler nak buat ayat!! heheh). So i wuldnt know laa her characteristics... for now, what i know is that she is !@#$%^&* gorgeous, she can really sing and she's num1 on my af list (macam laa aku ader list lain heheh). So Marsha, u got urself one crazy supporter as for now.Now I'm officialy hooked to akademi fantasia when i sent like 20 votes for her last night.. sesh, and Marsha, if u happen to visit or aper2ker, all i want to say is that I LOVE U and i sincerely hope that we might stumble upon each other in the future...hehehe

Its been long since i wrote bout my diet and cardio program. It was supposed to b the main topic for this blog heheh but the latest happenings and shit in my current life got me somehow distracted heheh. Ok, where should i start.. emm my latest weight count (sorry, didnt have the time to take a pic!!) taken last monday was 86.7kg.. Heheh just 6.7kg shy of 80kg hahahah. My target to reach 80kg this or b4 August is likely to become reality. I cant wait heheh. My waist had shrunken from a size 52 to a size 36. Getting tired to hear my mother rants on how i should wait b4 spending anymore money on my clothes n pants.. hehehe. I'll definately wait this time.. seriously.

Speaking bout my cardio prog pulak, I started to jog when i hit 100kg up till now. Since then, ive been improving my pace and time taken to run around um (heheh my official benchmark) which is 2.5+km. For the time being, my personal record is 13 minutes and hoping to trim that to 10 heheh. I remembered the first time i ran, i couldnt last for 5 min b4 having to catch some fresh air heheheh. Now, i can run like 40minutes to an hour straight non- stop depending on my mood heheheh. Its all in the mood. Plus with my new mp3 player, its getting better and better by the day hehehe. Ohh, and finaly after months of waiting, my fav gym, um gym (tuh jer gym yg aku go sbenarnyer heheh) have finaly fixed one of their treadmill and definately helps me to improve my cardio training. Now i can run 11 laps or 4 km in 30 minutes everyday... Syukur beb. I sumehow feel that my heart is stronger and my overal health improved. Its all worth it, every single sweat, time and money i poured into this program.

Now i have a new objective heheh. I want to learn how to swim!! Its the best cardio exercise one could get. Ive been waiting long for any class that might be offered in um and also asked around ppl with no luck. Um swimming pool will be fully operational this July and i am hoping that there would be classes for me to join. So thats it. The current update to my diet n cardio program heheh. I'll keep my self posted from time to time until i finaly reach my ultimate goal, 70kg heheh, insyallah....

PD

Wow, what a fantastic Sunday. Finaly our long overdue picnic became reality. Although there were some glitches ehem lambat ehem konon ehem the day finaly went a ok heheh. I was personaly satisfied. Infact my day started as early as 5.30 am. Heheh talk about anticipation huhu.. i was really looking forward for todays pd trip, really. After Subuh i went nasi lemak hunting.. Called stone, kuril and making sure that we r gonna find a perfect spot for our picnic. We manage to secure a sweet spot in Blue Lagoon but soon we realized that it was low tide meaning the shorelines was pushed back hundreds of metres hoohoh... Penat siut just to have a plunge, sesh. So we waited and waited when finaly they(gasingers) arrived. It was surely purely havoc laaa.. its been long since we did something out of the ordinary together.

Surroundings

The food was great (thanks to affy, jack and etc for doing a demn delicious job on our food!!), the drinks plenty (thanks stone) and the crowd definately rocked!! Imagine with the likes of jack, elyas, popo, kuril, affy things would definately go wrong heheh... i was laughing my heart out most of the times. Bodo sial the things uttered.. most of them doesnt make sense (oopsss actually all of them) but we still love them heheh. And it is my first time ever in a kayak. We spent an hour in it had a great time mandi manda, banana boat riding (this was seriously fun) and stayed in the sea up to 4pm....That stunt jack did was hilarious siut....(cajun, i want ur pics!!! hahahah). Sesh, all i know, i had a demn wonderful time. It was worth it. All my "life" problem seem to dissapear. Demn releaving and relaxing but the only major drawback is i kinda suffered 3rd degree burns to my face heheh..

Emm tulah.. writting this entrykan, makes me remember what one of our friend asked us earlier during our picnic..... emm How long could we remain this way, like having this kinda get together... 2 years? mayb another yr? Sedih gak laa kan thinking that we will finaly go our own each way in the near future but i sincerely hope that we could like organize events like this even though we have our own life later... Anyways the picnic pics are now available at HERE, enjoy...

Boring

Huh!! what a full Friday.. it was supposed a relaxing Friday where we all should spend our weekends in Summerset Endau Rompin but due to some fucked up booking prob, our so called short holiday got postponed early next month n resulted me, taking this annual leave heeh.. (sebab kene terangkan hehehehe)

Started the day quite early i tell u. Ran around um at 7am, played tennis till 8.30am. Went to UIA around 10am with tp and popo to submitt my mba forms (lege siut that settled) n singgah plaza ampang n fixed my tennis racquet n finaly sampai gasing aroung 3.20pm....
Sesh penat heehhe....

sorry laa.. i know its quite boring but i cant help it laa hehehhe.. just for the sake of a new entry hehehe

You Can Do It!!!

While i was waiting for my car to b washed yesterday, i stumbled upon a newspaper article that that i would consider super interesting. I've read about it days before but never been able to follow up. Its about read this and it definately reminds me when i first started my diet and cardio regime. I was shocked when i heard bout his initial weight! 25o kg, but later after he went for his medical checkup revealed that his original weight was about 158kg. Ishh.. I was 143kg when i started. Its only a 15kg difference and i personaly think with all the backup from his family and uitm (wooooo imagine being helped by 8 sports and science lecturers??? heaven siottt hehehe) he wil eventualy reach his dream ( i dunno his target laa) weight. And all the fuss started when he is denied entry to the LPKN course. One of the use of LPKN courses heheh, to attract attention heheh.

He will be going through 6 months of rigourous diet and exercise regime set up by these uitm lecturers and i remembered reading that he will continue to be aN exercise trainer after he reaches his target. I think the's 6 month program will be carefully monitored and documented as a guide on how to lose weight for ppl who are having the same problem, Morbid Obesity. The term i found out through Discovery Channel heheh. It relates t0 a group of ppl who are not lised in the bmi (body mass index). Anyways, program or no program, it usually takes will power to get one through. As for me, i realized it in a pain way.... one morning (the day b4 i had kambing masak lemak hohoh)i had gout (sakit wei!!!) n i can't even walk to the toilet!! i had to crawl!! that was the MOMENT. The MOMENT i realized that i dont want to live like this for the rest of my life!!! Being inmobile in a very young age is a demn scary thought!!! So from that day on, i promised myself to change and i did. My goal was further strengthen when one of my close chinese friend suffered a heart attack and died. He was overweight, smoked and drank alcohol. A lethal combination i might say. He was just 24! After that, there was no turning back! During the whole duration since September to now was a complete and new experience hehe.. Luckily i wrote all in this blog so that i could refer or just bace saje2 hehe. Puas hati dooo!! So as for now, time is the only thing i and Mohd. Said Ibrahim need. Insyaallah, ill reach 80kg early August and finaly my dream weight 70kg at the end of this year........

Anyhow, i wanna wish Mohd. Said Ibrahim goodluck and pray to god that he will reach his weight target and his goal to enroll onto the lpkn course will turn into reality. Amin.

Latest Weight Count

Finaly after 2 weeks of hardwork, here's the result....

Tak sabar nak jejak 80kg...

TGIF!!!

My first day of work. Boring as i expected. Nothing changed. Its the regular works. Arrived at office, waited for my friends, head out to our fav mamak restaurant (al-azwath) and had bfast. Bfast i've been longing for 3 straight weeks. Capati besar. Emmm sedap wei. Then shortly after entering my messy work cubicle, i got summon to my gm office.

"Ish apehal laa mr.tan panggil pagi2 nih, hehehe"

All sorts of scenario was playing in this thick skull of mine. Am I getting fired? (Heheeh this one tak logic but it really did pass through my mind) A new task? What?

As i prepare for the worst, suddenly i felt a pat on my back. It was one of our company project managers. He was baffled on why i didnt came to the office for quite some time. Aik?? Didnt our company clerk noticed everyone?? Damn, shit. No wonder all my the messy files and memos left scattered around my desk. They dunt know. It took awhile to explain and he was so amazed on the fact that i broke my arm playing tennis!! Hehehe... tennis bahaye jugak wei. On the way to my gm office, i pass all my mc forms and sign some admin related stuff.

Finaly met mr. tan and the first think he did was commenting on my new appearance!! Hahahaha, never thought after a year plus he noticed my changes!!. Demn, i was somehow happy and terkejut laa hehehe. He even asked how i manage to do it. The first 20 minutes i spent telling him my so called secret hahahah. He was carefully listening that i can tell you. Sesh, then after that we came to more important matter. Mmg pandai laa my admin department. Serious shit pandai. There are ppl that dunt know about my absent!! My supervisor plak konon2 bz hehehe. So its like a chain reaction event. My work didnt get passed to anyone, demn plenty memos on my desk and suddenly got more work this morning! Memang mati laaa.. i acted like i was serious hearing every detail my gm had to tell although my mind was far off wondering....

i bought the star and started to browse their classified section. I even logged on to jobstreet.com and checked my impending interview calls with no luck. Man, i got to get out of this shit hole laaa.. demn fast!!

SALE??

Ish, its that time again. I hit a bump laaa.. waaa, though its alredy 1 week+, theres no sign of decreasing of weight heheh. I've stepped up my regime doing 2hrs of cardio every day still no changes. Sesh, somehow i kinda feel frustrated. Based on my pass experience, these bump actually will take like 2 or 3 weeks and i really dunt know why. I think its somehow our body ways to familiarize with sudden changes. Anyways, i'll continue my program till the end no question bout it. Emm wei, any1 outhere wanna go running with me aaa? Pullah? Anyone? hehehhe. Kinda bored running alone. I might find meself a mp3 player laa.. What's it feel like running with music?? Mayb i'll get an Mac shuffle. Or mayb a sony latest mp3 players.. cute giler!! hehehe.. suggestions are welcome wei.

Finaly all good things must come to an end heheh. My long 3 weeks holiday is alredy over. I'll resume my work this Friday and the first thing i noticed is that next Monday is a holiday!!!! Talk bout timming eheheheh. Demn, a day off on a Monday? heheheh heaven wei. Hope we all will do sumething worth wild that Monday. I'm currently getting ready to hit KL this morning. The first stop i'll make is ISETAN, KLCC heheh. I heard theres some mega sale going down there. Might as well use my last 2 days wisely dunt u think? heheh. Gonna shop for some clothes, pants and mayb go lunching with my dear friend Stone. Best wei, finaly im cured 100% internaly and externaly. Its like been given the chance to restart ur life and do it all over. After completing my weight target, i'll focus on my career. Ive been wanting to change jobs for a long time now. 2 - 3 interview i went wIth no luck. Shit. Susah cari keje nih wei hehehe. That's life. Mayb living with no important commitment is the culprit. Yealaaa, i'm definately in my comfort zone right now. Ish.. Okler. first thing first. KL, here i come.....tennis too heheheh

My Superwoman hehehe

Last night was kinda emotional. I can see tears in their faces. My mum stood strong and delivered her final speech. Finaly after 29 years serving the teaching service, my mum was celebrated in a grand farewell majlis held by her school (Sek. Men. Labu) in Alson Klana, Nilai. I felt demn proud and at the same time i was feeling kinda sad knowing that my mum's gonna retire. It felt weird wei. The thought of her not working anymore feels kinda strange. No more hustle bustle or the mayhem of my mom preparing to work, no more feeling worried whether she arrive or not at her school, nadaa. All my life, up till now i kinda enjoyed to see my mum working. Her dedication and working ethcis simply amazes me. She really loves teaching. Not that she teaches back then (this past 10 years laa), she was a HM but the management skills involved in her work, meeting ppl organizing events, she enjoyed all of that.

My mum....demn proud of her

A lil fact that i know bout my mums career. She hip - hopped 16 schools b4 ending her career in SMKLabu. Teaches BI, BM, Pengajian AM, Sejarah, n stopped when she got promoted to HM in 1995. Wrote STPM papers and had been with the Examination Board since 2000. The farthest and deadly school she attended was in Serting Hilir Complex, when we were in Bahau, ns. The road to that school was like 70km in the middle of nowhere, demn treacherous n super duper dangerous. (imagine being stopped by a tiger in the middle of nowhere??) heheh. So what i can conclude from her 29 years of teaching experience is... u got to have the demn dedication n strong will power to dwell in this profession.

Now she's retired. Huh, i hope i have 3/4 of her will power and dedication when it comes to work. I'm demn proud of her. Nuff said. Today is the first day of her retirement. She'd alredy organized the kitchen. Tuh baru satu hari! Imagine whatelse she can do with the time she has. hehehe. She is really my superwoman hehehe.

Its close to 7 am and i still can't sleep. Sesh.. I just can't. Demn. Dun't know why. Still thinking bout a cruel joke my friend told me last night. Shit, I think i have a serious problem laaa. It seems that i just cant let go or forget any thing that effect my life directly.Arghh, . Pening. Takmo tulis lagi, i think i'll have a run laa pagi nih.

Full Steam Ahead

Well, its look like my hand is like 80% functional and healed huhu. Now i can type with both hands thus doubling the speed of my typing capability n shortening the time taken to finish this entry heheh. I just can imagine my doc face if he knew what i've been doing this past 2 - 3 days heheh. On this magnificent evening, i succesfully ran 5km without wearing my handband. I ran 40 minutes straight!! its a demn good achievement i would say. B4 this, it was on an increment like 5, 10, 15, 20,... all through 40 minutes. These 2 weeks rest totaly healed my body in and out. Heheh, patah tangan nih ader hikmah dier i tell u. And these are one of many visible hikmah i choose to aknowledge heheh.

I'll be posting my weight count soon and i'll be focusing to tackle 80kg within the next 3 weeks ahead. And tomorrow i'll be visiting um and mayb i say mayb gonna have a run through heheh. Demn, i'll mayb gonna swing some tennis ball also. This time i swear im gonna b much more carefull. So thats all ive planned for tommorow. Chiow n see yer all in um.

Heheheh reached the 80 ish kg marker heheheheheeheh......

Sunday Morning

Ok, I finaly got some weird urge to write on this wonderful Sunday morning. I'm gonna write about my typical Sunday morning heheh. Although we have our own room kan, still we manage to sleep infront of the tv like everyday... heheh, best wei, the wooden carpet my mom bought from Sarawak somehow feels very cool heheh, with some layers of comforters, pop in a dvd then walllaaa out to slumber land heeheh....

waaaa what a mess...

n sleeping at the hall comes with it own pro's n cons heheh. Subuh awal giler. My dad would wake us up like in 5.30 am. (week days laa kan...) Ngantuk giler but its worth it, i sumehow like it laaa. Then comes my mum plak (anyways.. happy mothers day to all mothers out there..... ).

" Dah kemas - kemas, lipat balik comforter tuh", "Kemas balik cd cd tuh menyemak jer" (for the sake of this entry, all the cleaning process would start after 10am heheheh)

my fav stationary bic heheheh

Heheheh, awal2 subuh kene dah hohoho. suke2. After subuh i would hit on my stationary bike n do like 1 hr on it. I usually ride it like for 30km heheheh. In the mean time, my mum would prepare our breakfast and my dad would read the papers. And after my cardio, i'll go to my fav spot on earth, , my desktop, check all my dl's, emails n etc. kekadang layan short movies ker things like that, read blogs, write blogs, edit comments etc hehheeh.

My fav place on earth hohoho.....

Then b4 our breakfast, we all took turn to weight ourself n boast or blagak to each other heheheh. Everyone of us. Excluding my mum laaa.. hehehe Bapak aku seres kerek. 90kg, takyah maintain mkn pun cantuh jer weight dier.... tension plak hohoho. My bro weights 82kg n i sumehow can imagine when i reach the 80kg mark... okler tuh. n during our breakfast, my mum would initiate sume hard-to-imagine topics like todays lhdn-the workings, why the deb (dasar ekonomi baru) was a total disaster n my dad being defensive n full of idea would give his opinion. Aku ngan adik2 aku just like emmm "Whatever,..... asalkan depa bahagia hehehe". I can't imagine when our parents retire nanti hohohoh sure kecoh satu umah.

Bfast... lempeng, sambal ikan bilis and nasi goreng.... pergh complete meal for the day.

And during bfast, my dad would lay out the plan for the entire day. Today its look like were gonna visit my bro at mrsm kkb n my grandma in rawang. Sesh, jauh laaa penat giler, dahler tgn patah hohhohhoho-- any of that reason would not work on my dad. Its kinda scary to like second guess or object my dads word laa.. a lil secret, i broke my hand after my dad called n requested me to send him to klia the next morning... I simply said i can't. Wallaaa... feel the wrath of my dads heheheh... bahaye siut. heheheh. But i think its just me laa... i just can't simply say no to my mum n dad.. the guilt feeling tuh susah nak hilang... Now tgh prepare nak go to kkb.. till the next Sunday, bye dudes....

Statement num 8

Just to verify statement num 8 by nik hehehe..., anyways im gonna hit kl today n i hope u guys got sumething planned laaa....

Its 92kg now ... hehheh

70 kg

I will prevail. I'm gonna reach my target. Next week im gonna start my cardio n diet exercise till i reach my final goal 70kg. For the time being im gonna njoy every moment i have. Borneo, here i come.

p/s: thanks again for all the wishes k. Rindu sial um n kl n everibodi...

OKU

My first ever sport related injury hohoho. Thats what my friends calls it... sport related injury heeehehe. Never thought that it would be this serious. Till now im kinda wondering how it happened. Shit, how can i break my left hand when im using my right hand laaa? Puas pikir .. sakit wei!!! Serious. I was trying to hit the tennis ball as hard as i can when i took the wrong step n seconds after that i felt incredible pain on my left hand. I would like to thank u guys outhere for helping me (Mandorm, popo, shapeng... thanks). Rushed to UH n the pain slowly subsized. Atfirst i thought it was like something minor cam sala urat ker some bone dislocated ker.. but after taking my xray, the doc said i suffered broken bone. wuhuuu... my first time ever wei hahaha..

thumbs up

My doc gave me 3 week mc n i was plastered heheh... a first too. Suddenly i realized that im gonna have to leave my typical live for 3 weeks! This sad n down feeling suddenly came n i was like demn depressed n terribly sad that im gonna miss the karaoke session this friday that the gasingers had planned earlier.. waaaa sedih sial. it was supposed to cure my latelty sad n depressed kinda state. thinking bout it makes me more loomy laa waaa. not only that, im gonna leave my life in kl for 3 weeks! all the future movies, the night spots, midvalley, etc all for 3 demn weeks. shit.. im gonna die of boredom.

not only that wei, i'm gonna have to stop my exercise program for awhile. huuhu, no running, gym n tennis for 3 weeks?? naahh, i'll definitely find a way to compensate on that. mayb ill start dieting kot. dunt want all ive done up till this point go to waste.. sedih lagi huhuhu, ntah laa.. everything happens for a reason n i honestly believe that there is some hikmah brhind every kejadian. its just time will tell. so im just waiting n hopping for the best.

anyways, i would like to thank for all who have sms n called wished for my speedy recovery, thanks a lot !!! i really appreciated it. Anyways i know my HR Dept will definitely love me more after this incident heheheheh.

p/s: aku kagum siut with my one hand typing ability!!! u should try it hehehe.

My weight count

Ok, done with my ptd. Did all the best i can n now i can only hope and pray. Here's what 3 days of activities did to my overall weight.

ROADTRIP

Gonna be disconnected from the world this 2 or 3 days. Just wanna wish goodluck to all my friends who r going to their ptd assestment course this weekend. Goodluck ya'all!!! Anyways, suke sial the thought of having a road trip...emm yeeeehaa!!! Bye dude n dudes (ader??).

p/s: dunno if my eyes r playing tricks on me... 94.3kg now....gonna post the pic after my assestment course!!!

Running is my way of life heheheh

Yep.. its official laa.. jogging (oopss running.. heheh) is the best weight reduction method ever!!! waaaa.. i was like ??? huhuh demn.. 2kg a week?? yuhuuu somebody gonna loose bad wei hahahahaha..... anyways, just got back from Mlaka, had a wonderful outing to Mahkota Parade with all my bro's gf's and their family.. demn, our family confirm gonna get demn big demn soon hahahah ..i personaly had a wonderful time. Its sure nice got to know all ur future relative ahead of time. Seriously, if i have the same oppurtinity in the future, i'll do the same...

p/s: this week weight count pic ader kaki aku skit heheh.. Comel tak?? huhuhu

Yey.. 6.2 kg to go!!!